animanga, skincare + self care, collecting trinkets, littlest pet shop, calico critters, cosmetics, fashion, mangos, astrology, journaling, subliminals & positive affirmations, my three close friends, beauty, bunnies, getting my nails + hair done, finding myself, music that feels like floating, shopping, spiritualism, miffy, being weird and off-putting, philosophical debates, creative writing.

these are the characters that I identify with! I tend to find pieces of myself in all sorts of characters in many different medias, but these lovelies are the ones that resonate with me the most!

• aira shiratori (dandadan)
• stocking anarchy
• shouko nishimiya
• kokomi teruhashi
• mitsuri kanroji
• kaoruko waguri
• marin kitagawa
• riamu yumemi
• orihime inoue
• juvia lockser
• daiwa scarlet
• yor forger
• ame-chan
• faruzan

• nena
• nene
• fawn
• angelita
• dulce
• florencia
• inesa
• luce
• lola
• litzy
• nadine
• orquidea

female horror protagonist, shoujo girl, mori kei, himekaji, morute, vs angel, manic pixie dream girl, 2014 tumblr girl, girlblogger, thought daughter, stockholm, scandinavian, black luxury/excellence, coastal, girl next door, soft glam.

• quiescent: a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
• chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
• susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
• raconteur: one who excels in story-telling.
• clinquant: glittering; tinsel-like.
• aubade: a song greeting the dawn.
• ephemeral: lasting for a very short time.
• sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
• euphonious: pleasing; sweet in sound.
• billet-doux: a love letter.
• redamancy: act of loving in return.

• nobody's son · sabrina carpenter
• rilkean heart · cocteau twins
• b2b · charli xcx
• tiny bikini · amyl and the sniffers
• marble phone · yung lean & kreayshawn
• crimes · puzzle
• white tiger · 2hollis

nena is a former shut-in internet angel who is now spreading her wings and exploring all the world has to offer (aka, she got a job). she's figuring out what it truly means to be herself, and making friends along the way.

she keeps up her appearance with skincare and nice clothing and will sometimes wither away when she's caught looking terrible in public. her appearance is very important to her, so please no unnecessary or false comments about the way she looks.

nena likes to be very calm and neutral, but she has a few mental disabilities that may hinder this, so please be patient with her and she will always do her best to make sure you feel comfortable around her.

morning.

• dermalogica special cleansing gel
• aveeno clear complexion cleanser
• medicube azelaic acid 16 calming serum
• skin1004 tea-trica b5 cream
• la roche posay anthelios sunscreen

night.

• dermalogica special cleansing gel
• aveeno clear complexion cleanser
• medicube azelaic acid 16 calming serum
• skin1004 tea-trica b5 cream

↻ re-fill · ♡ favorite · ✧ try

cleaners.

• la roche posay effaclar dual action acne cleanser ✧
• skin1004 tea-trica bha foam cleanser ✧
• skin1004 poremizing deep cleansing foam ✧
• nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• medicube zero foam cleanser
• medicube zero pore capsule deep cleanser

serums.

• celimax pore+dark spot brightening serum ♡
• abib glutathiosome dark spot care serum ✧

masks.

• medicube kojic acid turmeric overnight mask ♡↻
• medicube zero pore blackhead mud facial mask

sunscreens.

• pretty little liars
• the vampire diaries
• breaking bad
• better call saul
• the office
• insatiable
• bridgerton
• alrawabi school for girls
• interview with the vampire
• wednesday
• young sheldon
• young royals
• gossip girl
• the glory
• girl from nowhere
• ugly betty
• sex and the city

• 聲の形 (koe no katachi)
• 斉木楠雄のΨ難 (saiki kusuo no sai-nan)
• ダンダダン (dandadan)
• チェンソーマン (chainsaw man)
• 薬屋のひとりごと (the apothecary diaries)
• 鬼滅の刃 (kimetsu no yaiba)
• ノラガミ (noragami)
• 光が死んだ夏 (the summer hikaru died)
• その着せ替え人形は恋をする (my dress-up darling)
• 古見さんは、コミュ症です。 (komi can't communicate)
• ダンジョン飯 (dungeon meshi)
• ゆびさきと恋々 (yubisaki to renren)
• 【推しの子】 (oshi no ko)
• ブルーロック (blue lock)
• 地縛少年花子くん (toilet-bound hanako-kun)
• serial experiments lain

health.

• drink more water
• reduce sugar intake
• fix sleep schedule
• ab workouts 3 days a week
• body recomp by december

academic.

• reach out to admissions counselor
• look at offered majors for fit & swcc
• explore online course options
• read at least 2 books per week

cosmetics.

• fowendia california sunset lashes
• glossier icy lip glaze
• glossier rose balm dotcom
• haus labs champagne quartz bio-radiant glassy balm highlighter stick
• too faced better than sex black mascara
• too faced better than sex easy glide waterproof liquid eyeliner
• too faced lip injection original lip plumper gloss
• saie slip tint tinted moisturizer shade seven
• cnp propolis jelly lipcerin 01 hone

health.

• ownist triple collagen liquid packets
• liquid iv hydration multiplier packets

perfumes.

priority/to better my mind.

• jane eyre - charlotte bronte
• I who have never known men - jacqueline harpman
• I'm thinking of ending things - iain reid
• the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides
• my year of rest and relaxation - ottessa moshfegh
• the stranger - albert camus
• the lover - marguerite duras
• the bell jar - sylvia plath
• the trial - franz kafka
• the wall - marlen haushofer
• the republic - plato
• the symposium - plato
• confessions - augustine of hippo
• the book of disquiet - fernando pessoa
• stoner - john williams
• nausea - jean-paul sartre
• crime & punishment - fyodor dostoevsky
• notes from underground - fyodor dostoevsky
• the myth of sisyphus - albert camus

I wanna embody their aesthetics.

• mazzy joya
• lotus blossom
• pinkpantheress
• beabadoobee
• mars argo
• shaiiomi