fall

• apple crisp shaken oat milk espresso

winter

• chickfila peppermint milkshake

fanny packs

• multi colored patagonia one from mary
• denim one w pins
• hot pink thrifted
• forest green thrifted
• mustard yellow
• red kate spade

totes

• pixies
• pickles- trader hoes
• fruit- trader joes
• sardines- trader joes
• asheville record store

purses

• white coach
• black brahmin crossbody

• bowling
• karaoke
• trivia
• sunflower field
• concerts
• library browsing
• thrifting
• cooking

• fleabag bust maybe ??
• tiger
• coco
• beetle
• meanwhile hands
• something for mom
• pisces
• matching w maggie-- pin up girls of each other talking to each other on phone
• record player w fave records
• ✔ i want a matching tatt with someone with one having one dog thinking abt another dog and someone else having the other dog thinking of my dog
• cherries

• hate mornings
• love sweet treats
• awkward
• sweet, love spoiling others
• nerds
• messy eaters
• adhd
• love teasing

• cow high heels, grace
• cunt tank, mary ashley
• lana del rey tickets, maggie
• coco, aunt mo
• gamecube, mom twice
  • (one in 2003, second in 2023)
• switch, jc
• teaching me about listography, maggie
• pickle sweatshirt, grace
• OG kombucha kit maker, mom
• 3 cars, mom
• rainbow pillow, rose
• dad's trunk, dad? mom?
• nonnie's gold bangle, mom
• mom's ruby ring, mom
• fish tank top, aunt mo
• apple watch, mom
• floral free people skirt, maggie
• my brothers, mom and dad
• beetle, mom

crafty

• Sharon Holland

info

• barking up the wrong tree

• dum dums
• oli pop
• wine bottles in general

• she was the glue of the family
• loved thrifting. probably why i love thrifting
• definitely a witch
• her sharpie eyebrows. forever obsessed
• i loved when she started doing her little ponytails
• so real. told me about papa's family calling her fat when she weighed 135. insanity
• loved soap operas & reality tv
• thought sex & the city was porn
• beautiful handwriting
• needed to know where her purse was at all times
• loved angels/ angel figurines
• animal LOVER !!! dogs and cats. so sweet
• such a cutie pie. i miss her little giggle and smiles
• so protective. i can hear her say "ASSHOLE!!!!"

• christmas cookie yankee candle
• butter cookies
• ribbon candy
• drury inn
• soup
• eggnog
• stockings
• getting trixie
• pomegranates
• caramel popcorn

• weird artsy girl
• lolita bs
• grunge
• messy french girl
• punk
• cottagecore
• sk8rs
• 60s mod
• heroin chic
• italian summer

• abortion
• bad
• bathroom
• bed
• birthday
• bitch
• black
• bullshit
• cat
• costume
• crochet
• deer
• dick
• dog
• eat
• good
• halloween
• happy
• hungry
• i love you
• i'm sorry

happy things

• we remember happy times & forget bad mor...
• treating yourself to many different litt...
• good friends & loving marriages & health...
• 40% of what we do every day is habit, so...
• savoring the moment makes you happier ! ...
  • this decreases depression as well:)
• people are happiest when exercising, soc...
• your friends being happy increases your ...
• most sustainable way to change your habi...
• 75% of people regret things they DIDN'T ...
• 70% of your happiness is your relationsh...
• nurses are the most trusted profession f...
• bids/ responding to people when they tal...

other

• reminding people of their childhood make...
• the sensation of thirst decreases with a...
• sitting for 6+ hours a day increases you...
• life does go quicker as you get older

people i love

• texts from them
• mom
• coco
• mom
• maggie
• jc
• gracie
• lindsay
• johnny
• savannah
• chantell
• dad
• ashlee

about me

• the essence of me
• what makes me cry
• things i want to learn
• what i want our uture home to be
• my favorite candy

• practical magic
• coraline
• rocky horror
• beetlejuice
• nightmare before christmas
• april fools
• the shining
• carrie
• blair witch project
• sixth sense
• addams family
• Hubie Halloween (2020)
• Clue
• gremlins

want to watch

• teeth
• jeepers creepers
• love witch
• Ginger Snaps (2000)
• Young Frankenstein (1974)

• thinking about other people's problems
• overthinking how much i ate that day esp when i did not exercise
• weighing myself
• comparing my current life state to what i think it's supposed to be
  • or to someone else's
• not feeling cute in my outfit
• anxiety anxiety anxiety
• thinking one (1) thought and letting it pester & eventually just assuming it's true and that makes it worse
• not drinking water
• sleeping too much and feeling like i wasted the day
• when i'm mean to mom. she never ever deserves it. PLEASE think before you speak
• hurting someone else
• having to cut someone out of my life bc they are not good for me/ i'm not good for...

• got me into audiobooks! and twin peaks!
• enjoys nice things maybe more than anyone i know
• true virgo
• so thoughtful
• so so caring & sweet
• a big teddy bear
• LOVES food. and knows good food.
• great chef ! i wish dad hadn't made him question himself and he got to live his chef dreams!
• loves being cozy. teddy bear everything
• the largest nike shoe collection i've seen. all colorful and fun!
• does NOT enjoy music
• extra as hell
• the best husband i know probably. him and mary are so great together and he is so loving to her.
• a little freaky lmao. i can't get over his tatts

• mom
  • Your my gift and I’m so thankful for you. Sometimes I’m in a spot I wish I could get out of , but looking back I wish I could go to that place or time. Love you babes hope that helps. Sometimes the presence is a present❤️I know I’m happy your with me I love you so❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

• bluey's granddad episode
  • among many other episodes
• my neighbor totoro
  • being a kid and not knowing if your parent is okay or not
  • also lots of sweet moments
• videos of dementia patients remembering their family for a minute
• pets dying/ videos in dedication to pets dying
• the notebook
• up's opening scene, of course
• people sending me sweet texts, buying flowers for me
• kitbull

• tony's chocolate
  • ESPECIALLY the milk chocolate caramel cookie holy fuck
• twizzlers (esp tiny halloween ones)
• ferraro rocher
• toffiffany
• nerd jelly beans
• sweet tarts jelly beans (the texture... my god)
• air heads
• skor bars
• tolerone

