because in my mind, the more fucked up someone is, the more unique that makes them

bored with life. bored with trying. bored with nothing working out. bored with living. bored with meaningless people. bored with facebook. bored with being sick. bored with guys. bored with meaninglessness. bored with gluten-free food. bored with in n out. bored with going out. bored with dressing up. bored with faceless fucks. bored with medication. bored with being bored. bored with misreading everything. bored with never being chosen. bored of my lipring. bored with going to shows by myself. bored with my 'friends'. bored with being so alone. bored with ignoring emotion. bored with embracing emotion.

want to curl up inside a david foster wallace book. feel this would give my life 'meaning'. at the very least, he makes everything awful sound so delightful.