•́ ‿ ,•̀ how am i feelin lately?

06.25: i miss lissa so much. i get high but it ain't enough. poems can't fix me anymore. i miss him more than words can say. i feel so much and don't feel anything at all.

06.26: i found out about lissa's death. i don't know to feel. the cards and the universe told me the day after, my intuition was right but it ain't seem enough. i can't see her as a death person. she's still here, walking around her friends and making jokes of our cry faces. is she better now? is she gonna be better? will her soul recover from everything? i hope yes. go with peace, my baby. i can't stop thinking about you and all you could have been.

jun 25 2021 ∞
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