• i'm kind and compassionate, but an EXTREMELY impatient person. the "tolerance" i've historically displayed for others was always more like fear, hesitance, and cowardice, gaslighting myself into thinking everything was fine and i had to deal with it, than true and genuine patience for others. as i've overcome a good chunk of my personal cowardice, my interactions with others have become marginally more contentious as i'm far more willing to speak my mind and refuse to take shit from others - but this is no concern of mine, since i'm willing to accept any cost for being a more courageous person, and it has, if anything, improved my standing with others by filtering out anyone who couldn't handle me not being a doormat + facilitating proper communication with those worthy.
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