• tomfoolery
  • In the Middle Ages, Thome Fole was a name assigned to those perceived to be of little intelligence. This eventually evolved into the spelling tomfool, which, when capitalized, also referred to a professional clown or a buffoon in a play or pageant.
• the bee's knees and cat's pajamas
  • "The bee's knees" apparently came into use during the 1920s when the flappers compared almost anything they considered excellent to a part of an animal. It seems that American cartoonist Tad Dorgan is responsible for this particular expression; and also for "the cat's pajamas", and possibly for "hot dog".
• groggy

crochet

• earrings
  • these daisy ones that would sell for probably $8
  • tulips
• tote bags
  • market bag ~$19
  • water bottle holder
• crochet magnets
  • sushi
  • butterflies
• tops
  • mesh tank top ~$18 ?
• accessories
  • floral bandana ~$14 ?
  • simple bandana ~$12

what i need

• omg aesthetic QUEEN
• she has the cutest home ever. a lot of it is from amazon which i don't condone BUT oh well it's fucking cute
• her fashion. my god so good
• she loves stuff a lot-- def a a maximilist but i'm here for it
• she is a great listener and gives good insight !!!
• so so SO hardworking. she's doing nursing school AND working full time. i couldn't but she is killing it
• empathetic as hell
• will say what she's thinking, will stand up for what's right
• a loud human, but i love it

health/ beauty

• comfier no heat hair curler

for fun

• records !
• cute big stickers to stick on my things
• seaweed
• ✔ secret garden graphic novel
  • thank you maggie🥹

for my room

• cute paper wall calendar with place to write things on each date
• cute prints/ photos for my room (esp framed)
  • cute strokes
• mirror

clothing/ accessories

• i love that every human has weird little obsessions.
• everyone is WEIRD !!!!
  • i just need to think abt this more for more confidence
• everyone is unsure abt everything
• we all get half naked to go pee. we push solids and liquids out of our body.
• nobody is better than anyone else
• we all think cheetos are tasty

• season 1, episode 8
  • bill: "i'm having fun !" some a-hole kid: "your wife divorced you"/// bill looks like the saddest little angel ever
  • "i work hard, i sweat hard, i love hard and i gotta look good and smell good while i do it...... i reapply lipstick 30 times a day" - peggy hill
• season 1, episode 9
  • i love the boys being so excited abt the lawn mower show... bill's t shirt "my other car is a lawnmower".... just so good
  • the boggle championship made me so nervous idk what is going on w me :)
• season 1, episode 10
  • wow hank takes it fucking FAR
• season 1, episode 11

• posture
• wifi hotspot from phone
• snakes
• bringing in donuts?
• puzzles
• pet zodiac signs
• moms dying 🥺
• chocolate covered strawberries
• us state fill in sticker on cars ??

• if i could be anyone, i'd want to be you, lanz
• can i smell your shorts, random man in athens ga
• i've never seen anyone else pull off heels and a vintage sweater like you, sweet woman at random charlotte brewery
• i love the way you say unhinged things with nonchalance, chanty
• u are the only person i could lay with all day

• dark chocolate
• wine
• beer (kind of....)
• olives
• raw tomatoes
• coffee
• hummus (now i LOVE)
• kombucha
• eggs
• pickled eggs
• seaweed
• smelly cheeses

• extra crispy fries
• small steak, baked potato & wedge salad (outback)
• spaghetti w meat sauce (olive garden)
• rye toast
• chocolate pancakes
• granola blueberry pancakes @ le peep
• guacamole & margs
• clubhouse wedge salad
• rigatoni d's & crispy zucchini at maggianos
• green beans at fire birds
• luigi's pizza
• tomato soup & grilled cheese or popcorn
• michaelob ultra
• champagne/ prosecco
• lemonheads
• hot tamales
• pasta alla vodka from brio's
• jellybeans
• butter pecan ice cream

• the strokes, i'll try anything once OR call it fate call it karma
• little joy, next time around
• lana del rey, fuck it i love you
• mac demarco, this old dog
• devendra banhart, love song
• belle & sebastian, funny little frog
• modest mouse, lounge
• the fratellis, creepin' up the backstairs
• lorde, california
• the white stripes, fell in love with a girl
• regina spektor, dance anthem of the 80's
• gorillaz, souk eye
• men i trust, numb
• tame impala, posthumous forgiveness
• nirvana, lounge act OR and i love her
• mitski, my love mine all mine
• clairo, duet
• a tribe called quest, can i kick it?

tv

• ✔ russian doll
  • finished the first season. there is another season but... idk i like how it ended !!! it was a great & interesting watch and made me think. i love love love Nadia. highly recc ! :)
• more king of the hill
• avatar
• count of monte cristo mini series
• the x files
• louie
• community
• schitt's creek
• maniac
• severence
• ted lasso
• white lotus
• bad sisters
• derry sisters

• tap out, the strokes

• esquirrou (good texture. yummy w jam & honey. probably good w wine too !! )
• so effing basic but baby bell. don't hate
• naked goat cheese. sooo fucking good
• brie baked w brown sugar
• balsamic bellavitano sartori (may be new favorite ever)
• asiago w rosemary & olive oil

• snails
• breakfast
• get ! the ! gear !
• pull out king
• she's making jewelry now

actual gifts

• wine
  • esp sauvignon blanc liquid light
• earrings !!! statement esp
• bath bombs (esp lush ones)
• mugs
• art supplies
• tote bags
• coloring books
• poetry (good poetry)
• throw pillows
• polaroid photos
• stickers for car & face & journaling
• throw pillows
• kombucha
• fruit from farmer's markets
• records
• random thrifted things
• dark chocolate
• free people movement tanks (saintfemme on...

