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"Tell me that you think I'm good Happy that I'Il make you glad Cause I don't wanna think I'm bad, gramma I don't wanna think I'm bad"

"I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side"

"I think I’ll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies"

I thought you was immortal; I wasn't prepared to lose you and I don't want to forget:

  • your voice
  • your smell
  • when u said u where proud of me, u said that I'm a good girl
  • the love I felt (and still feel) inside me
  • the afraid of lose you (even I already lost, sometimes I think u are still at home waiting for me)
  • your love and dedication for us (your grandsons). I'm sorry I wasn't good enough
  • your prayers (I know that if I am who I am today it's because you prayed for me)
  • your love for Jesus and everything you teached me about God (even on that time I didn't know that I will fall in love with Him eventually)
  • your patience
  • your coffee
  • your delicious food
  • your hug with that tiny arms
  • the way I grown up and I could carry u in my arms so easy
  • your beautiful hair and face, like an indigenous. (u are so pretty)
  • when you hated the tove lo's song and we puted that song just to annoying you (today I can't hear "Habits" without crying)
  • The last time I saw you alive, you hugged me more tightly than usual
  • when u where at that fucking coffin and looked like a princess

I'm sorry

I love you

until the end of times

jul 6 2017 ∞
jul 12 2018 +