• choke by Chuck Palahniuk
• Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan
• Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
• Frankenstein by Mary Shelly
• pieces by stephen chbosky
• shiver by maggie stiefvater
• burned by ellen hopkins
• it's kind of a funny story by ned vizzini
• Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close.

• new pipe
• bong

• Bran Van 3000 - Go Shoppin' (Discosis)
• The Faint - "The Passives" (Blank-Wave Arcade)
• Eurythmics - "This City Never Sleeps" (Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This))
• Leonard Cohen - "Don't Go Home With Your Hard-on" (Death of a Ladies' Man)
• The Handsome Family - "So Much Wine" (In the Air)
• Ben E. King - "I (Who Have Nothing)" (Move Closer)
• The Who - "Anytime You Want Me (A Capella)" (My Generation: Deluxe Edition)
• Elton John - "Signed Sealed Delivered" (16 Legendary Covers from 1969-70 - As Sung By Elton John)
• Arab Strap - "Love Detective" (The Red Thread)
• Apostle of Hustle - "Gleaning" (Folkloric Feel)
• Nathan Larson - "Aviva Pastoral" (Palindr...

• Animal Collective - "Bees" (Feels)
• Shugo Tokumaru - "Lantern on the Water" (Night Piece)
• Nico - "These Days" (Chelsea Girl)
• Beach House - "Childhood" (Beach House)
• Juana Molina - "El Desconfiado" (Segundo)
• Beat Happening - "Indian Summer" (Jamboree)
• Colleen - "Your Heart On Your Sleeve" (Everyone Alive Wants Answers)
• Os Mutantes - "Bat Macumba" (Os Mutantes)
• Panda Bear - "Bros" (Person Pitch)

• Tom Waits
• Bradley Nowell
• Violent Femmes
• Fuckyeahillustration
• Triple C
  • Triple C", sometimes also known on the street as "skittles" (due to the fact that they typically come in the form of a small red pill, similiar in appearance to the candy), comes from "Coriciden Cold and Cough", an over-the-counter cough medicine containing the drug Dextromethorphan. (Sometimes referred to as DXM)
• Jeremy fink and the meaning of life
• EDP WASP SYNTHESIZER

• http://www.thefrisky.com/
• http://www.lovegivesmehope.com/
• http://www.jellotime.com/
• http://9gag.com

• veggie sammich

• smile more
• say thank you and please
• appreciate others

I know how to do this but can i or even a better question, am I willing to?

• www.society6.com(ihpone case)

Part A: Music to commit mass genocide to

• Electric Wizard - "Dopethrone" (Dopethrone)
• Slayer - "Angel of Death" (Reign in Blood)
• Naplam Death - "Contemptuous" (Utopia Banished)

Part B: Music to sulk in your hate to

• Black Sabbath - "Under the Sun everyday comes and goes" (Vol. 4)
• Joy Division - "Walked in Line" (Still)
• Dead Meadow - "Good Moanin' " (Shivering King and Others)

Part C: Music for when you realize how fucked we are as a race

• Funkadelic - "Maggot Brain" (Maggot Brain)
• Meat Puppets - "Teenager(s)" (Meat Puppets II)

• The Faces - "Debris" (A Nod is As Good As a Wink...To a Dead Horse)
• Hayden - "Dynamite Walls" (Skyscraper National Park)
• Soul Coughing - "Down to This" (Down to This)
• Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - "Bring It On" (Nocturama)
• The Hold Steady - "Your Little Hoodrat Friend" (Separation Sunday)
• Eels - "It's A Motherfucker" (Daisies of the Galaxy)
• Todd Rundgren - "Broke Down and Busted" (Runt)
• T-Bone Burnett - "It's Not oo Late" (The Criminal Under My Own Hat)
• Leonard Cohen - "So Long, Marianne" (So Long, Marianne)
• Led Zeppelin - "Your Time is Gonna Come" (Led Zeppelin)
• Spoon - "Tear Me Down" (Wig in a Box: Son...

• "we accept the love we think we deserve" The Perks of Being a Wallflower
• "I have enjoyed life a lot more by saying yes than by saying no." unknown

• search up dream meanings
• move treadmill to my room

• pocket moleskine notebook
• fine point sharpies
• regular sharpies

• The Postal Service

"I am thinking it's a sign That the freckles in our eyes Are mirror images and When we kiss they're perfectly aligned And I have to speculate That God himself did make us into Corresponding shapes like puzzles pieces From the clay"

• Actual music I like on itunes on school's computer
• Seeing Jesus in the computer lab
• Stopped what I was doing just to watch an airplane pass by while at tennis practice
• getting high
• laying on the grass at night, with shorts and a hoodie, watching the stars
• spinning/jumping/dancing/running around your backyard barefoot

• new haircut
• dye hair burgandy/ or red
• start working out soicanbehot
• paint nails
  • pentagon
• lose fucking weight
• buy shoes
  • brogues
  • doc martens
  • keds
• get subscription to nylon magazine
• buy sheer and floral tights
• converse white and black
• cardigans
• get nose ring
• ditch gauges and and buy earings
• courier bag

• little sister
• little sister
• little sister
• little sister
• nik canez
• potato head

Note: It looks like a short mix, but it's a full hour of nasty beats - should be plenty of time to seduce some lucky boy into lair of sin. Nothing wrong with a little hormone-induced activity

• Alice Cooper - "Feed My Frankenstein" (Hell Is)
• Dsico That No-Talent Hack - "Don't Need You Tonight (Madison Avenue - Don't Call me Baby vs INXS - Need You Tonight)" (Booty Of Choice)
• Prince - "I Wanna Melt With You" (Symbol)
• AC/CD - "Stiff Upper Lip" (Stiff Upper Lip)
• Joan Jett - "Do You Wanna Touch" (Bad Reputation)
• Janet Jackson - "Nasty Boys" (Control)
• Led Zeppelin - "Whole Lotta Love" (II)
• Buckcherry - "Crazy Bitch" (15)
• BulletBoys - "Smooth Up In Ya" (BulletBoy...

• Beyond Zone super sexy texture and distort (sallys beauty supply)
• Beyond Zone Wax it up(sallys beauty supply)
• Frizz-ease daily nourishment leave in conditioner(walmart)
• Chi silk infusion(walmart)
• Silkworks Professional silk drops(walmart)

• smoking a cig before school and between the times of 5:30 and 6:30
• not working out
• eating when im bored
• talking in this monotone
• not making eye contact with people im talking to
• spending money on weed
• ditching school

im looking at stuff on ebay

• 120 mm film
• toms shoes
• ipod or zune
  • u2 edition
• books
• gameboy color
• shirts
• Cds
  • flight of Concords
  • sublime
  • beastie boys

etc.

• bought a new bag and cardigan
• cleaned my room
• store clerks were friendly
• bought burts bee's shampoo and conditioner
• hair looked nice
• saw a cute couple today
• being home alone tonight
• "(315): i fell off the bed in the middle of it, and he yelled "5 second rule" and kept fucking me. i think im in love "

anyways this is what i think i'm going to do for the rest of the day: take a shower, light my scented candle, drink some tea, eat a sammich and record thoughts in my composition book ah fl;kjaklfklajglkas i am so frustrated with my mom right now