• cheese bubbles
• rice crispy treats
• rice crispies w milk & sugar
• baked brie cheese w brown sugar & almonds & french bread
• tomato soup & popcorn
• toaster strudels
• chicken pot pie (would have to make veggie now but)
• homemade waffles with all kinds of stuff in them
• m&m mcflurries
• olive garden
• homemade soups (split pea, almost always with a ham bone in it)
• apples & coconunt caramel
• blueberry muffins

• mac & cheese lindsay makes she adds brie

• burgundy + pale yellow
• socks + wet floor
• sour patch kids + milk
• alcohol + decisions
• pizza + salt (sorry rose)
• gum + hot pavement + foot
• ice + ditch + car
• religion + sex
• no service + middle of nowhere
• bug bite + itching
• vacation + having plants to take care of
• government + religion
• sleepy + homework
• sleepy + driving
• crazy + gun
• cold sore + spicy/ sour food:(
• turtle + crossing road

• kit kat from about time
• sophie from howl's moving castle (book)
• amelie from amelie
• agent cooper from twin peaks
• audrey from twin peaks
• sam from sex in the city
• arnold from master of none
• uncle frank from little miss sunshine
• juno from juno
• jason from the good place
• circe from circe
• joe pera
• shaggy from scooby doo
• poussey from orange is the new black
• rapunzel from tangled
• russel from up
• luna lovegood from harry potter
• phoebe from friends
• todd from bojack horseman
• april from parks and recreation
• margie & norm from fargo

• off tropic, essie, dark green
• under wraps, essie, dark green sparkles
• not red-y for bed, essie, bright red
• happy birthday, deborah lippmann, rainbow sparkles
• swing of things, essie, berry
• pret-a-surfer, essie, pale blue
• made in jade, sally hansen, shiny green
• talking about it, sally hansen, teal
• cherries in the snow, revlon, magenta
• don't hate curate, essie, mustard
• daydreamer, revlon, shiny lavendar

• meander
• insufferable
• erotic
• adoring
• alleviate
• desirable
• wowser
• quiver
• diabolical
• pussyfoot
• niche
• scrumptious
• teetotaler
• woe
• ideology
• sensational
• mushroom
• coincide
• lovely
• tenderness
• immaculate

(you're allowed 2 like them but a favorite ??? ....) (APPLIES TO ALL GENDERS)

movies

• pulp fiction (1994)
• clockwork orange (1971)
• mean girls (2004)
• jennifer's body (2009)
• the godfather (1972)
• scarface (1983)
• gone girl (2014)
• anchor man (2004)
• lolita (1962)
• 50 shades of gray (2015)
• fight club (1999)
• any adam sandler movie (besides punch drunk love (2002))
• the dark knight (2008)
• suicide squad (2016)
• wolf of wall street (2013)
• 500 days of summer (2009)
• american psycho (2000)
• pitch perfect (2012)

• gooberz by linda goodman
• finding something i love @ thrift stores & it being the wrong size
• the notebook
• when i feel lonely
• weighing myself
• bad dreams
• thinking abt my loved ones' mortalities
• sweet moments w dads & kids on tv/ movies

• the beginning of fall ?? idk how to describe it but it always takes me back to the steps to my tillman place apartment with my halloween sweater on

• skittle flattened against foot stool
• lollipop sticks
• yogurt from barbie's hair
• wax around coca cola candy bottles
• fourloko
• lots of paper products,,,
  • whole sugar packets
• stale cheeto puffs w wet pool hands
• seasoned crickets

• doin time, lana
• about a girl, nirvana
• jigsaw falling into place, radiohead
• mystery girl by yeah yeah yeahs
• girlfriend by avril lavinge
• creepin up the backstairs by the fratellis
• deceptacon by le tigre
• toxic by britney spears
• touch- a, touch-a, touch me
• fell in love w a girl by the white stripes
• walkin on the sun by smash mouth
• reptilia by the strokes

• the coolest fucking bath tub
• huge windows
• wind chimes
• a really nice porch
• huge garden
• pool like the ones on ur pinterest
• swim up bar ???
• orange fridge
• painted Saltillo tiles as backsplash
• pizza stove
• chalkboard
• reading nook
• witchy chimney
• window boxes
• sooo many cozy couches & pillows & blankets
• tons of party games
• walking distance to great walk for pets w sidewalks
• waterfront
• greenhouse

• july 26 2024 first date
• very funny human
• very surprising human
• leo sun, cancer moon- august 9th bday
• loves 2 collect physical media-- mostly blue ray dvds
• has heard of like every show except the rehearsal
• knows his music-- likes a lot of cool shit
• sets alarms to wish others happy birthday & conscious of the time they wake up
• also cares deeply abt birthdays and gift giving
• sober
• cute as hell
• clean boy
  • like gracie clean
• highly sensitive person
• sasha❤️❤️

• baby i'm yours , arctic monkeys
• green eyes , coldplay
• let the light in , lana
• piazza, new york catcher , belle and sebastian
• baby , devendra banhart
• let my baby stay , mac demarco
• i wanna hold yr hand , the beatles

idk why the fuck all these sonns have baby😭😭 i guess i love being babied

• "i want you to be happy. why aren't you wearing your hoops" -maggie
• both fucking boy crazy. fun way for her not fun way for me
• finding maggie in the living room at 3 am in compromised way
• both obsessed w dune dogs
• both of us were fucking on something
• alcoholic girlies
• trying to get on a boat
• roku city

• ambient/ relaxing noises
• twin peaks observations
• sam's cocktails
• one letter apart
• maggie's red flags
• animals in their backyard
• cool articles
• craigslist nonsense
• learning languages websites
• 1001 albums to listen to
  • devendra banhart & strokes are on here so you know it's legit...
• fun food tricks
• interesting topics
• cozy places in movies
• happy place
• spiritual things
• pokemon, organized
• listography backup system !!!!!!
• sam's food

• chappell roan
• marina & the diamonds
• x/ pearl/ maxine

• bob & linda belcher, bob's burgers
• moira & johnny, schitt's creek
• juno & bleeker, juno
• leslie & julie higgins, ted lasso
• barbara & adam, beetlejuice
• ben & leslie, parks & rec
• april & andy, parks & rec
• chidi & eleanor, the good place
• zero & agatha, grand budapest hotel
• roy & keeley, ted lasso
• charlotte & harry, sex & the city
• samantha & smith, sex & the city

to watch

• Truly Madly Deeply
• pierrot le fou
• girl, interrupted
• passing
• la piel que habito (the skin i live in)
• drive
• the piano teacher
• birdman
• stalker
• blade runner
• marie antoinette
• eyes without a face
• the young girls of rochefort
• grand illusion
• i am curious blue & yellow
• dazed & confused
• slacker
• lost in translation
• night of the living dead
• videodrome

