• becoming- michelle obama
  • harry potter
  • through the dark novella
  • the raven boys
  • republic of plato
  • wealth of nations
  • capital: the process of capitalist production as a whole- karl marx
  • milk and honey/the sun and her flowers
  • flux
  • the existentialist's survival guide- how to live authentically in an inauthentic age
  • thich nah than
  • the man who came out of a door in the mountain
  • upstream- mary oliver
  • mr. penumbra's 24 hour bookstore
  • the wild birds- emily strelow
  • women's work- kari agile
  • the bone clocks- david mitchell
may 12 2019 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • the strange and beautiful sorrows of ava lavender
  • passenger
  • wayfarer
  • little women
mar 2 2019 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • amelie
  • kubo and the two strings
  • interstellar
  • ender's game
  • rush
  • zootopia
  • la la land
  • whiplash
  • fast and the furious
  • fundamentals of caring
  • that awkward moment
  • colonia
  • shakespeare in love
  • amadeus
  • mockingjay part II
  • the space between us
  • moana
  • howl's moving castle
  • finding dory
  • magic mike
  • magic mike 2
feb 18 2017 ∞
dec 23 2017 +
  • the fall
  • moonrise kingdom
  • monty python and the holy grail
  • pleasantville
  • legally blonde
  • clueless
  • the heathers
  • serendipity
  • lolita
  • sound of music
  • meet the robinsons
  • amelie
  • la la land
  • fried green tomatoes
  • mona lisa smile
  • miss pettigrew lives for a day
  • atonement
  • beetlejuice
  • edward scissorhands
  • what about bob
  • hocus pocus
may 8 2016 ∞
nov 26 2018 +
  • murdoch mysteries
  • bob's burgers
  • bojack horseman
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +

Animes

  • princess jellyfish
  • yuri on ice (s1, ep11)
  • kiss him, not me
  • nanbaka
  • aoharu x kikanjuu
  • one punch man

Kdramas

  • boys over flowers (s1 ep12)
  • the legend of the blue sea
  • flower boy ramen shop
  • the poet warrior youth
  • weightlifting fairy
  • goblin
  • w: two worlds
  • to be continued (astro)
feb 18 2017 ∞
mar 28 2017 +
  • fitz and the tantrums/bea miller/for king and country
  • portugal the man
  • hippocampus
feb 11 2019 ∞
feb 11 2019 +
  • Chattanooga (DONE)
  • New Orleans (DONE)
  • Salem, MA
  • New York City
  • Chicago (DONE)
  • Panama City Beach (DONE)
  • Disneyworld
  • Atlanta (DONE)
  • LA
  • Vegas (DONE)
  • Flagstaff (DONE)
  • Joshua Tree
  • Hawaii
  • PCH/San Fran trip
  • Sedona (DONE)
  • Grand Canyon (DONE)
  • Mexico (DONE)
  • Rio de Janeiro
feb 18 2017 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • zodiac (leo)
  • celtic zodiac (holly)
  • myers-briggs (infj)
  • four humours (choleric)
  • aryuvedic dosha (vata)
  • harry potter house (gryffindor)
  • divergent faction (candor or dauntless)
  • love language (physical touch)
  • love attitudes scale (mania and storge)
  • the animal in you (wild cat)
  • life path number (9)
  • dungeons and dragons alignment (chaotic good)
  • dark triad (narcissism)
  • soul type (performer)
  • rosenberg self esteem scale (18/30)
  • brain laternization test (right)
  • 7 deadly sin (pride)
  • 7 heavenly virtue (kindness)
may 8 2016 ∞
may 22 2019 +
  • woman with daisies//emile vernon
  • the fitting//victor schramm
  • love thought & life//maximilian pirner
  • hatred frenzy & death//maximilian pirner
  • woman in a yellow dress//max kurzwell
  • the orange tree//Gustave caillebotte
  • the bubble boy//paul
aug 12 2017 ∞
aug 11 2018 +
  • exsanguinated
  • catholicism
  • squelch
  • lovely
  • lady
  • percolate
  • nonsense
  • laboriously
  • ambiance
  • rainlittered
  • clad
  • valiant
  • vivacious
  • provocative
  • catacomb
  • ceremonious
  • psychedelic
  • relinquish
  • myriad
  • seldom
  • kerfuffle
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • the other boleyn girl
  • did you hear about the morgans
  • IO
  • bandersnatch
  • columbus
  • velvet buzzsaw
  • silence of the lambs
  • breaking in
  • a simple favor
  • like mike
  • the truman show
  • 9 to 5
  • mystic pizza
  • divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood
  • jane austen book club
  • music and lyrics
  • little chaos
  • extremely wicked, shockingly evil, and vile
  • monster in law
  • someone new
feb 8 2019 ∞
aug 7 2019 +

have watched:

