• ray
• she/her ; lesbian
• sagittarius sun ; gemini moon ; aries ascendant
• old af, 80s baby
• spain
• social/cultural anthropology grad
• sexology/gender m.a grad
• sexual health in sapphic women
• sexual health & mental health
• antipsychiatry
• desire out of cisnormative models
• sex as self-harm
• body, space and representation
• manga/anime
• cosplay and sewing
• writing and reading
• vkei/jrock
• johnny's entertainment
• rn into: 80s fashion, neil gaiman, pilates

• sino puedo bailar no es mi revolución
• "antes pensaba que sólo los que eramos como yo estábamos bien jodidos, porque no somos ni seremos nunca ni mujercitas ni héroes del río grande. ahora sé que en realidad todos estamos bien jodidos, no seremos nunca ni mujercitas ni héroes de río grande."
• when you give platitudes you belittle my feelings.
• "to heal a bruise, you must stop touching it. sometimes, you must stop looking at it. sometimes, you must take a knife and cut away the skin."
• "in his mind, the future is a theroy that has already been proved false."
• forever is composed of nows.
• "death doesn't let you say goodbye. it just carves holes into your life, in your future, in your heart."
• i am not a good person (i know i am not) ...

• books

the bell jar. virgin suicides. mona lisa's smile. innocence interrupted. good omens. american gods. azul petróleo. a song of ice and fire. trainspotting.

• bands

the cure. baroque. the smiths. joy division. plastic tree. dir en grey. malice mizer. luna sea. lareine. placebo. sopor aeternus. sukekiyo. big bang. 2ne1.

• johnny's

kat-tun. kis-my-ft2. arashi. news. hey! say! jump. kanjani8. sixtones.

• manga & comic books

the sandman. honour among punks. blame!. angel sanctuary. kimi ni todoke. tokyo babylon. kuroshitsuji. bnha. zetsuai/bronze. marmalade boy. mint na bokura.

• current

american horror story: apocalypse. peaky blinders. bonus familjen.

• all time favourite

in the flesh. the tudors. my mad fat diary. skins. teen wolf. american horror story. the haunting of the hill house. south park. gotham. parks and rec. the office. shadowhunters. sense8. the handmaid's tale. the purge. the frankenstein chronicles.

• adamant
• aghast
• akin
• antsy
• besotted
• bewildered
• cadence
• caveat
• conceal
• daunt
• defunct
• derailed
• deranged
• dimple
• disarray
• dispel
• doleful
• flutter
• glimpse
• innuendo
• lackadaisical

• “Why do you put your self esteem in the hands of complete strangers?” — Helena Bonham Carter
• "and if you have the ability to love love yourself first but always be aware of he possibility of total defeat whether the reason for that defeat seems right or wrong" — Charles Bukowski
• "Tomorrow night is nothing but one long sleepless wrestle with yesterday's omissions and regrets." — William Faulkner
• "how can you hide from what never goes away?" - Elizabeth Wurtzel
• "To those who have given up on love, I say, 'trust life a little bit'" — Maya Angelou
• "My mind is, to use a disgustingly obvious simile, like a wastebasket full of waste paper, bits of hair, and rotting apple cores." Sylvia Plath