• ✔ make soup
• make another soup. something creamy
• bake an apple pie
• ✔ bake cookies
• crochet a scarf & some mittens
  • working on a scarf for lindsay !!!! and i need warmer mittens my hands gets ooooo cold.
  • also GOING TO make a scarf for Samar. she is always cold too
• crochet a blanket
• carve a pumpkin with something cozy. maybe a mug or a pastry or something idk
• ✔ fall for greenville
  • maggie & i had our own
• ✔ clemson game
• 5k?
• hike !
• watching harry potter

• true taurus
• so sweet and thoughtful
• every action has some much thought behind it. does not do things willy nilly
• always remembers me even though he is super busy
• the most in tune with the news-- follows everything
• has the most anxiety. he needs to calm down
• a genuine human
• plays life so safe
• calvin & hobbes enthusiast
• the best video gamer i know
• wears the same t shirts for the last 10+ years
• wants the most basic everything
• not a morning person
• soo politically involved
• informed as hell. watches multiple news sources. knows too much lmao

• daisy bracelet
• these envelopes for penpals

• when i was crying, trixie licking my face excessively to clear them
• coco not leaving my side when i'm crying
• someone just listening when i go on and on about something that happened and say they are sorry that happened to me
• cuddling with mom after bad things, not saying anything
• maggie driving to be with me after bad things happened
• homemade food after dad died from loved ones
  • i will never forget those enchiladas
• mom washing my sheets & making my bed after a hard week
• mom cutting up fruit for me
• mom yelling at/ kicking things that hurt me (doors, toys, playground equipment, etc)
• being made playlists

and probably never will

• the graveyard book, neil gaiman
• anna karina
• tropic of capricorn, henry miller

and will!!

• ✔ east of eden
  • i did it!
• gooberz, linda goodman
• dune

• menstrual phase (first to last day of period)
  • days 1- 7
  • lowest energy levels. slow down & look inward. write down goals for the month
  • eat: warming foods like stews
  • exercise: gentle yoga, walking, pilates
• follicular phase
  • days 8-13
  • more energy & brain power ! time to problem solve. try a new social activity. schedule work meetings
  • protein & veggies for estrogen support. foods high in vitamin e (sweet potatoes $ leafy greens nourish ovaries)
  • exercise: intense workouts like heavy weights & HIIT
• ovulatory phase

• why i need to stop dairy
  • okay i'm gathering that this is very kinda koo- koo stuff but highly entertaining
• tiktok reading list
• sanrio blog
• how to choose your next book
• other people's love letters

• the cutest ever. i mean ever
• i love her more than i know how to describe
• the best little hostess. makes sure to say hi to everyone with such enthusiasm
• HATES haircuts. bubbles & bows curse you for traumatizing her
• the best snuggler
• makes little alien excied noises. so precious
• has all the zoomies. even though she will be 14 this year
• cancer !!! same bday as mom
• so so loving
• i love how she sleeps on my clothing
• she always has to get right next to someone's butt for warmth
• loves her heating pads & my electric blanket
• so appreciative of pets. and attention.
• her claws are DANGEROUS ! she's smol but ...

• you cannot tell what the heck this girl is thinking !!! has a great poker face. she says she's dying of laughter and she's like :|
• sag queen !!!
  • definitely a feisty little fire sign
• "bad bitches always bounce back"
• the prettiest hair you have ever seen
• wishes she looked more mexican/ wants her name to be more mexican/ wants a latino boy
• duke basketball fan
• likes young looking men (her words !! but true)
• determined as shit. failed pharm & got a job as a pharm tech to come back !!!! queen
• celsius lover
• pandora bracelet girl (nonnie vibes <3)
• marvel girl

• vegan zuppa tuscana
• veggie enchiladas
• ✔ crispy potato tacos
  • potatoes, bell pepper, broccoli, 2 jalopeños, guacamole, lettuce, salsa, cilantro, vegan mayo, refried beans can, marg mix
  • i fucked this up but i think it could have been good. 4/10 (potatoes i burnt & idk the sauce was only OK)
• korean bbq tofu
• green goddess salad
• vegan coconut cake
• vegan biscuit banana pudding....
• vegan protein salad
• vegan green curry
• buffalo chickpea quesadillas
• vegan creamy mushroom pasta
• vegan mushroom white pizza
• spicy black bean burger

helpful

• bookstores
• why i'm vegetarian

relaxing

• tree tv
• aesthetic love
• rajiv surendra
  • watched first time december 5th 2023 and obsessed

music

• clairo before
• moo!
• toxic cover
• my king
• mac & turtle
• adorablness
• nothing 2 declare

silly

• drinking apple cider vinegar or lemon juice w salt
• walking 5 miles @ 5 am (for 20+ years)
• fish oil capsules
• fiber gummies
• always on the move
• joking & teasing & laughing
• comfortable shoes no matter how ugly
• mostly vegetarian
• yogurt *almost* every morning
• so much fresh fruit. always what's in season
• chia seeds
  • she always makes sure she has had her fiber
• pilates now !! her booty has grown. insane

• lemon berry, gts
  • holy fuck. sooo good. thank u maggie
• cosmic cranberry, gts
• serenity strawberry, gts
• trilogy, gts
• health-ade strawberry glow

• over- the- moon
• pretty please
• the bee's knees
• speak of the devil
• jam session
• why, i never
  • idk if this is truly and expression but... whatever
• fishing something out -- like of a bottle or something. always sounds cute to me
• off the chain

• blueberry trash can
• bedazzled feet
• good frog experiences
• kale and milk
• keep the bugs
• the hand holders
• listen up, girls