  • the amityville horror
  • dark skies
  • monster
  • the hallow
  • hush
  • the lazarus effect
  • abcs of death
  • kristy
  • the uninvited

to watch:

  • babadook
  • the shining
  • house of wax
  • the texas chainsaw massacre
  • the blair witch project
  • the awakening
  • the human centipede
  • the curse of chucky
  • the fly
oct 22 2016 ∞
mar 11 2017 +
  • doctor who (s9 ep8)
  • sherlock
  • lost
  • game of thrones
  • orange is the new black (s1 ep6)
  • gilmore girls
  • gilmore girls: a year in the life
  • switched at birth (s1 ep28)
  • finding carter
  • agent carter
  • reign
  • portlandia
  • teen wolf (s5 ep17)
  • modern family
  • buffy the vampire slayer
  • black mirror
  • girls hbo
  • big bang theory
  • new girl
  • mindy project
  • criminal minds
may 8 2016 ∞
jun 22 2019 +
  • virgin suicides
  • catch me if you can
  • labor pains
  • life size
  • crazy stupid love
  • john tucker must die
  • the other woman
  • bad moms
  • this is 40
  • school of rock
  • golden compass
  • leap year
  • easy a
  • sydney white
  • she's the man
  • made of honor
  • coraline
  • corpse bride
  • big fish
  • love, rosie
  • only you (destino movie)
may 8 2016 ∞
may 8 2018 +
  • macbeth (michael fassbender)
  • labyrinth
  • curious case of benjamin button
  • the birds (alfred hitchcock)
  • stranger than fiction
  • war of the worlds
  • x-men
  • dan in real life
  • you've got mail
  • french kiss (meg ryan)
  • painted veil
  • belle du jour
  • king and I
  • ed wood (1994)
  • rushmore
  • cloud atlas
  • who's afraid of virginia woolf
  • planes, trains, and automobiles
  • eraserhead
  • good will hunting
  • eternal sunshine in the spotless mind
may 8 2016 ∞
nov 26 2018 +
  • mehrangarh fort in jodhpur rajasthan, india
  • tomb of akbar the great in sikandra, uttar pradesh, india
  • bayon temple in angkor thom, cambodia
  • li river in guangxi province, china
  • andaman islands in adnaman and nicobar islands union territory, india
  • city palace in jaipur, rajasthan
  • jardin botanico de buenos aires
  • buenos aires zoo
  • umaid bhawan palace lobby, jodhpur, rajastan, india
  • hagia sophia, istanbul
  • capitoline hill, colosseum, rome
  • chand baori, large stepwell in abhaneri village in indian state of rajasthan
  • regallalang rice terrace in ubud, bali
  • taj mahal
  • butterfly reef, fiji
  • jantar mantar in jaipur, india- big maze ...
may 8 2016 ∞
may 8 2016 +
  • see the northern lights
  • visit all 50 states
  • go to a new york broadway show
  • make a time capsule
  • see a proposal (done- chicago skydeck 2016)
  • join a protest
  • get henna (done)
  • see a show at the globe theater
  • go to a fashion show
  • get my future told by a psychic (done- phoenix march 2018)
  • times square new year's eve
  • go to every disney park on earth
  • swim in a fake mermaid tail
  • see cirque du soleil (done- vegas jan. 2019)
  • visit all continents- including antarctica
  • see starry night in person
  • get skydiving certification
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +

all the dragons in our lives

are perhaps princesses

expecting us to be handsome and brave

all the terrifying things

are perhaps nothing

but helpless things

waiting for us to help them

(Jean-Luc Godard, originated from Rainer Maria Rilke's "Letters to a Young Poet #8")

"It doesn't happen all at once,' said the Skin Horse. 'You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in th...

