accidentally deleted this list so here we go again

• can't get over how cool i am when i'm not acting like a neurotic prey animal
• i’m his guardian angel his best friend . i’m the enteric coating on his ibuprofen
• don't care + didn't ask + i see beauty in things you wouldn't even begin to ponder
• boyfriend is sitting by his computer eating sausage with wikipedia opened to the page "sausage" fully immersive experience
• ok (powerpoint transition to a photo of your gravestone)
• people say "fuck around and find out" like it's a bad thing. i love finding out . i want to understand
• i love these crazy batshit depressed indie rock cowboys so much
• i must sleep. sleep is the mind-healer. sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. i will face my bed. i will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. and when sleep has gone past i will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. when the sleep has gone there will be everything. energy and will to live will remain.
• stop calling me “my fragile little flower” or “my beautiful delicate pet” im literally going for a glass cannon build. i can one shot most adults⠀ oh ok i guess if youre not fragile you don't need anyone to hold aggro huh ⠀no . wait . come back im sorry. im your fragile little flower and there is a scary man charging up a beam to turn my beautiful fragile petals into ash
• every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog
• i hope my unwashed hair and deer in headlights type stare has captivated you
• man, the flesh sucks . i'm gonna abandon it for the machine / hey guys was anyone gonna tell me that the machine is also subject to change? the nature of my decay is just different now. shit sucks. i'm gonna abandon the machine for the divine / bad news about the divine
• girlboss? no. boyloser. guyfailure. dudenobody
• are you alive ⠀don't ask me no personal shit like this
• at my sketchbook. straight up “drawing it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. nothing
• when i stretch i moan like a whore involuntarily. are there medications to solve this or am i gay forever
• apologist? not necessarily. explainer? perhaps. understander? intimately. enjoyer? greatly. sexualizer? frequently,