• numbskull
• daydream
• beancurd
• laughingstock
• whatever
• cowboy/ cowgirl
• butterfly
• honeymoon
• eggnog
• candlelight
• rainbow
• sometime
• waterfall
• hellhole
• homemade
• blowjob
• goofball
• carpet
• hogwash

• chickpea curry
• veggie pasta
• stuffed peppers
• fajitas
• avocado & black bean quesadillas
• baked potatoes + chili
• lentil soup
• hummus pizza
• sweet potato & black beans bake
• eggs & veggies

• do you have a hitchhiker's thumb ?
• what's ur guilty pleasure ? how often do u partake
• what's a word u have trouble pronouncing ? (mine is utility)
• what percent of the time do u think abt the future ?
• if the speed limit is 65, how fast do u drive ? is it different if u are driving by yourself vs w other people ?
• do u prefer coke or pepsi ?
• how do u feel abt dad jokes
• what's the saddest book you've ever read ?
• best dance move ? show me
• if u could have been the creator of anything, what would u have wanted to create ?
• almonds or walnuts ?
• what's something, in ur opinion, that humans have actually made better ?

• an artist
• funny as fuck oh my lord
• tiktok queen
• interesting & different
• understanding
• "first of all"
• non judgemental
• the fratellis
• "noooooo "
• daddy's girl <3
• dixie obsesser
  • makes sure she has the cutest leases & toys
• well read
  • quickest reader holy moly. can devour
• if we're being honest ...
• the most similar music/ fashion/ art to me:)
• boho

• drink MORE water
• read every day
• do your skincare routine EVERY NIGHT & MORNING idc if u r drunk or eaht. ur skin is not as cute as it could b
• do your ab + glutes routine every weeknight... it takes 12 minutes bitch
• stop snacking it doesn't bring u happiness
• weigh urself every morning again. it keeps u honest
• don't eat for fun... that's what drinking is for. just eat healthily

• who do yoga
• readers
• tauruses
• daily walkers
• hydrated angels
• who have a favorite sweater
• snail shirt owners
• make & follow grocery lists
• keep up w a weekly podcast
• pickle lovers
• who don't know how to spell february
• people who are up at 4 am (staying up til then or waking up then)
  • samar and mom, respectively
• those who have a favorite salad. or soup
• joe pera fans
  • the charlotte show made me question this :(((((((
  • maybe people who watch only joe pera on a...

• monopoly
• making people upset
• not being liked
• being tired
• honeydew
• my feet
• mean people
• lukewarm water
• one republic
• how annoying i have to be to be earth friendly
• finding something i LOVE @ a thrift store & it not being the right size
• my body rn unfortunately :/
• not being able to help someone (esp someone i love)
• having to charge my phone, watch, toothbrush.... so many things in my life!!
• people not treating me the same way i treat them (need to get over htis)
• when people honk at me

• meditation & yoga
• bass guitar
• painting
• sewing
• reading
• my relationships with others
• skincare
• vegan cooking
• exercising regularly
• gardening

• extra asf
• friendly... almost too much so
• instagram baddie
• empath
• cares a lot
• SO understanding
• feminist
• soft girl aesthetic
• winnie lover
• hopeless romantic
• ✨witch✨
• never lets me pay for ANYTHING
• "what do i need to do to get a hug around here ?!?"
• her favorite dark emerald green
• boba tea
• izzes
• the best present wrapper ever
• pink roses
• 19 crimes the banisher
• "help"

• good people will come into & stay in grace's, maggie's, rose's, jc's, mom's & my lives for as long as we live
• bad people and bad vibes will stay out of mine and my loved ones' lives
• i will fall in love with myself (mind, body & soul)
• i will get into a kickass pa school in an area that i will fall in love with
• i will find someone soon who i deserve and who deserves me and we will fall into a deeply passionate, happy & affectionate love, grow (old and better) together, and make a beautiful life together, forever
• i will be extremely financially comfortable
• lindsey and i will go on the most amazing europe trip and make incredible memories
• a healing energy will protect my loved ones and i from harm

• "stop thinking with your dumb brain" -lindsey 3/25
• how many amazing people u have in your life who you love & love you !!
• coco
• your amazing wardrobe
• ppl love u
• u love ppl
• all the crafts you have made
• how many people's days you've made

in sc

• ✔ congaree np
• ✔ all the thrift stores in cola
• ✔ the state fair
• ✔ rosewood dairy bar
• a jazz bar

in the us

• yellowstone np
• seattle, wa
• portland, or
• yosemite np
• glacier np
• alaska
• smoky mountain np
• haleakala np
• skydiving w grace
• northern lights
• acadia np

out of the us

• demi lovato concert august 2009 <3 w maggie, gracie & pj
• the black keys circa 2014
• lana del rey feb 2018 w maggie !!!
• the charlotte symphony a ton
• the fratellis w maggie:)
• froggy fresh w maggie !
• daddy's beemer w lindsey !
• modest mouse, the strokes @ shaky knees
• grateful dead w johnny <3
• airbourn toxic event
• strokes w jc
• lorde, mitski w jillian
• death cab for cutie
• chappell roan w maggie
• modest mouse n the pixies n cat power w maggie june 2024
• mitski w maggie september 2024
• yung gravy w jillian september 2024

accessories

• hammered gold earrings (have since lost rip)

books

• color me cluttered

bottoms

• plaid trousers
• my fave jean shorts
• red patterned long skirt
• tan one that fits like a dream

dresses

• white slip dress
• fp embroidered orange
• fp white sundress
• my new red wrap one

shoes

• huge 90s tan wedges

• mac demarco
• rajiv surendra
  • i know he's gay i think i want to be him/ his friend more than anything:)
• buffy correll
• joe pera
• laura palmer
• julian cassablancas
• aubrey plaza
• casey frey
• brigitee bardot
• juliette lewis
• girlbimbo
• tommy wisseau (solely based on his underwear + twitter persona)
• matthew lilliard (ugh copying U now maggie)
• devendra banhart
• antoni porowski
• natlie portman

• ✔ the mother fucking strokes !!!!
• mac demarco
• lana again with maggie
• miniature tigers
• ty segall with lindsey
• buffy correll
• devendra banhart
• clairo
• little joy (one can DREAM)
• stevie dinner
• belle & sebastian
• gorillaz
• the white stripes (again one can dream..)

