now dreary winter's piercing cold, floats on the northern gale. / and trees, though green, look dry and old; snow covers hill and dale.

calendar of events

  • 01 | new year's day
  • 02 | first quarter moon
  • 10 | full moon
  • 15 | susie b12 shot @ 8.40am
  • 16 | tires @ 11am
  • 18 | aimovig
  • 21 | family dinner @ 5.30pm
  • 30 | doctor @ 10.30am

goals

notable events

  • 01 | cats (!!!) but holy shit, it was bad, and if that is your first introduction to cats then i apologize on behalf of mr. webber & mr. eliot; like this is what i experienced as a kid...
  • 05 | battle of the bands - red medicine won!
  • 07 | new hair
  • 08 | r.i.p.
  • 11 | went to the bar, apparently there way too early, decided to move car, then decided i don't want to talk to anyone anyway and went home
  • 15 | m. cheered me up
  • 22 | missed a shrewdness of apes; mona speaks mountains
  • 25 | chieflow and wolf the quarrelsome; weird people at the bar
  • 29 | open mic night at rhodeside; red medicine at evening star
  • 30 | eskimo bands

current events

  • australia is burning
  • 3,500 troops to middle east after a u.s. drone strike killed qasem soleimani
    • iran attacks base housing u.s. troops
    • yeah, they shot that plane down
  • puerto rican earthquakes
  • taal volcano
  • there's impeachment stuff going on, but i'm not really following it..
  • megxit
  • virginia gun rally
  • the wuhan coronavirus - global health emergency
  • r.i.p. :: john baldessari; neil peart; terry jones; kobe bryant

obsessions

  • temperature projects (two temperature blankets and now two historical cross stitches? the ambition )
    • nah, just two more temperature blankets ::)
  • zen koi 2
  • cycling through the same 3 apps on my phone, refreshing, refreshing, refreshing
  • pop music ?? blame the grammy's
  • irish goodbyes
  • angels in literature

quotes

  • don't get too close, i'll turn you into poetry (orion carloto)
  • yes, i was infatuated with you; i am still. no one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. i cut you out because i couldn't stand being a passing fancy. before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. and you weren't having any of those. (syliva plath)
  • ...it was as if someone had rearranged my life, excising without my permission many of the rituals that had governed it. (x)
  • feelings are just visitors, let them come and go. (mooji)
  • i am a burden on my own heart. (rainer maria rilke)
  • ...one can communicate the events of a dream but not the emotional content, the way that a dream can color one's entire day. (the flints of memory lane / neil gaiman)
  • i wish you could live in my brain for a week. it is washed with the most violent waves of emotion. (virginia woolf)
  • i have no almost killed myself in two years and three months, but I look at old poems and I think 'someone should do something about this bleeding body. (brenna twohy - "i am not clinically crazy anymore // when the crazy came back" (x))

miscellaneous

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