- sadness and fear have taken over.. don't wanna go anywhere or see anyone. i can't bare their questions and judgements. i just want to be in peace by myself... in my little world.... i'm so scared of the world lately. there's some things i cannot take. i'm batteling to do good. my joy lately has been sewing and making clothes. i'm gaining weight again unfortunately. i need to regain control of my life again, i have nowhere left to run. i just wanted to be loved a little. and work .. i don't even know anymore. there's many things i do not want to do at all... tomorrow i think i'll do something nice to my mom. i need to get back on my waking up early shit. haven't mentioned my anxiety got worse as well.
dec 2 2023 ∞
apr 17 2024 +