• is this it by the strokes
• another one by mac demarco
• lonerism by tame impala
• little joy by little joy
• wave by antonio carlos jobim
• melted by ty segall
• an american in paris by leonard bernstein
• salad days by mac demarco
• norman fuck*ng rockwell by lana del rey
• solar power by lorde
• an american in paris by gershwin
• room on fire by the strokes
• first impressions of earth by the strokes
• white blood cells by the white stripes
  • from maggie
• rock n roll night club by mac demarco
• born to die by lana
• the new abnormal, the strokes

• room on fire by the strokes
• the new abnormal by the strokes
• feeding seahorses by hand by billie marten
• ma by devendra banhart
• ape in pink marble by devendra banhart
• wave by antonio carlos jobim
• dear catastrophe waitress, belle and sebastian
• norman fucking rockwell by lana
• lust for life by lana
• billie holiday love songs
• this old dog by mac demarco
• salad days by mac demarco
• mystery flavor by stevie diner
• igor by tyler the creator
• favorite worst nightmare by arctic monkeys
• costello music by the fratellis
• the slow rush by tame impala
• shawcross by good morning

• sweet
• cryptocurrency queen
• funny as shit
• generous
• selfless & caring
• true cancer
• total babe
• terrible singer
• so good @ being obnoxious
• best green thumb
• chaotic
• spontaneous
• absolutely a witch
• an athlete
• an inspiration
• best mom in the world
• can sell anyone, anything
• kind hearted
• loves making others happy
• amazing legs
• hard working asf

book

• howl's moving castle by diana wynne jones
• ichigo ichie

movies

• amelie
• little miss sunshine
• kill bill
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• my neighbor totoro

tv shows

• twin peaks
• joe pera talks with you
• sex & the city
• master of none

songs

• someday by the strokes
• evaporar by little joy

for me

• cooler
• fix clothing
• ✔ sugar scrub
• make wrap skirt
• paint cornhole board
• floor pillows
• joe pera embroidery sweater

for others

• ✔ fix bag (rose)
• ✔ bean bags for cornhole (rose & i)
• ✔ macaroons (with maggie !! )

• biscuit
• pumpkin
• tofu
• honey
• luna
• apricot
• donuts
• cricket
• freckle
• hamburger
• cherry
• pepper
• banjo
• mozzarella (nickname mozzi)
• buttons
• pajamas
  • or jim jams
• mellow
• meadows
• kiwi

• bobby hill on the river-- he had the best fucking vibe. went down the river on his belly. fell off and was the coolest ever about it. healthy relationship w his father
• little kid nerd- had his glasses on & was extremely UNHAPPY about going down the river
• lil bit n swayze @ bowling they were ADORABLE n amazing bowlers. also they liked my pin n talked to us a bit
• Tim @ the bowling alley... he looked more depressed than we had ever seen anyone in their lives... did not want to be bowling with his wife and daughter
• Hutchinson being an absolute dick to the receptionist. wanted a jacuzzi room & the cypress room. wearing an obnoxious cowboy hat & boots & reverse parked in the parking lot w his big ol truck
• the hostess at wasabi who was kind of rud...

• frozen grapes
• frozen blueberries
• cheese snacks/ baby bell
• edamame
• hummus n carrots (anything but plain hummus)
• rice cakes (esp white cheddar)
• olipops
• gt's kombucha (lemon berry, strawberry, trilogy)
• poppis
• tea w honey, ginger n lemon
• apples
• cherries
• chips & salsa/ guac/ queso
• voodoo chips
• double crunch hot wing ruffles (not vegan :( )
• cookout cajun fries
• kettle cooked salt & vinegar chips
• boom chicka pop kettle popcorn

january

• 5th- Griffin
• 14th- nonnie's
• 28th- Maggie

february

• 5th- Chantell
• 27th- thomas & i

march

• 9th- aunt mo
• 16th (i think)- aunt sharon
• 25th- sophie

april

• 4th- jillian

may

• 7th- jc
• 10th- grace
• 14th- lindsey

• sour watermelons
• swedish fish
• york peppermint patties
• twizzlers not the pull apart
• skor bars
• tony's chocolate
• airheads
• nerd jellybeans
• gummy worm jellybeans
• mini m&ms
• dots
• coconut haystacks

• the count of monte cristo, alexandre dumas
• east of eden, john steinbeck
• sharp objects, gillian flynn
• the handmaid's tale, margaret atwood
• dune, frank herbert
• we are okay, nina lacour
• the master and margarita, mikhail bulgakov
• howl's moving castle, diana wynne jones
• coraline, neil gaiman
• the outsiders, se hinton
• the secret garden, frances hodgson burnett
• the secret garden (the comic), frances hodgson burnett
• gooberz, linda goodman
• the secret history, donna tartt
• the great gatsby, f. scott fitzgerald
• pride and prejudice, jane austen
• stardust, neil gaiman

• things happen in 3s
• don't walk under ladders
• leave your christmas tree up until january 6th or bad luck
• don't name your kids after someone who has died tragically
• karma. it always comes back to you, even if it's years later
  • good and bad !

faves

• the holiday
• die hard
• grinch, jim carrey
• elf
• a castle for christmas
  • because of the knitting group....

