• my diary entries can be found here:
  • https://lovesicklies.carrd.co/

• express how i feel unabashedly
• play moonlight syndrome
• visit michigan, colorado, and kansas at least once
• stop overthinking things
• find an escape from here and fast.

• singing
• listening to music
• playing video games
• taking walks when anxious and/or bored
• daydreaming
• going outside
• rating albums on rym for fun
• playing my ukulele
• watching courage the cowardly dog (my comfort show </3)

• d'arcy wretzky
• james iha
• trent reznor <333
• bladee <333
• chino moreno
  • (90s chino omggg)
• sunmi <333

• 11/13/17 found my love.
• 03/04/18 wowza what a time to NOT be alive.
• 06/18/21 who else up with they speakers blasting? digital footprint moment.
• 07/17/21 epiphany #1?
• 07/26/21 josh omg. this is where it all started lol.
• 08/17/21 uuuuuuuu. <33333
• 08/25/21 ohmygosh. who would've known?
• 04/03/22 analee, come on down!
• 04/18/22 finally received closure over said thing. still happy.
• 11/27/22 first jobbbbb + i'm excited
• 12/15/22 a wild death and liberty has appeared! layla, tiffany, and reina wya
• 03/01/23 my life has forever changed today.
• 03/08/23 comfort manifested as a dream.
• 04/23/24 fav doom enjoyer appears in my dreams. where were we even going? it was n...

L!Z

• a tired and sad individual that often ponders about her existence and who she really is. may she one day find that answer in this lifetime.

• i will never be important to anyone.
• i am a copy of a copy of a copy

• 1080° avalanche (2003)
• bad end theater (2021)
• bayonetta (2009)
• billy hatcher & the giant egg (2003)
• binary domain (2012)
• bioshock (2007)
• bioshock 2 (2010)
• bloodwash (2021)
• bully/canis canem edit (2006)
• corpse party (2021)
• dante's inferno (2010)
• doom (1993)
• doom ii: hell on earth (1994)
• duke nukem 3d: 20th anniversary world tour (2016)
• fallout 3 (2008)
• fallout 4 (2015)
• fallout: new vegas (2010)
• final fantasy xiii-2 (2011)
• garden galaxy (2022)
• go! go! hypergrind (2003)

• 13 going on 30 (2004)
• adventures in babysitting (1987)
• akira (1988)
• aladdin (1992)
• beavis & butt-head do america (1996)
• bill & ted's excellent adventure (1989)
• blow (2001)
• child's play (1988)
• clerks (1994)
• crimson peak (2015)
• dirty dancing (1987)
• donnie darko (2003)
• elf (2003)
• fight club (1999)
• friday the 13th (1980)
• full metal jacket (1987)
• ghost (1990)
• girl, interrupted (1999)
• grease (1978)
• halloween (1978)
• her (2013)

• last.fm: https://www.last.fm/user/infiniteverlast...
• carrd: https://ghostlymoth.carrd.co/
• stats.fm: https://stats.fm/mewp0ka
• volt.fm: https://volt.fm/mewp0ka
• tumblr: https://ecogas.tumblr.com/
• myanimelist: https://myanimelist.net/profile/H4IT4NI
• anilist: https://anilist.co/user/vodoomka
• twitch: https://twitch.tv/wrathisrad
• rateyourmusic: https://rateyourmusic.com/~vodoomka
• backloggd: https://www.backloggd.com/u/fatalheaven/...
• letterboxd: https://letterboxd.com/cagedmoth
• visualnoveldatabase: https://vndb.org/u244749
• spacehey: https://spacehey.com/mewp0ka
• goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/mewp0ka
• tbt: https://www.belltreeforums.com/members/m...
• linktree: https://linktr.ee/mewp0ka

• 38 special
• akira yamaoka
• BABYMETAL
• billie holiday
• bing crosby
• björk
• black sabbath
• bladee
• blue october
• blue öyster cult
• bôa
• bob crosby and the bobcats
• BONES
• buckshot
• chemlab
• chevelle
• creed
• cypress hill
• def leppard
• deftones
• doja cat

• "the only way out is through."
  • robert frost
• "nothing gold can stay."
  • robert frost
• "destruction is a form of creation."
  • donnie darko
• "run to the rescue with love and peace will follow."
  • river phoenix
• "all that glisters is not gold."
  • william shakespeare
• "death is the great leveller."
  • claudius claudianus
• “Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you r...

a list of books that i own, as well as some that i don't own but have read before. the titles that are bolded are my favorites.

currently reading

not really, but here's where i left off. need to read more again soon.

• night - elie wiesel (72/120)
• the complete sherlock holmes - arthur conan doyle (12/1077)
• walden and civil disobedience - henry david thoreau (14/352)

on hold

• trainspotting - irvine welsh

do not own

books i read in my old school library; wish i owned these tbh. will update if i remember more books; i used to be a huge bookworm.