It's the start of a new week and in two nights, a new month.

Hmm, haaa...

I don't feel my best. I mostly feel heavy. I feel tense from the amount of things that have to be done, accomplished. I feel tense from the idea that I might not have enough time or energy to work on the things I have to do and that I want to do.

Hmm, haaa...

Taking this moment of typing to slow down, purge thoughts and worries, acknowledge and perhaps move emotions, process.

I feel like chaos. In pieces, and jumbled. I feel a little lonely, from an old worry. Tired. Tired. Physically, (energetically tired).

Hmm, haaa...

Will everything be okay? A part of me wonders. Everything will be okay. A part of me knows.

Hmm, haaa... Hmm, haaaaa...

Breathing a little longer. Inhaling a little deeper.

Loving, loving, trying to keep myself anchored in love. Reminding myself of truths I tend to forget. Practicing seeing from the lens of love and compassion, myself and others included.