𝔦. — misc

• scents
  • bare vanilla ⠀☾
  • angel's share clone⠀☾
  • dirty ⠀☼
• stained glass tiffany lamp
• antique writing desk
• east of eden
• the story of philosophy
• f1 keychain

𝔦𝔦. — clothing

• slacks — ✓ black, grey, brown
• black turtleneck — short and long sleeve
• dark red pashmina scarf
• black straight fit jeans

"what makes you happy lately?"

• my favourite kinds of tea - chai & earl grey
• long conversations about deep topics
• listening to jazz & soul music
• softie bedroom pop (malcolm todd, kevin abstract)
• when my hair falls on my forehead in just the right way
• people saying hi! :] on the street
• hanging out with the e's downtown
  • going to the cafe & arcade and playing japanese rhythm games
  • em listening to me yap about f1 for like an hour (・・；)
• sneaking in reading & word puzzles during my shift
  • nyt's wordle, the atlantic's bracket city, the economist, harvard law review

• can't get over how cool i am when i'm not acting like a neurotic prey animal
• don't care + didn't ask + i see beauty in things you wouldn't even begin to ponder
• everyone more pretentious than me is an insufferable poseur and everyone less pretentious than me is a clueless philistine. "what if someone is somehow exactly as pretentious as you?" romantic and sexual partner.
• boyfriend is sitting by his computer eating sausage with wikipedia opened to the page "sausage."⠀ "fully immersive experience"
• i’m his guardian angel his best friend . i’m the enteric coating on his ibuprofen
• ok (powerpoint transition to a photo of your gravestone)
• people say "fuck around and find out" like it's a bad thing. i love finding out. i want to understand.

steam | ♡ favourite | ✶ to finish | ✓ finished

𝔦. — playing

• f1 25
• overwatch 2
  • tank - zarya, d.va & rein
• baldur's gate 3 ♡ ✓
  • campaign w/ classmates
  • the dark urge
• deadlock

𝔦𝔦. — to play

• red dead redemption 2 ♡ ✶
• cult of the lamb ✶
• dishonored
• divinity: original sin 2 ✶
• fallout: new vegas ✶
• hades ✶
• hellslave

• say my name and his in the same breath, i dare you to say they taste the same.
• we were certainly uncertain, at least i'm pretty sure i am.
• praise the lord, burn my house, i get lost, i freak out, you come home and hold me tight as if it never happened at all. where is your light? am i home? i will try not to keep you too long.
• i know you're coming in the night like a thief, but i've had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
• i do it for my daddy and i do it for dale, i do what i want and damn i'm doing it well.
• the god i believe in never worked on a campaign trail.
• and i don't mind throwing away this filthy silver tongue (you barely joyous, broken thing)
• i've been around long enough to know that...

♡ favourites | ✶ recent additions | ⚠ sensitive content

𝔦. — general

• animals awarded human credentials
• clerical collar
• common misconceptions ♡
• cosmic latte
• headfooters
• hedgehog's dilemma
• i can eat glass
• inflatable rat
• judas goat
• lonely hearts killer
• love lock
• menthol cigarettes
• pantone 448 c
• plants with symbolism ♡
• rat king
• uk special forces selection
• unusual bio / chemical names
• wolf collar

𝔦. — dates

• info release form | 2
• appt with mik | 3
• discussion forum | 3
• haircut | 4
• singapore gp | 5
• dentist (the last one) | 6
• 401 assignment | 6
• em's birthday | 15
• chainsaw man movie | 24

𝔦𝔦. — tasks

• ▢⠀ start jogging (5 times a week)
• ▢⠀ format history book submissions
• ▢⠀ buy em's birthday present
• ▢⠀ finish tkmb
• ▢⠀ move f1 25 to ssd
• ▢⠀ open a tfsa
• ▢⠀ increase credit limit
• ▢⠀ schedule wisdom teeth consult
• ▢⠀ follow up with physician

• acerbic: sharp and forthright.
• ameliorate: make something bad or unsatisfactory better.
• atavism: a tendency to revert to something ancient or ancestral. ♡
• castigate: reprimand someone severely.
• cognoscenti: people who are considered to be especially well informed about a particular subject. (from italian, lit. "people who know") ♡
• cordwainer: a shoemaker who makes new shoes from new leather.
• corollary: a proposition that follows from one already proved.
• discursive: moving from topic to topic without order.
• elucidate: to make clear.
• expiate: atone for (guilt or sin).
• genuflect: to touch the knee to the ground, especially in worship; or (metaphorically) to show deference or servility. ♡

aoty | letterboxd

—— october

• ♬⠀ pearl fountain
• ♬⠀ reckless driving
• americans' love affair with big cars is killing them | the economist
• looking for art in the law review article | harvard law journal

—— september

• ♬⠀ peach
• ♬⠀ the question
• raine v. openai | civil case
• how chatgpt guided a teen to his death | your undivided attention
• italy's hybrid legal system | harvard law journal
• italian grand prix ⚲ monza | verstappen
• azerbaijan grand prix ⚲ baku | verstappen
• to kill a mockingbird by harper lee