jun 26 2016 ∞
jul 25 2018 +
  • fight leverage with leverage
  • people let their guard down midswing
  • people don't search for the hunted among the hunters
  • go for the shins
  • "cowardice isn't quaint, it's sly and aggressive" (doctor who, season 6, episode 11: the god complex)
jun 26 2016 ∞
feb 18 2017 +
  • buy clothes, wear out, then return it
  • sharing studio apt, lofted beds
  • RA in college- free housing
  • don't overorder food, or take leftovers home
  • go vegetarian
  • eat where they have free bread or chips and salsa
  • no car= no gas, insurance, payments
  • only buy goodwill/vintage clothing
  • learn to sew
  • hang clothes outside in summer to dry- save on utilities
  • no lights during daytime
  • workout from home
  • skip flushes if you live alone
  • navy shower- only turn water on to get wet and then again to wash off
  • skip showers, use dry shampoo
  • only charge electronics at school/work
  • share wifi with friends
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • marie antoinette
  • atomic blonde
  • diary of a chambermaid
  • hard candy
  • wedding crashers
  • 10,000 bc
  • fast and the furious 4
  • the conjouring
  • how to steal a million
  • big eyes
  • 47 meters under
  • i, tonya
  • america's sweethearts
  • ocean's eleven
  • no escape
  • queen of katwe
  • black panther
  • easy virtue
  • wild oats
  • i love you, man
  • the money pit
jan 6 2018 ∞
feb 8 2019 +
  • modern family
  • miss fisher's murder mysteries
  • reign
  • revenge
  • friends
  • pushing daisies
  • outlander
  • the chilling adventures of sabrina
  • over the garden wall
  • game of thrones
  • doctor who
  • sherlock
  • agent carter
  • black mirror
  • criminal minds
  • the mentalist
  • stranger things
  • avatar the last airbender
  • peaky blinders
nov 26 2018 ∞
feb 8 2019 +
  • titanic
  • sound of music
nov 26 2018 ∞
nov 26 2018 +
  • blackfish DONE
  • zeitgeist DONE
  • jesus camp DONE
  • joan of arc DONE
  • earthlings
  • virunga
  • animal odd couples
  • maximum tolerated dose
  • parrot confidential
  • the cove
  • vanishing bees
  • hoop dreams
  • jig DONE
  • invisible war
  • peaceable kingdom
  • mermaids: the body found DONE
  • the rich kids of instagram DONE
  • how powerful is Donald trump DONE
  • minimalism DONE
  • given DONE
  • voyeur
may 8 2016 ∞
jun 22 2019 +
  • east of eden//john steinbeck
  • the alchemist//paulo coelho
  • ocean at the end of the lane//neil gaiman
  • the night circus//erin morgenstern
  • vicious//v.e. schwab
  • the secret life of bees//sue monk kidd
  • gilda joyce series//jennifer allison
  • the darkest minds//alexandra bracken
  • gathering blue//louis lowry
apr 29 2017 ∞
apr 29 2017 +
  • vegas in january
  • deleted instagram february 1st
  • started working at pop n tea
  • dallas in april
  • abbie turns 16
  • nashville in may
  • 21st bday
  • LA in august
  • nannying job
may 12 2019 ∞
aug 7 2019 +
  • visited dad in AZ
  • got first tattoo
  • dyed hair
  • did taxes!
  • visited aunt jill in KC
  • took real estate classes
  • paid student loans
  • pcb
  • moved to AZ
  • paid parking ticket
  • turned 20
  • speeding ticket + traffic school
  • trip to sedona/grand canyon
  • beauty- went completely organic/natural
  • car accident
  • third lobes pierced again
  • went platinum!/cut off hair
  • got fired for the first time
  • mexico- first time out of the country!
  • flower girl in aunt jill's wedding
  • nashville for christmas
apr 20 2018 ∞
jan 2 2019 +
  • got first job
  • moved in with sky
  • moved in with luis
  • lost virginity
  • got drunk for the first time (new year's eve)
  • got sick drunk for the first time (summer)
  • got my own bank account at fb
  • got a raise
  • first concert
  • tried marijuana (brownie)
  • got license
  • job at the vie
  • bought iphone + phone bill
  • paying for contacts
  • got my own apartment
  • electricity in my name
  • went to new orleans/biloxi beach
  • volunteered at pride fest
  • turned 19!
aug 21 2017 ∞
may 24 2018 +
  • thespian president, stars leadership president
  • campaign manager at thescon
  • matilda the musical
  • started growing out hair
  • backpainting, performance showcase animal makeup
  • spring break + lindsey
  • dated z, c dated z, prom, fwb
  • graduated high school
  • opened checking/debit card
  • registered to vote/lived through trump inauguration
  • turned 18
  • visited abbie
  • started college
  • met sky
  • worked at haunted house
  • chicago trip- greyhound bus, couchsurfing, uber
  • tried alcohol for the first time
sep 10 2017 ∞
sep 10 2017 +
  • styrofoam
  • being ignored or left out
  • the word "boobs"
  • being called "young lady" or "ladies"
  • belly buttons
  • blood and gore
  • hampsters/guinea pigs
  • horses
  • worms
  • the kardashians/james charles/instagram "influencers"
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +
  • space
  • the ocean
  • giving birth, being pregnant
  • being buried alive
  • puppets
  • driving
  • paralysis (like being conscious under anesthesia)
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +

Sound:

  • typewriter or keyboard clacks
  • purring cats
  • rain on windows
  • fire crackling

Scent:

  • cilantro
  • sunscreen
  • popcorn balls (melted butter and marshmallows)
  • strawberry kids shampoo

Sensation:

  • sore muscles
  • cold swimming pool
  • sun on your face
  • someone playing with your hair
  • holding hands
may 8 2016 ∞
may 12 2019 +