Dear Mother,

Wow, I feel lonely. A heaviness that comes with change, A grief that comes with loss

An understanding that...I'm no longer the person I knew once before. That there are parts of me that are no longer me that are shedding, fading.

And it's making me feel like or showing me spaces that I feel I no longer belong in but I used to and now it feels foreign - the people, what they speak about or resonate with...and the question, do I still have the same beliefs? do I still belong?

And I really do feel that I no longer do...that my space has changed has shifted, how do I