• if you didn't know, i'm a system. well 'is' isn't the right tense. i developed my system in uh, probably my childhood. but i only discovered i had one in late dec 2015. eventually it became much more than a few alters, my brain getting more and more fragmented but it helped me cope, because boy was 2016 not a good fucking time for me. that's not to say i don't have it, or didn't ever have it, most of my alters have just reintegrated due to them... not being needed anymore. i can hold my own just fine now. my mental health has stabilized a bit which is good
  • zeo's basically the only one that resurfaces every once in a while, i believe he was the first alter whose presence i could actively pinpoint and knew he was there. zeo was my co-core, as the kids say, and he was the one who i could actively fall back on whenever i needed a break from fronting. he's still reintegrated from the rest, but overall he's my most developed alter and the only one who can like, break free from the mush that consists my alters and me, my stupid brain.
  • the times he fronts are few and far in between, sometimes i can't tell when he fronts and when he doesn't because our actions/mannerisms are so similar + he's basically just a manifestation of my adhd traits. and sometimes even when i can tell he's at front he just gets bored and leaves sometimes. anyway whenever he co-fronts with me, his words will be in quotation marks. when he's fully at front, he'll just type normally

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- zeo co-fronting:

- ex-aid is so bad

- i hate ex-aid

"you're literally listening to excite RIGHT NOW but go off i guess"

- zeo full fronting:

- i love kamen rider fourze

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sep 4 2018 ∞
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