ii. february

  • week 1-2
    • for the strength to surpass everything
    • my editor being so understanding
    • mumi's good results in her creatinine and bun
    • mumi feeling better
    • no extreme bad results in mumi's ct scan
    • my sister's change of heart and clarity
    • my sister's husb for being strong and forgiving
    • safety
    • my gratitude journal bc i think this has helped me cope with all the stress and anxiety
    • ate y's invite to their valentine's dinner, yes for cold cuts
    • watching sexed
    • aja for being my go-to people to vent despite the lack of details
    • wuwjs made me productive and laugh out last night
    • strength to still do my work and deadlines
    • for victory's worship songs
    • for the tmc food i had when we went there
    • calm grab rides
    • for allowing me to feel that this is just a trial we can all face
    • my first YS article is up again

i. january

  • week 1
    • for a successful BKK trip
    • thankful for a smooth flight for both my sister and us (my mom, sister joy, and me)
    • for no problems with immigration and communication all throughout the trip
    • for God for making way for us to be on time for our bookings even though we're always late
    • for our airbnb host who was kind enough to extend our check out time
    • for a successful bday surprise to mommy
    • for mommy's 60th in this world
    • for giving mommy the strength to make it through our daily itinerary
    • for giving me the gift of family and how it made me feel more thankful for the setbacks we had in the past couple of years
    • for mending misunderstandings
    • for the film lab and making me feel inspired bc of the person i met there
    • for the at home feeling in our bnb
    • for all the blessings
    • for a great welcome for the year 2020! let it be a decade full of travels and new places and opportunities
  • week 2
    • good long sleep after a long flight and commute back from thailand
    • aja groupchats and our talks of love, walwal, and landi
    • cara d/e/jes/us' humor on ig
    • for the opportunity to contribute to a publication i've always admired
    • the giddy feeling i got when i received my bkk film scans
    • for mommy's officemates and surprising her on her 60th
    • for a better mindset this year ! growth and fear together is good!
    • looking back to my gratitude list last year and how i was able to keep up with writing it down
    • my film ig making me happy
    • thea bautista and her adulting vids motivating me
    • for ust's online request for documents! we luv efficiency!
    • feeling the effectiveness of writing out the to-do list for the day
    • kind words and recommendations from a previous client, which led me to another possible opportunity
    • always do your best in what you do, and the rest will follow! always!
    • college encapsulated in reblog photos in my tumblr and my non-updated blogs
    • cousin reminding of adorable home
    • safety from the taal's wrath
    • safety of my relatives despite the heavy ash fall
    • for the internet and how fast news gets delivered or passed through
  • week 3
    • my nieces left the province today to stay at my cousin's home to escape taal and has been so nice to be around them for the whole week! despite them so gadget-consumed
    • passed my first ys article on time !!! and w enough time to spare !!! cheers for mild procrastination!!!
    • yay heard a cheerful tone/voice from sir s when i told him i'll just summarize the proposal in detail so it'd be easier for him and the others
    • started google fundamentals and love how i get a cert for free!
    • mesa dinner! bc i love being with relatives and ofc free food!!!!
    • just. a. whole. lot. of. food. this week bc relatives r here
    • bought some noodles i love
    • grocery shopped for the nieces and nephews
    • i guess compliments on my skin???
    • a great job from the editor for the article aw tnx !
    • thankful for the momentum of beating my fear ! oh we'll get there :)
  • week 4
    • kilig feeling i got when i got my v first article published on a news site i actually love reading from
    • yuri's cuteness on a monday! sad to see them leave again
    • funny prank calls bc new number who dis for ate y and kuya j
    • iffy acknowledging that i do have a lot of things on my to-do list
    • learning that studio ghibli films will be released on netflix on feb
    • got to eat that rare siomai that reminds me of my childhood
    • pushing myself to finish my to-do lists
    • loooong hangout session with iffy even if she's the one who does the sharing most of the time hahHAHA
    • got kilig again when ys twtr shared my article and my editor congratulated me for it!! ah fukKK
    • yuss finally fixed my gcash and linked all my bank accs and my paypal
    • received an email that i've been waiting for after coming home from church
    • they sang grace changes everything in church and just felt rly overwhelmed
    • chill saturday night with older cousins with popcorns and all
    • tikoy lumpia and lumpia bc it's CNY !!!! i always look forward to eating tikoy !!
    • received a msg from one of my hs best friends and thankful for people remembering
  • week 5
    • for the good results for jen's medical
    • scored a straight cut pants that i'm actually looking for ! ugh so niiiice
    • forgot my IDs when i went to claim my ids and forms in school and MY MY my am i thankful for all my scanned docs in my email
    • guards allowing me to pass through heh
    • nostalgia fueled by quiapo streets esp hidalgo
    • that super chill afternoon vibe in hidalgo
    • passed my pitch around 20 mins before the due date YAY huhu my head hurts but yaY???
    • sex-ed's been making me feel happy bc of remi and eric hahaha also how pure is aimee!!!
    • thankful for the privilege of having the means of knowing the news re: ncov and the ability to purchase things to protect ourselves but disheartened for the those who don't have access and angry at the fucken gov't
    • got to send a deadline before leaving for cavite
    • spent the last day of the month w the cousins eating/drinking and while i don't enjoy the puking part, felt so funny that we were still able to eat dinner w ninang despite EVERYTHING
    • that super short sleep in the jeep w/c allowed me to recover from my dizziness
    • standing up and not allowing men to take advantage of us ! yes fuck all the pervs ! men are trash !
    • soft tacos from ate y after a long commute home
    • miss americana making me feel all sorts of things but mostly proud of taylor !!11 luv u
jan 8 2020 ∞
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