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just a silly little chronically online guy
autidhd , npd , szpd , dpdr , ptsd , man idk
genderless transxeneumasc creature demon thingy ^_^

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archive of my... . (background info)
  • i go by luci , nightmare , and rarely my other names (in pronouny in linktree)
  • i am queer, trans, aroace, and non-human
  • i am a white (southern italian) american
  • i am mostly non verbal by choice and i rarely can hold a conversation
  • i am a minor and heavily repulsed by sexual / kink / fetish related topics
  • i have / suffer from autism type 1, adhd inattentive type/add, npd antag type, dpdr (more heavily on derealization), c-ptsd, maladaptive daydreaming , and szpd
  • my current special interest is afk arena and my common interests are utdr (NOT INCLUDING AUS), nge, hxh, lotl, and crk/crob
  • i am a leftist, socialist, medipunk, voidpunk, anti censorship, and marxist (NOT A “LIBERAL”)
  • i am anti radqueer/radinclus, anti proship, and anti darkship
sep 6 2023 ∞
sep 28 2023 +
  • i usually make mistakes in my writing and write/type words that i didnt mean (im really unaware and usually dissociated sorry)
  • im a hypocrite /srs
  • i make kys jokes and i send dts to bad ppl (proship/comship/darkship adults, p3dos, zoos, necros, bigots, ect) and im proud of it ^_^
  • literally do not vent to me i have been drained of all of my empathy and im not helpful
  • im absolute dogshit at social interaction and i often friend people jst to friend (im also a horrible friend due to my npd)
  • i would rather hurdle myself off a cliff than show my face on the internet /hj
  • IM.A.MINOR. i do not want to engage with ANYONE romantically or sexually. especially adults.
jun 3 2023 ∞
aug 30 2023 +

Fixations :

  • None

Spinterets :

  • AFK Arena (more specifically framton lmao)
apr 29 2023 ∞
sep 5 2023 +
  • They/Them/Theirs/Themself
  • Th3y/Th3m/Th31rs/Th3ms3lf
  • Xe/Xem/Xyr/Xemself
  • Ve/Vem/Vyr/Vemself
  • Che/Cher/Cherself (USED LIKE THEY/HER, PRONOUNCED SHAY / SHARE)
  • It/Its/Itself
  • Ix/Ixs/Ixself
  • Bro/Bros

(ALL USED LIKE IT/ITS)

  • Night/Nights/Nightself
  • Dark/Darks/Darkself
  • Midnight/Midnights/Midnightself
  • Infinity/Infinites/Infintyself
  • Null/Nulls/Nullself
  • Moon/Moons/Moonself
  • Bio/Bios/Bioself
  • Void/Voids/Voidself
  • Bun/Buns/Bunself
  • Redacted/Redacteds/Redactedself
jun 8 2022 ∞
sep 23 2023 +
  • Neurotypicals /msrs /hj
  • My DAD
  • Proshippers
  • Dream smp fans
  • Noisy people (omg shut up)
  • Extroverts
  • Bugs :(
  • Every single republican
  • Radqueers
  • Jumpscares or any sort of shock-horror related thing
  • Killermare shippers (fuckihg christ your ship is so abusive)
  • Nightmare sans haters (go away pls :3)
  • E-daters
  • Discord (the app not the mlp character)
  • Basic people
  • Those ugly ass basic girls who wear those red flannel pj pants and call you emo if you wear the smallest amount of black
  • Literally every dsmp consumer/fan
sep 11 2022 ∞
oct 1 2023 +
  • Kys / Kms JOKES ( i will tell a zoo or a p3do to gladly kts unironically tho )
  • Slurs that I can reclaim ( f*ggot, tr*nny, qu**r )
  • Mentions of fire , verbal abuse , mental illness / disability
  • Hate / Slander / Negative text / Threats of violence that I never intend to actually act apon ( MAINLY SATIRICAL )

( if you call me sensitive for putting this i will literally punt you like a football ^_^ )

sep 13 2023 ∞
sep 28 2023 +
  • i just remembered that one time where i found capsaicin cookie p0rn on kogitos twitter. gonna cry.
  • idk whether i should keep my frutiger aero theme on my phone or if i should change it to be afk arena themed or cybercore themed. maybe even miku themed but idk.
  • sometimes i think im faking being a fictionkin because i dont experience memories and i can barely kinshift
  • (i have only kinshifted once in the middle of the night)
  • i wonder if anyone has found my page through the explore button before (pls say hi to me)
  • i keep zoning out while writing this help
  • im a living, breathing, organism. wow.
  • kinda wishing this acc doesnt get banned because i didnt censor something <\3
  • i hope an afk arena fan finds this page (...
jul 3 2023 ∞
sep 30 2023 +

✦ = KIN THE MOST

  • Otherkin/Otherhearted :

Spacekin, Voidkin ✦, Liminalspacekin, Dollhearted, Aihearted, Godkin, Nightkin, Demonkin ✦, Firekin

Questioning : none :3

  • Fictionkin/Fictionhearted :

Corrupted Nightmare Sans (SANS AU) , Framton ✦ (AFK ARENA) , Capsaicin Cookie (CRK)

Questioning : Haruhi Fujioka - OHSHC

apr 1 2023 ∞
oct 2 2023 +

( NOTE - MOVIES/MANGA VERSIONS ARE NOT INCLUDED , MY FAVORITE IS HXH )

  • HunterXHunter - 9/10
  • Neon Genesis Evangelion - 10/10
  • High Rise Invasion - 6/10
  • ArtisWitch - 8/10
  • Land of the Lustrous / Houseki no Kuni - 8.5/10
jul 28 2023 ∞
jul 28 2023 +
may 19 2023 ∞
jun 1 2023 +
  • Racist (babies/bullies/denies different races, believes blackwashing is real, denies/waters down/glorifies/justifies racism/colorism/xenophobia, thinks yt people are oppressed, whitewashes characters/media, has participated in cultural appropriation, uses racial slurs that you cannot reclaim, doesnt believe that all races/ethnicities should be equal, speaks over poc, pretends to be a different race, fetishizes different races, thinks being poc is a choice, ect.)
  • Lgbtphobic (radqueer, “lgb without the t”, doesnt believe in gay marriage, doesnt think all sexualities/genders should be equal, associates zoophilia/pedophilia/necrophilia with the lgbtq, believes ace/aro isnt lgbtq, anti neopronoun/xenogender, anti mogai, anti microlabel, superstraight/fetrah, doesnt support the lgbtq due to “religious reasons”, excludes po...
apr 17 2023 ∞
oct 1 2023 +
jan 14 2023 ∞
jan 14 2023 +