i don't do anything with my life except romanticize and decay with indecision. (allen ginsberg)

• rose. xxxiii. usa.
• knitter & crocheter & cross-stitcher
• ☉ sagittarius | ☽ virgo | ⇡ cancer

arrive with enthusiasm to every waking moment of your life.

➲ basics

• roman numerals: mmxxi
• numerology: 5
• pantone's colors of the year: illuminating (13-0647) and ultimate grey (17-5104)
• chinese zodiac: ox
• united nations: international year of peace and trust; international year of creative economy for sustainable development; international year of fruits and vegetables; international year for the elimination of child labour

➲ resolutions (details)

• get on disability
• lose weight/get in shape (may!)
• celebrate the 8 sabbats (0/8)
• send 40 postcards (11/40)
• read 10 books (00/10)

↳ calendar of events

• ✓ 01 | new year's day
• ✓ 01 | new year's ritual
• ✓ 01 | aimovig
• ✓ 05 | emoji filet cal block 1
• ✓ 06 | susie vet @ 9.30am
• ✓ 07 | dispensary appt. @ 10am
• ✓ 10 | ak birthday
• 13 | new moon in capricorn
• ✓ 19 | emoji filet cal block 2
• ✓ 20 | inauguration day
• 28 | full moon in leo
• 30 | begin mercury retrograde

↳ goals/to do

• see dentist
• see therapist

↳ notable events

• 07 | dispensary visit

↳ current events

• animal » nile hippopotamus (hippopotamus amphibius)
• anime » space dandy (2013-14)
• athlete » sir lewis hamilton
• band » pink floyd
• beatle » sir ringo starr
• bird » mourning dove
• car » bugatti veyron 16.4 super sport
• character » anakin skywalker
• cheese » brie
• classical piece » frédéric chopin - nocturne in c minor, op. 48, no. 1
• coffee » starbucks bottled mocha frappuchinos
• color » pink
• comedian » john mulaney
• disney movie » fantasia (1940)
• dog breed » pug
• drug » cannabis
• flower » rose
• food » phở gà
• fruit » peach

• 01 | beginning the year with an ancient aliens marathon - and a migraine - and instacart didn't deliver my crab boils but delivered just an apple pie - tacos
• 02 | a cycle of nausea and eating - a cycle of getting high and sleeping - crab boils - titanic shows
• 03 | up at 4.30 - back to sleep and back awake and i wonder if this pattern will persist all day - pattern changed up and it was nausea and then hunger - what is wrong with my body - took all day to try and finish a sleeve (which i had to rip out) and the bottom band of this sweater and it's still not finished - i can't wait until i can go to the dispensary on my own time and not wait for someone
• 04 | why is it still so dark outside - finished a hat i began a year ago today - nausea, nausea, nausea - had to eat plain spaghetti for dinner because that's apparently the only thing i can eat without gett...