• close-up shots of swarming insects in frame
  • girls wearing capes
  • women riding motorbikes + creepy atmosphere/ominous music
  • witchcraft
  • girls with their nymphomaniac ways
  • girls walking through the woods to get to school
  • spying through peepholes at their dream person
  • cloistered life
  • fictitious books, movies, tv shows ("seeker of the serpent's eye")
  • abrasively creepy scores
  • eeriness and gloom pervading
  • chambermaid-centered stories, their private lives
  • pastoral pretty villages + satanic rituals
  • where everyone is attractive and creepy
jul 9 2012 ∞
jan 4 2020 +

2020

  • the claiming of sleeping beauty paperback/hardback
  • goth kitten bondage collar
  • ✓ strangling fairy necklace ♡
  • ✓ plaid miniskirt n plaid tie-up cami
  • ✓ devil heart pendant ♡
  • ✓ blood spatter nail polish
  • ✓ butterfly mesh top
  • ✓bewitching flowers tee
  • ✓school girl pleated lace up skirt (black)
  • pink ballgag ???
  • TO hemi-squalane - 30ml
  • black lace balconette bra
  • satin bonnet
  • s***o machine
  • recurve bow
  • ✓ kitty ears
  • ✓ jeans
  • ✓ jeans
  • ✓ cosrx master patch
jan 4 2014 ∞
nov 18 2020 +
  • alfonso
  • lionel
  • audie
  • fauna
  • lily
  • pudge
  • filbert
  • pancetti - moved here in october
  • lolly - moved in 10/20/20
  • rodney - moved in 11/07/2020

moved out

  • camofrog :(
  • tank
  • annalise
  • sylvia
  • tutu
  • leopold - moved out 10/10/20
  • keaton - moved out 10/19/20
  • mira - moved in 10/13/20; moved out 11/06/20
jul 5 2020 ∞
nov 9 2020 +
  • rear view window eyes
  • men dressed nicely
  • very awkward parting with _
  • hope sandoval hair
  • reading again
  • rose empire waist
  • married
  • 40+
  • moon in my hair
  • red on my nails
  • roses
  • looks
  • i never want that part to disappear
  • velvet chokers
  • i think i see _ driving my route?
  • the man with the garage
  • the man in the next apartment
  • voyeur girl
  • buttons undone
  • letting hair air dry into pretty
  • he buys me velvet chokers
oct 4 2016 ∞
jan 17 2020 +
  • man riding a woman like a rocking horse
  • wearing latex, watching myself
  • _ annoyed i'm dancing with someone who looks like him
  • planets low in the atmosphere
  • tornados and carrying momo in her bandage
  • momo's tail
sep 16 2019 ∞
jan 3 2020 +
  • girl of the limberlost - elnora hides box in a hollow log with books, a butterfly apparatus, small cracked mirror, walls lined thickly with gaudy butterflies, dragonflies, and moths
  • celia - celia hides mementos of her grandma and evidence in a wooden lockbox in the creek tied to a rope
sep 21 2019 ∞
sep 23 2019 +
  • meet him at work
  • locking his office door
  • breaks into my house at night
  • messages still
  • pushes me off hiking trail and drags me into the woods
  • in the elevator with him/several other men and won't stop glancing at me
jun 6 2019 ∞
jan 16 2020 +
  • jaromil jirês (dec 10, 1935 - oct 24, 2001)
  • lorca (jun 5, 1898 - aug 19, 1936)
  • luboš fišer (sep 30, 1935 - jun 22, 1999)
jul 23 2012 ∞
jul 21 2017 +
  • ache of modernism
  • stonehenge
  • hardy's fir trees
  • his veggies
  • "romance blood"
  • betokened
  • rabbit-runs
  • tess and her animals
  • exuvia
  • cyclone in the sun
  • terene—of or like earth; earthly
  • sylvan language
  • tess' tomb
  • in love with her own ruin
  • concatenation
  • flower-like mouth
  • thyme-scented morning
  • photosphere
  • tess the cat
  • humid pink & atmospheric
  • a rosy warming apparition
jan 20 2015 ∞
jul 21 2017 +

