ᅠᅠ✩ᅠᅠ𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥

    • the habits of a broken heart
    • “I see you in everything”, Jungkook breathes out, like he is also admitting it to himself. “The paintbrushes I can never put down to the black coffee I force myself to drink nowadays because the ones I actually like, the ones with too much whipped cream and vanilla syrup, just reminds me of you.”
    • “And when I'm reminded of you, I am reminded of...” he gulps down the fear, “I'm reminded of how I am utterly in love with someone who deserves so much more than what I have put them through.”
    • her first heartbreak
    • “Don’t say that.” He snaps angrily, jaw so tight it threatens to shatter, “Don’t you ever fucking say that to me Y/N. You are my world. You. Nothing and nobody else. I didn’t spend my entire life madly in love with you for you to tell me I deserve something different. Nobody has the right to tell me what I should have or what I should want, nobody. Not even you.”
    • how long will we fall
    • For the longest time on end did Jungkook feel that he’s been falling but the impact never comes. He would’ve wanted to feel it, but either way, he’d know that it would be fine. That he would be fine. That the two of you will be fine and it’s you who he entrusts to spend all of his infinites with, no matter the hurt.
    • the love after
    • “All you’ve done was protect me, understand me, help me grieve over a love that was long gone, and I blamed you for things that I couldn’t accept because I was so scared to let go. I harbored this anger for years and I resented you for being so kind because I haven’t been that to anybody, not even to myself.”
    • Home has become more than a structure for Jungkook, it’s now more than a dream - it’s people he loves and he’ll continue to love. And you know you want to give that to him.
    • the sea & the storm
    • His hands tremble in a mix of nervousness and anticipation. He’d been thinking about you a lot lately. Thinking about the way you make him feel and the sheer depth of emotions he feels not only for you; but when he’s with you too. It’s love. He knows it is. He can feel it in the way your smile gives him butterflies, how your laugh brings him peace, the way his heart quickens every time you touch. He feels it in the way the sea feels like home. He wants you - more than he’s wanted anyone else. Except, it’s more than just a want. He needs you.
    • “You own every part of me. My body, my heart, my soul, and the entire sea - they all belong to you.”
    • You breathe him in, committing every last detail to your memory. A memory that will last forever. For as long as you live, Jungkook will live. In your head that will remember him; in your heart that will love him - and in your body that will never forget his touch. He will exist for as long as the sea does.
sep 6 2022 ∞
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