ㅤㅤ a loving feeling // lonesome love

    • what do you do with a loving feeling, if the loving feeling makes you all alone? what do you do with a loving feeling, if they only love you when you're all alone?
    • why am i lonely for lonesome love? why am i lonely for lonesome love? why am i lonely?

ㅤㅤ pyro // bigger than the whole sky

    • a single book of matches gonna burn what's standing in the way
    • every single thing to come has turned into ashes

ㅤㅤ dancing on my own // stone cold // heather // happier

    • i'm in the corner / watching you kiss her / and i'm right over here / why can't you see me?
    • you're dancing with her / while i'm staring at my phone
    • watch as she stands with her, holding your hand / put your arm 'round her shoulder / now i'm getting colder
    • but she's so sweet / she's so pretty / does she mean you forgot about me?

ㅤㅤ yet to come // young forever

    • somewhere deep inside your heart / still lives a boy who is ever young
    • i wish to remain forever as today’s myself / i wish to remain forever as a boy

ㅤㅤ first love / first spring // chandelier

    • wild women don't get the blues / but i find that / lately i've been crying like a / tall child
    • party girls don't get hurt / can't feel anything, when will I learn? / i push it down, i push it down

ㅤㅤ crack baby // daylight

    • it's been a long, hard, twenty-year summer vacation / all these twenty years trying to fill the void
    • i've been sleeping so long in a twenty year dark night

ㅤㅤ night changes // ribs

    • we're only getting older, baby / and i've been thinking about it lately / does it ever drive you crazy / just how fast the night changes?
    • [...] my mom and dad let me stay home / it drives you crazy getting old

ㅤㅤ jigsaw // the contortionist

    • i've changed every part of me / until the puzzle pieces aren't me, at all / i look in the mirror, now i'm just a jigsaw
    • twisted all my limbs for you / two of them in knots and two of them in loops / ribbons tied around like a noose / wonder if I'll ever get it loose

ㅤㅤ this is me trying // we don't talk anymore

    • i didn't know if you'd care if i came back/ i have a lot of regrets about that
    • every now and then i think you might want me to / come show up at your door / but i'm just too afraid that i'll be wrong

ㅤㅤ angeleyes // bad blood

    • sometimes when i'm lonely i sit and think about him, and it hurts to remember all the good times
    • oh it's so sad to think about the good times, you and i

all you had to do was stay // maniac

    • people like you always want back / the love they pushed aside / but people like me are gone forever / when you say goodbye
    • people like you always want back what they can't have / but i'm past that and you know that

ㅤㅤ save your tears // love me again

    • i broke your heart like someone did to mine / and now you won't love me for a second time
    • i wish you would love me again

ㅤㅤ yours // is it over now?

    • the only thing that's harder than sleepin' alone / is sleepin' with your ghost
    • i slept all alone / you still wouldn't go

ㅤㅤ cardingan // call it what you want

    • and when i felt like i was an old cardigan / under someone's bed / you put me on and said i was your favorite
    • my baby's fly like a jet stream / high above the whole scene / loves me like i'm brand new

ㅤㅤ home is far away // my tears ricochet

    • the weight of today on top of my sagging shoulders, i wanna put it down for a moment, home is far away
    • and i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want, just not home

ㅤㅤ right where you left me // the frost

    • everybody moved on, i stayed there / dust collected on my pinned-up hair / they expected me to find somewhere / some perspective, but i sat and stared / right where you left me
    • the frost, it looks like dust / settled on the world / after everyone's long been gone / but me, i was hidin', or forgotten / the only one left
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