• unsolicited advice
• waiting
• waking up early/ being woken up
• fat boy barking
• inconveniencing/ annoying anyone
• presenting/ public speaking
• answering the phone at work & not knowing the answer to their question
• feeling hungry
• tummyaches/ headaches
• feeling sleepy

• doctor sleep
  • it just made me so sad
• hereditary
  • boring
• casablanca (1942)
  • boring
• lucy (2014)
• daddy's home
• candyman
• the love witch
  • maybe my expectations were too high idk. main actress is beautiful but. story is idk

• the greatest mom. so patient and kind
• very well read! loves romance novels the most
• j crew QUEEN ! loves the fun patterns & bright colors
• loves aquamarine
• giraffes are her fave
• converse girl forever
• swiftie
• also has weird relationship with food and overthinks their weight<3
  • just girly things !!!
• the most fun drunk. she opens up so much it's adorable
• always makes me feel good & compliments me <3
• ranunculus are her favorite flower

• peggle
• loved food
• always bought the nicest version of everything-- "you get what you pay for"
• wanted someone to come take him "off this rock" for better one
• his laugh. love his laugh
• wanted to travel & go always
• mustache only always
• absolutely spoiled me always
  • i think this is part of why i get nervous with other people spoiling me... i don't want them to think i only love them bc of this like he thought
• him dying was all my worst fears coming true-- why i think my anxiety is so so bad
• hid in closets at parties according to mom-- relateable
• i have lots of complicated feelings aroun...

food

• how to make salsa (esp verde !!)
• how to make a copycat chipotle hummus
• homemade crepes
• how to make veggie broth from veggie scarps
• vegan cheese
• homemade pasta
• homemade tortillas
• homemade mead

plants

• how to grow herbs successfully
• grow a tomato successfully-- they have died in my care too many times
• make tea from my own garden would be so cute

home

• a way for me to store my clothing in a way that looks nice and isn't too hard to k...

the best

• microwaves
  • food warm so quickly❤️❤️❤️
• metal water bottles
  • keeps things cold for a loong time
• ice maker
• sewing machines
• printing press
• smallpox vaccine
• dogs

good but evil

• cell phones
  • brings people together & tears them apart too
• high heels
  • soooo hot. don't get me wrong. but ruins ...

• family oriented & people lover since 2003
  • bc of mom & jc
• avid strokes listener/ lover since 2012
  • bc of jc
• passionate thrifter since ~2011
  • bc of nonnie & jupiter & the environment
• pickle lover since 2006
  • bc of mom
• beach lover since 2003
  • bc of nonnie's jupiter house & mrytle beach trips silly
• fashion lover since ~ 2013
• diyer & pinterester since maybe ~2013?
• lana stan since 2016

• low buy tips & tricks !

• barking up the wrong tree
• range widely

• little aquarius queen
• just as obsessed with being skinny as i am
• SO fucking funny. i love her humor
• "SO SCANDELOUS"
• she has balls of steel. for real. an inspiration to me every day
• a great mom, even though she did not have a great mom
• witchy-- green witchery vibes. she's a great gardener
• she loves hot men more than anyone i know
• just as obsessed with her dog zelda as i with coco
  • "we knew each other in a past life.... our souls are connected"
  • "i love her more than my husband & kids & they know it"
• genuinely cares about others

• waffle house
• goodwill
• mellow mushroom
• urban outfitters
• aldi
• qt
• taco bell
• aerie
• sonic
• lidl
• chipotle
• maggianos
• toppers
• lush
• fresh market
• earth fare
• free people

• jumbo's clown room
• greece
• italy

• proust quiz
• fun fishie game

for book club maybe:

• ✔ a tale for the time being, ruth ozeki
• white oleader, janet fitch
• one hundred years of solitude, gabriel garcía márquez
• the unbearable lightness of being, milan kundera
• ✔ something wicked this way comes, ray bradbury

for me:

• the thursday murder club
• detransition baby, torrey peters (NOT for book club)
• a place for us, fatima farheen mirza
• coraline, neil gaiman
• the hobbit, jrr tolkien
• infinite jest by david foster wallace
• secret history, donna tartt
• project hail mary, andy weir
• something by stephen kope

• meme holding my hand
• cute youtube comments saying a yoga video helped them
• a great nurse telling me i had a sweet spirit & would be a great nurse
• jc texting me
• jc reading the blog i sent him
• crying in h mart
• mom being sweet

• mac demarco
• moodboard for fall
• manifesting board
• self care

• mustard (okay in things, not by iteslf though !!)
• nougat or white chocolate in candy bars
• wasabi
• grapefruit
• lays original chips
• jell-o salad
• black coffee
• zero bars
• honeydew/ cantaloupe
• day drinking watermelon róse (SO gross)
• soy sauce
• scrambled eggs
  • i like it in fried rice tho??
• salads w/out dressing. just like black coffee imo
• feta cheese & cotija cheese
• sweet pickles. why ruin a good thing
• tiramisu
• frozen yogurt

• sabor
• spice
• cholanadu
• papis
• harambe
• moctezumas
• bistro 1826
• taco molino
• little mamas
• cowfish
• tamez (for their breakfast)
• california pizza kitchen
• benny pennello's
• kami ramen (memphis, tn)

• go to a robot fighting competition
• go to greece
• have a sweet group of friends that does things weekly together
• europe trip with Lindsey
• some kind of wonderful trip with mom
• have a couple signature dishes
  • a soup or two, a veggie pie, dessert pie
• get really good @ sewing.
  • make my own underwear so i don't have to pay $10+/ pair on ethical ones
  • and so they are exactly what i want
  • it eould b cool as fuck if u made ur own wedding dress. think abt that dude

• vague background jazz noise
• water noise (splashing, tapping underwater, pouring !!! )
• passing cars
• wind through trees
• peeling stickers off kombucha bottles
• running streams/ waterfalls
• coco squealing when i get home/ her running pats
• ocean waves
• static during comfortable silences on phone calls
• the laugh noise & love on imessage
• coat hangers moving in thrift stores

• lovey dovey
• i want to listen to
  • britney spears
  • ariana grande
  • fergie
• all of a sudden i'm hot
• the source of all of this is i'm on wine right now
• everyone loves me as they should !!
• i am a phenomenal dancer
• more masochistic han normal
• confident asf ???

• pez dispensers
• mr. potato head
• puppets
• sour patch kid cereal
• chia pets (i want one tho)
• slinky
• moon shoes
• accordian

• insecure
• secretive
• indecisive
• weird
• hoarder
• likes 2 spend money
• needs to b liked
• doesn't understand important things like taxes
• hates going to bed at a reasonable hour
• extremely scared to be vulnerable
• can't focus to save my life
• interrupts :(
• loses things constantly
  • esp wallet
• forgets
• eye contact is a struggle sometimes
• gets scared of responding to texts for no reason
• procrastinates small things until they tu...

