'what ache would you deny? i celebrate the wax and its sun, the wingless skeleton, my slit my swoon.' — katie longfono, "dollface"

  • strange women
  • the tumult of girlhood
  • revolt, of the proletariat especially
  • social justice
  • gothic sub-tropes
  • witchcraft
  • magical realism
  • film photographs emanating nostalgia
  • fashion
  • cinema
  • colorful architecture
  • free-verse poetry
  • reading dark poetry to ease myself from a depressive episode, anxiety attack, or a bpd split
  • the boys of seventeen
  • nature walks
  • modern collages
  • iced caramel macchiatos
  • feverish longing portrayed in art
  • satin sheets
  • dancing in private to lorde in full volume
  • fantasizing/crying to mitski's "lush" album in the dead of night
  • drinking as much bottles of wine as i can in my room
  • passion drives
  • train rides
  • flower fields
  • walking around the hearts of cities until unforgivable hours, listening to mitski's "puberty 2" & "bury me at makeout creek," basking in teenage angst
  • journalling in cafes
  • taking photographs of friends
  • lying in bed, reading for long periods of time
  • serene solitude
  • preparing breakfast for myself
  • projecting through mythological characters (atlas, icarus, sisyphus)
  • urban tales
  • disguised longing portrayed in art
  • the sounds of a ukulele
  • sketching my calloused hands
  • listening to people wax poetic about their passions
  • contemporary collage-making
  • ocean vuong's writing style
may 25 2018 ∞
aug 30 2020 +