— 【 watching

  • films: the perks of being a wallflower ⋆ the devil wears prada ⋆ isn’t it romantic
  • tv shows: the office ⋆ modern family ⋆ the big bang theory ⋆ chilling adventures of sabrina ⋆ gatava pārvērtībām ⋆ according to jim ⋆ viss pa jaunam ⋆ saldais pārītis

— 【 events

  • 01. 22 mg cycladol
  • 02. 22 mg cycladol
  • 05. 22 mg cycladol
  • 06. 280 mg geodon
  • 12. 280 mg geodon
  • 18. 24 mg cycladol
  • 19. 22 mg cycladol
  • 29. 24 mg cycladol
  • 31. 24 mg cycladol

— 【 health

  • ups: a lot less anxiety and intrusive thoughts ⋆ less severe self harm ⋆ less overdoses ⋆ less suicidal thoughts ⋆ less OCD obsessions ⋆ less severe psychosis ⋆ better at concentrating ⋆ less memory problems
  • downs: severe mood swings ⋆ depression ⋆ bulimia ⋆ small self harm ⋆ wanting to overdose ⋆ feelling inadequate ⋆ low self esteem ⋆ low self confidence ⋆ social anxiety ⋆ paranoia and paranoid ideation ⋆ extremely bad self image ⋆ body dysmorphia ⋆ unable to open up in therpy and at psychiatrist

— 【 obsessions

  • according to jim ⋆ stationary ⋆ coke zero ⋆ iced tea ⋆ blankets ⋆ listography ⋆ billie lourd

— 【 positive things

  • 10 in english ⋆ aesthetics ⋆ according to jim ⋆ cat ⋆ fresh paper pages ⋆ studying ⋆ carbamazepine

— 【 negative things

  • body image ⋆ the snow ⋆ anger ⋆ no motivation to write ⋆ calories ⋆ food scale broken ⋆ realizing how useless i am ⋆ friends distancing ⋆ no motivation to read ⋆ no xanax ⋆ OGC ⋆ best friends doing bad ⋆
feb 4 2019 ∞
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