• nuts (cashews? almonds? pistachios?)
  • cheese sticks
  • fruit
    • bananas
    • apples
    • grapes
  • chicken (grilled)
  • broccoli
  • cauliflower
  • edamame
  • salad
dec 1 2010 ∞
dec 1 2010 +
  • $130.94 sprint- asap
  • $69.35 sprint- asap
  • $50 Cox- 6/10
  • $235 dad
  • $37 OG&E
  • $32.78 oil change

$144.93 Next pay day 6/24

jun 10 2010 ∞
jun 10 2010 +
  • cory evans
  • nick scholle
  • john kraus
  • that one guy
  • phil
  • logan branscum
may 30 2010 ∞
jun 1 2010 +
  • Diorshow Blackout Mascara
  • Fiberwig Imju mascara
  • Urban Decay eyeshadow
  • Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion (MUST)
  • Urban Decay eyeliner
  • Mary Kay Ultimate Mascara
  • Duwop lip plumper
  • Origins Foundation, "Stay Tuned"
  • Origins "Quick, Hide!" in Neutralizer
  • Mary Kay Brow Gel
  • Laura Mercier metallic creme eye colour in Gold
  • Pur Minerals Pressed Powder
  • Givenchy Phenomen'eyes mascara (amazing)
may 21 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
  • Family Guy
  • Futurama
  • Scrubs
  • The Office
  • Golden Girls
  • Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack
  • Adventure Time!
  • What Not to Wear
  • Biggest Loser
  • Say Yes to the Dress
  • Rachel Ray Show
  • Today Show - Kathy Lee & Hoda
  • Ellen Degeneres Show

Missed

    • Rocko's Modern Life
    • Unsolved Mysteries
    • Rugrats
    • Angry Beavers
    • Ren & Stimpy Show
may 19 2010 ∞
may 19 2010 +
  • I Want You Back - Jackson 5
  • Is this it? - The Strokes
    • basically all The Strokes, especially You Only Live Once, cept Juicebox and The Modern Age
  • December, 1963 (Oh What a Night) - Frankie Vallie & The Four Seasons
  • Bicycle Race - Queen
  • Don't Stop Me Now - Queen
  • Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da - The Beatles
  • Rapper's Delight - Sugarhill Gang
  • You Make My Dreams - Hall & Oates
  • Bennie and the Jets - Elton John
  • You Don't Know Me (feat. Regina Spektor) - Ben Folds
  • Tempted by the Fruit of Another - Squeeze
  • Mr. Blue Sky - E.L.O.
  • Easy - The Commodores
  • Vagabond - Wolfmother
may 19 2010 ∞
may 19 2010 +
  • to be happy
  • to know what career to do
  • finish college
  • save money
  • help others
  • get emotionally straightened out
  • be satisfied with my life
may 18 2010 ∞
may 19 2010 +
  • we recited from respective scripts, I noted what I could, he also did this. The language barrier cracked by expressions, moods, feelings. But in the end I didn't know what he was saying. We were on different pages, using finger-spaced between languages. Neither could see this but then I felt it. It's hard to uproot myself from diligence, roots tugging to untwine from his, holding on for dear love. Out to be plucked from the garden again, waiting, impatient.
jun 21 2010 ∞
jun 21 2010 +
  • what to do with my life
    • job/career
  • whether or not I can stay in this relationship
  • what's wrong with me
  • if it's genetic
  • whether to keep talking to john or not
  • to keep working at sprint
jun 1 2010 ∞
jun 1 2010 +
  • Gone With the Wind
  • Dark Tower Series
  • Lord of the Flies
  • Lolita
  • Bell Jar
  • Ender's Game
  • The Chronicles of Narnia
  • Daughters of the Moon series (omg I loved this when I was younger)
  • Princess Nevermore
may 21 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
  • bacon
  • potatoes
    • french fries
    • au gratin
    • mashed potatoes
    • home fries
    • curly fries
    • scalloped
    • hashbrowns
    • you get it...
  • chicken
  • ramyen
  • chappaghetti
  • pigs in a blanket (hot dogs wrapped in croissant roll)
  • mac and cheese!
  • eggs
    • over medium
    • deviled
may 21 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
  • smell my ears because I have gauges and I think it smells like parmesan
  • easily scared when washing my face or in the shower, having a fear to close my eyes during either.
  • take my time getting ready
  • scratch my head before I sleep, while lying in bed
  • pick under my own fingernails to clean before I sleep, while lying in bed
  • habit of eating each portion on a plate so one doesn't run out before the other
  • eating the favorite part last, like take the muffin top off to eat for last
  • forget easily
  • have crazy dreams
  • have sporadic obsessions/interests, like--
    • jello diet
    • preparing for the end of the world
may 19 2010 ∞
may 30 2010 +
  • don't ask me "what do you want me to say" or "what do you want me to do"

