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I am a purveyor of the strange, unusual and taboo, a budding, inexperienced author who has finished four novels, a short story, and three novellas as of December 2020.

I write adult stories with consentacles, vaguely cosmic entities, mpreg, m/m, and more.

To find out more about me, my online haunts, and for more info in general, please visit my homepage below!

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listography ABOUT US
F.A.Q.
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  • Black
  • 90s kid
  • Most likely older than you
  • Transgender (he/him)
  • Overweight (230+ lbs.)
  • Born and raised Muslim, no longer Muslim
  • Suffers from major depressive disorder and anxiety
  • Suffers from suicidal ideation
  • Is still discovering himself
  • Is deeply interested in Wicca—as an actual religion
  • Has another online "account persona" for "fun stuff"
  • Easily mistaken for a goth but is actually a metalhead
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In no specific order:

  • Successfully create and operate my dream business and its publishing company
  • Obtain a degree in creative writing
  • Physically hold a hardcover copy of each of my books
  • Break the expectations and pigeonholing within the publishing world
  • Speak and write my favorite five languages fluently
  • Punch a bigot, racist, molester, and/or asshole in the face at least once
    • Bonus points: punch a Nazi
  • Lose 110 lbs.
  • Transition to my true identity and self
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  • Keychains
  • Playing cards
  • Drinkware (Halloween, black, gothic, and "metal" themed)
  • Bottle caps
  • CDs
  • Funko POP! figurines
  • Memorabilia from my childhood
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I write and am more than willing to talk about the natures of the following:

  • Abuse (all of them)
  • Anthropophagy
  • Bestiality
  • Chronophilia (all of them)
  • Graphic erotica
  • Fetishes (all of them)
  • Gore
  • Homoerotica
  • Human/oid hermaphrodites
  • Incest
  • Maiesiophilia
  • Male pregnancy
  • Pederasty
  • Polyamory
  • Psychological horror and torture
  • Rape
  • Selfcest
  • Vorarephilia (hardcore and softcore)

Please kindly go away if you can't handle...

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Paneidoverse

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  • I most likely don't want to be your "friend" unless you're comfortable with or want to talk about things I like, believe in, or write that will piss at least 95% of people, especially those here, off
  • I am a smartass, snarky, somewhat cruel bastard who uses words as loaded guns
  • I try not to hate people but alas, I hate humans
  • I hate social media but have said accounts because my dreams require me to have them
  • I like to speak in, quote, and title stories/chapters after song names or lyrics
  • I find the number of young people on this site and what they post to be almost hilarious
  • I believe the definition of statutory rape should be redefined
  • I...don't understand 99% of the things that happen on this site or Tumblr anymore
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  • Metal
  • Industrial
  • Gothic rock
  • Post-punk
  • Electro-industrial
  • Industrial metal
  • Aggrotech
  • Glitch-hop
  • Electro-swing
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THIS IS A CONSTANTLY UPDATING LIST. May change format...

  • English: "world.execute(me);" by Mili
  • German: "Spieluhr" by Rammstein
  • Italian: Figlio Della Luna" by Theatres des Vampires
  • Japanese: "離人 (Rijin)" by DIMLIM
  • Russian: "Osnophobia" by AKADO
  • Finnish: n/a
  • Swedish: n/a
  • French: n/a
  • Korean: "Overdose" by EXO-K
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