• henrietta, the fratellis (maggie) (also all fratellis songs tbh)
• me & my husband, mitski (maggie)
• float on, modest mouse (jc)
• ode to the mets, the strokes (peter)
• mighty quinn, manfred mann (quinn)
• about a girl, nirvana (kevin)
• interstate love song, stone temple pilots (garrett)
• pokemon theme, jason paige (quinn)
• ninja rap, vanilla ice (griffin)
• my sweet lord, george harrison (jillian)
• mamma mia soundtrack (pj & grace)
• caesar, ty segall (lindsey)
• don't cha, pussycat dolls (aunt mo)
• anything by the dave matthews band (rose)

• early riser
• hint of lime tostinos chips girl
• vegetarian for almost 10 years !!!
• sentimental & sensitive
• great listener
• always wants the best for everyone
• great cook
• makes friends for life
• goodreads fanatic
• appreciates the little things
• gives benefit of the doubt
• loves peanut butter
• infj
• has the same feeling abt last names as i do
• likes analyzing dreams
• will talk in depth abt every interaction with anyone if i want to
  • remembers all my interactions & feelings on them clearly

• poptarts
• sour patch kids
• cinnamon toast crunch (cannibals)
• chick fil a (homophobic & one animal pushing for another's death)

• wine :( the bottles are bad
• conditioner
• gas/ road trips
• aerie underwear
• coco's dog food
• fresh cut flowers
• baths
• cheese
• condoms
• buying new clothing
• fried shrimp tacoes
• hospitals/ health care
  • so so sooo much single use plastics ughhhh i GET IT but it hurts my heart
• yarn

• losing mom
  • losing any loved one
• strokes
• cars hitting animals
• not being liked
• making people upset
• not getting into pa school
• the health of our planet
• creating things and them not being perfect
• how much i enjoy drinking
• not finding someone who understands me & is just ok like lindsey said
• being alone
• getting fat
• car accidents
• getting a catheter AND giving a catheter

• coconut chickpea curry
• burrito bowls (quinoa, black beans, sweet potatoes)
• cabbage soup
• pb & js
• avocadoes w lemon & basalmic drizzle & rice

• why do i let you determine my worth
• you don't love me
• you love how i make you feel
• now i'm on another pill
• all you drink is two dollar beer
• and you still have the audacity to call me queer
• i thought we were fine
• but i see now the end is here
• you sleep on the fucking floor
• and when i'm not there you call me whore
• i'm done with your shit
• that's what your right hand's for

• soo fucking funny
• the most confident bullshitter
• her little red purse
• the best music taste
• hardest worker i know by far
• sk8er girl
• snapchat streak queen
• down 4 anything, any time
• supportive asf
• can tell her anything
• undervalues herself too often
• has a capsule wardrobe
• painfully honest
• but also a really good bullshitter:)
• extremely contagious laugh
• a married woman ????
• so so sooo loyal
• spiritual
• tech genius
• loves beer
• great friend. always checking in & rememb...

• "well"
• aunt maureeeeeennnnnn
• loving
• goofy and silly
• every part of the movie is her favorite prt
• are you watching this ?????
• sassy
• yanking my arm
• "time for dessert ?????"
• animal lover
• creepy smiles @ coco
• cute as can be
• smarter than all of us
• acts like a little teacher/ mother
• sooo creative
• swimming champion
• is bluey from bluey
• loves calvin & hobbes
• is also Satsuki from my neighbor totoro
• noodles with salt

• crying
• staying hydrated
• blowjobs
• being sweet
  • sometimes
• thrifting
• selfies
• being fashionable
• getting distracted
• cpr
• oversharing
• hating my body

• instead of his flag
• maybe like him with his back turned to old ideas
• & him facing the new ideas ??
• facing music & pride flag & peace ?

• you look familiar...
• did you do that hair loss sign on i 20
• communal raunch

• why do i let u determine my worth
• u sleep on the fucking floor
• and you still think you're better than me?
• better than me?
• better than me?
• well
• i do too!
• i do too!
• i do too and that's the problem
• all you drink are 2 dollar beers
• and you have the audacity to call me wueer
• and all you eat are beans
• because you're too lazy to work full time
• all this and i still obsess
• all this and you still found someone else

• here comes your man - pixies
• hey- pixies
• ✔ is this it - the strokes
• deceptacon - le tigre
• reptilia - the strokes
• we die young - alice in chains
• it ain't loke that - alice in chains
• the body breaks - devendra banhart
• ✔ been a son - nirvana
• ✔ rape me - nirvana
• interstate love song
• root down - beastie boys

movies

• run, lola, run
• the road home
• dueces wild
• the scent of a woman
• girl, interrupted

music

• bttb by sakamoto

tv shows

• ted lasso
• the last kingdom
• what we do in the shadows

comics

• scott pilgrim

• ✔ seeing the fucking strokes !!!
• finding my person
• having an amazing sex life
• getting into np school with a great scholarship ! and meeting cool people
• getting back down to 122 lb
• ✔ piercing my nipples & nose
• loving my body
• ✔ meeting awesome, wholesome friends in charlotte
• being really fucking good at my job
• to love my body
• to love my job
• be in healthy relationships
• feel like an aesthetic queen
• wear whatever the hell i want
• be with someone who cares abt me as much as i care abt them

• after a good run
• really vibing w a song (esp w someone else)
• when i'm done cleaning my room
• feeling loved/ understood
• uncontrollable laughter
• getting someone a gift they really love
• when all my hard work pays off
• finding something amazing @ a thrift store
• helping someone & them truly appreciating it
• when i feel really fucking hot
• when coco sits on my chest
• cuddling
• bass rumbling my sternum at live shows
• laughing really hard with someone else
• sharing food
• reading a book and really enjoying it

boys

• wilber/ willy
• ezra
• leonard/ leo
• emory
• julian/ jules
• ernest/ ernie
• arlo
• ozzie (oscar or oswald or osbourne whatever)
• louie
• cyrus
• wally (walter)
  • chantell said NO wally's . ugh

girls

• luna
• naomi
• daisy
• frankie