november 2020

  • first mushrooms
  • learned how to change my facepaint within the change appearance app lol
  • went to my first nook miles island and got rodney (:
  • maple leaves falling 11/17

october 2020

  • moving all my islanders into a neighborhood
  • dragging pudge out of bed in his pjs to approve his move lol
  • growing cute little pumpkins!!
  • 30+ golden roses
  • blossom viewing lanterns ♡
  • so foggy in the morning until noon and then double rainbows 10/11
  • halloween purple sky ♡

since start until end of september 2020

jul 15 2020 ∞
nov 18 2020 +
  • fingerless opera gloves
  • lacy/wasteland/grunge style gauntlets
  • natural bondage rope over/under velvet bras
  • ouvert panties
  • cage back panties
  • suspender belts
  • ooak chokers
  • collars with pet names
  • panties with side-ties
  • fishnet stockings with unfinished tops
  • thigh highs being secured at the top by ribbon messily
  • sheer bralettes with embellishments/embroidery
  • hand cuffs made of ribbon
  • mesh panties
  • embroidered + mesh tops
dec 1 2015 ∞
nov 23 2020 +
  • medicean venus neck
  • hamadryad
  • the monster in the church (v valerie... nezval was inspired by "the monk" possibly even this pretty passage in the book)♡
  • blush of pleasure
  • "my heart remained without a master"
  • poignard
  • coral lips... ripe, fresh, melting
  • "how deep was the precipice before him"
  • the most ardent caresses
  • doat
  • the monster's odious caresses
  • religious gloom
oct 7 2016 ∞
sep 17 2019 +
aug 15 2020 ∞
aug 17 2020 +
  • creating image maps
  • cliques/rings/fanlistings
  • inline windows
  • javascript
  • html
  • landing/splash pages
  • having a links page
  • "about me"
  • visitor counter
  • photoshop
  • adopting pixels or sprites
  • paintshop pro (PSP)
  • camgirling
  • wishlists
  • never owned my own domain but was hosted by sweetest people <3
nov 11 2019 ∞
nov 15 2019 +
  • his warm hand on my bare waist and hip
  • the wet of a cat's nose
  • sprinkle of water on my feet as i walk across warm cement (summers in mexico)
  • skin of my hips
  • his chest hair through my fingers
  • skin of his neck on my lips
  • his beard grazing my neck
  • my softest inner thighs
  • sting of being slapped
  • snail mucin sticky
  • tingly lip glosses
  • watery cold squalane
  • cold facial roller along jaw line
aug 4 2012 ∞
jul 13 2019 +
  • the untamed (2016) heavy fog, motorbike won't start, injured
  • gemini (2017) escaping, winding road, ominous music
  • belle épine (2010) riding with stranger for first time at night
sep 11 2019 ∞
oct 22 2020 +
  • reading
  • hiking
  • daydreaming
jun 6 2019 ∞
jun 6 2019 +

elnora's in "a girl of the limberlost"

  • narrow bed
  • pieced calico cover
  • whitewashed walls with lithographs
  • every crevice stuck full of twigs with dangling cocoons
  • pegs for the few clothes
  • old chest
  • little table
  • two chairs
  • uneven floor covered with rag rugs and braided corn husk

valerie's in "valerie a týden divů"

  • a little room in house no. 27
  • with a high, Gothic window
  • long curtains
  • a view of the church tower and garden below
  • "bizarre legs of the bed"
  • carpeted floor
oct 23 2016 ∞
oct 26 2016 +
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[she was] marching on upon long stalky legs, in tight stockings which had little ladder-like holes at the knees, torn by kneeling in the roads and banks in search of vegetable and mineral treasures...—tess of the d'urbervilles

that 'collected' frightens me. i've only gathered. i always loved everything outdoors, so i made friends and playmates of them. when i learned that the moths die so soon, i saved them especially, because there seemed no wickedness in it.—girl of the limberlost

the lines between my days and nights are blurring. the night is filled with the calls of owls and the smell of daffodils, and i run for miles.—?

if you have ever lived with a girl child you will know that quiet, infuriating retirement into some private world of their own of which they are capable, as well as that stubborn independence in the face o...

