janis - 16 (07/09/08) - INTP 4w5 - life path number 8 - "star" and "strength" birth cards

ME:

• i'm actually so terrible at telling people about myself i barely know what to say here man
• i prefer being called janis by people who don't know me well/strangers but if we're friends you're free to call me bebe or nana ('cause they're derived my actual name)
• the most random admixture on this planet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! proudly caribbean (🇻🇬)/UKB indigenous
• southwest inhabitant (OK)
• girlthing, she <-> they or name pronouns + bi
• wiccan with an interest in metaphysics
• my two moods: 1 / 2
• i'm really shy and awkward lololoolol talking to people is the scariest shit but i don't have a lot of friends and i really really really want to make some at the same time . who want me ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽
• i'm also really weird. make of that info what you will
• i like doing old lady stuff like sewing and gardening
• I play the electric guitar and am currently teaching myself how to play the piano (I play by ear cause I can't read sheet music)
• i am an enjoyer of many MANY things but my main interests are 80s music (especially obscure bands and post-punk), knickknacks and trinkets, old tech, older/eclectic fashion, history, linguistics, and my characters cough CYPRUS hurk achoo what
• i am a certified melophile!!!!! i listen to everything!!!!!!! I LOVE MUSIC!!!!!!!!! i'm always up for any music recommendations if you have any!!!!!
• i have a few things wrong with me that kind of mess with how i interact with people (primarily quiet/discouraged) BPD (my siblings just absolutely LOVVEEE being around me btw😁😁😁😁😁) and social anxiety super swag shichea 🔥💯, I'm also pretty slow) so please keep that in mind if i come off some kind of way
• i also have the worst memory known to man i am so forgetful oh my gosh
• on that note, if we ever talk and I leave you on read I most likely forgot to respond, i'm not ignoring you i swear 😵 don't hesitate to send me a follow-up message like "hey" or something like that
• (toyhouse) my actions are very kneejerk/impulsive, especially when I'm browsing profiles (for whatever ANNOYING reason); if we haven't interacted before and i suddenly sub or favorite a character of yours, just know that it was most likely not genuine and I don't actually want to interact with you (I KNOW this sounds mean but I'm not trying to be @#%@#$% i don't know how to word things 😂)
• yeah that's about it

ART/OCS:

• dark themes are frequent/commonplace in my works
• i primarily focus on my own characters
• it's REALLY hard for me to become invested/interested in any media (video games, tv series, fandoms, etc) unless it concerns my characters (or if something has a cool storyline) so don't expect to see much fanart or fan characters from me
• my characters have a lot of myself put into them and help me deal with past experiences so i would really appreciate not having heavy inspiration taken from them lawl
• as mentioned above and literally everywhere else i am a major music enjoyer so be prepared to see a lot of references to music i like and audio players on my character's profiles (I have a song for every story and every character!!! 😃😀)
• i have a strong fondness for anything mid-late 20th century related - a few stories of mine take place in that era
• my characters are all huge works in progress. Nothing is set in stone, and designs/personalities/names/storylines are subject to change. A lot of change
• i don't have an art style 😿 do not talk about having an inconsistent style unless your art looks like it's drawn by 20 different people each time you post
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LINKS: Pinterest - characters/art - Instagram - Spotify