I will want you to go away.

  • say one thing then as time progresses, change it to something else.

like say that you weren't rude then next moment say you were rude because I was being mean.

  • belittle my feelings or say they aren't valid or that I am trying to get upset just to be upset
  • don't notice me

like when I dressed up

  • don't notice if I'm not close to you

like on the opposite side of the couch

  • don't see that something is amiss
may 19 2010 ∞
may 19 2010 +

Have to

  • rent
  • car insurance
  • loan
  • phone bill

misc.

  • eating out
  • clothes
  • makeup
  • hair product
  • movies
  • alcohol
  • bar/club
dec 1 2010 ∞
dec 1 2010 +
  • down to earth
  • considerate
  • loves video games
  • likes the same food as me
  • wants a family someday
  • doesn't know what to do w/ his life
  • isn't social
  • hate drinking, smoking, drugs
  • doesn't seem to think of my family as much as his own
  • isn't as affectionate as I want
  • my best friend
  • handsome
  • plays guitar
  • when he gets upset he seems mad, gets distant, doesn't want to talk, then when HE is done w/ it, it's like it should be done with
  • feels like he doesn't care as much as I do
  • doesn't seem to tryyy
jun 2 2010 ∞
jun 2 2010 +
  • Pepper ann
  • Life with Louie
  • Doug
  • Ah! Real Monsters
  • Talespin
  • Darkwing Duck
  • Gummie Bears
  • Recess
  • Magic Schoolbus
  • Bobby's World
  • S.W.A.T. Cats
  • Fantastic Max
  • Goof Troop
  • Gargoyles
  • Tiny Toon Adventures
  • Chip & Dale Rescue Rangers
  • Rocko's Modern Life
  • Ren & Stimpy
  • Animaniacs
  • Pinky and the Brain
  • Freakazoid
may 23 2010 ∞
may 23 2010 +
  • Edward Scissorhands
  • Avatar
  • A League of Their Own
  • Little Princess (new and old)
  • Anchorman
  • Pride And Prejudice
  • What Dreams May Come
  • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Tale of Two Sisters
  • Fight Club
  • American History X
  • Forrest Gump
  • Wall-E
  • Up
  • Mary Poppins
  • Slumdog Millionaire
  • District 9
  • Donnie Darko
  • Kill Bill vol. 1 & 2
  • V for Vendetta
may 21 2010 ∞
dec 26 2010 +
  • work out my emotions
  • find out what to do with my life
  • go to work more, no more one-ways
  • get ambition/drive
  • go to sleep (atm)
  • save money, stop spending it you idiot
  • be nice more often
  • really commit to seeing a counselor/psychologist
  • seriously, go to sleep right now
  • stop slacking
  • clean up the damn place
  • grab my innerself by the collar and give a swift, hard slap
  • oil change
  • save money
may 19 2010 ∞
may 21 2010 +
  • The Strokes
  • Muse
  • Cold War Kids
  • The Shins
  • Circa Survive
  • Queen
  • Death Cab for Cutie
  • Matt and Kim
  • Yeah Yeah Yeahs
  • Phoenix
may 19 2010 ∞
may 30 2010 +