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'and i dream too much and i don't write enough and i'm trying to find god everywhere.' — anis mojgani, "for those who can ride in an airplane for the first time"

overview—

titles—

  • tender fire
  • girl in verse
  • bad bruha
  • bad poem
  • ghostcry
  • nobody's home
may 10 2018 ∞
apr 8 2019 +
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'this summer i spent a lot of time sleeping with my head in a pool of moonlight'

western—

  • brooklyn nine-nine
  • the good place
  • big little lies
  • killing eve
  • westworld
  • the chilling adventures of sabrina
  • one day at a time
  • black sails
  • the get down
  • skam norway
  • stranger things
  • twin peaks
  • alias grace
  • sense8

asian—

  • my i.d. is gangnam beauty
  • doctors
dec 22 2016 ∞
feb 6 2019 +
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'what ache would you deny? i celebrate the wax and its sun, the wingless skeleton, my slit my swoon.' — katie longfono, "dollface"

  • strange women
  • the tumult of girlhood
  • revolt, of the proletariat especially
  • social justice
  • gothic sub-tropes
  • witchcraft
  • magical realism
  • film photographs emanating nostalgia
  • fashion
  • cinema
  • colorful architecture
  • free-verse poetry
  • reading dark poetry to ease myself from a depressive episode, anxiety attack, or a bpd split
  • the boys of seventeen
  • nature walks
  • modern collages
may 25 2018 ∞
jun 18 2018 +
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'i sat on a gray stone bench / and placed my grief / in the mouth of language, / the only thing that would grieve with me.' — lisel mueller, alive together: poems; "when i am asked"

poetry—

  • bright dead things ✧ ada limon
  • crush ✧ richard siken
  • incorrect merciful impulses ✧ camille rankine
  • autobiography of red ✧ anne carson
  • our men do not belong to us ✧ warsan shire

contemporary—

  • sweetbitter ✧ stephanie danler
  • on the jellicoe road ✧ melina marchetta
  • saving francesca ✧ melina marchetta
  • the piper's son ✧ melina marchetta
  • we are okay ✧ nina lacour
mar 19 2016 ∞
jan 14 2019 +
  • finish editing demi's photographs
  • create a resume
  • compile works for portfolio
  • go job-hunting for the summer
    • fully booked
    • local street style brands (research on them)
  • create contemporary collages as possible t-shirt designs
  • plan design concept for shoot with irish
  • research films on girlhood/boyhood for short film with aaron
apr 8 2019 ∞
apr 8 2019 +
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'one day, i plan to love so loudly, my body abandons every demon harvesting me.' — arati warrier, "alive"

  • self-care reference ( ☆ )
  • practice recognizing your necessary tasks & prioritizing them
  • make lists & keep track of them as a means to go on organized
  • start building your portfolio & work on your resumes to the jobs you want to attain
  • socialize more in the flesh
  • at the very least, save 40% of your weekly baon
  • focus on career-building by mastering portraiture & collage
  • write—fics, essays, reviews—any, so long as you practice writing lengthy pieces
  • ace 3rd semester classes & carry on with college at your current school with the g...
nov 30 2016 ∞
jan 14 2019 +
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'we begin in the dark and birth is the death of us.' — anne carson, "antigone"

planetary positions—

house positions—

  • virgo ✧ house: ascendant
  • libra ✧ house: 2
may 23 2018 ∞
jan 14 2019 +