aug 12 2012 ∞
jul 21 2017 +
  • a clearing in old-growth forest
  • shoreline with waves crashing against you
sep 26 2020 ∞
oct 6 2020 +
  • paw pose
  • top down bottom up
  • licking self
  • folded ponytail
  • elbow gloves
  • mole under eye
  • wrist cuffs
  • cow girl
  • all fours
  • lifted by self
sep 10 2020 ∞
sep 11 2020 +

day

  • hydro boost water gel
  • cerave

night

  • LRP toleriane hydrating gentle cleanser
  • pixi glow peel pads
  • hydro boost water gel
  • cerave
jul 5 2020 ∞
jul 5 2020 +
  • blossom-viewing lantern
    • light wood
    • dark wood
  • glowing painting
  • grand q. a. birdwing model
  • sturdy sewing box
    • white
    • navy blue
  • colorful wheel (win or lose)
  • ribbon eel model
  • water egg shoes
  • mage's booties
  • embroidered shoes (pink, white, green)
  • shattered glasses
  • meme shirt (comfy)
  • plushie-muffler coat - ty cammy!
  • earth egg shoes
  • heart sweater
  • chic rose crown
jul 17 2020 ∞
oct 16 2020 +

day

  • hydro boost water cream
  • cerave

night

  • LRP toleriane hydrating gentle cleanser
  • pixi glow peel pads
  • hydro boost water cream
  • cerave
may 4 2020 ∞
may 4 2020 +

currently

  • □□□□□□□□□□ southern reach trilogy: acceptance
  • ■■□□□□□□□□ 20% — the monk: a romance

completed

  • southern reach trilogy: authority apr 9, 2020
  • southern reach trilogy: annihilation apr 2020
  • sharp objects
  • assata: an autobiography
  • little birds
  • carmilla
  • hush, hush
  • matched (matched, #1)
  • dearly, beloved: a zombie novel
  • dearly, departed: a zombie novel
  • two on a tower
  • tess (tess of the d'urbervilles)
  • valerie and her week of wonders (valerie a týden divů)
feb 23 2014 ∞
apr 21 2020 +
  • girl who makes glosses as she reads
  • being reckless girl
  • taking long walks during noon break
  • gym at night with longest hair
  • when i took full body selfies
  • oblivious to why ppl stare at me
apr 8 2017 ∞
jan 17 2020 +

irun's coffin

  • butterfly pin
  • heart scarab
  • little shabti

elnora's weather-beaten old box hidden in the forest

  • several books
  • butterfly apparatus
  • small cracked mirrors
oct 23 2016 ∞
oct 23 2016 +
  • the constant ache of pining over what she can't have
  • wants to create an ephemeral invisible world with someone
  • obsession with catharsis which can prompt her to masturbation
  • withdraw into a secret world of imagination
  • dream of wicked princes who kidnap and rape her
  • rehearsed it all in her dreams
  • every experience must be carefully analyzed and the precious emotions absorbed and savored
  • feeling bad is often much better than feeling nothing at all
  • usually obsessed with unrequited love which allows her to give free rein to her latent masochism
  • words on their own can put her on the edge of orgasm
sep 20 2015 ∞
may 11 2019 +
  • anything necessitating creativity
  • books
  • collection/fixation of objects
  • daydreams
  • intricate fantasies
  • music
  • running/hiking
  • television series
  • tracing word origins/botany
  • building gloss for literature
  • list-building
  • one sided crushes
  • d/s relationship
  • impact play
jul 13 2011 ∞
oct 22 2016 +
  • ma petite
  • "why is it ... that such a sweet pretty creature is a schoolteacher—of all dreary things in the world...?"
  • crocodile —a line of schoolchildren walking in pairs ♡
  • "naughty black eyes"
  • pretty little diamond watch
  • picnic like Cleopatra's banquet
  • mother of pearl penknife
  • drugged with rich food and sunshine
  • food: chicken pie, angel cake, jellies, tepid bananas, iced cake in the shape of a heart, tea, lemonade, milk
  • mr hussey watching miranda :/
  • "a continual source of aesthetic pleasure"
jul 21 2017 ∞
jul 21 2017 +