career

• look into trade schools/internships, etc;
• decide on what major i want to be my bachelor's
• get diploma in da mail

i want to get better at

• language studies (Japanese, keeping up with French still, etc;)
  • priority is to relearn Spanish and Mandarin
• uhgshsh getting to bed on time
• getting more used to being uncomfortable, and not apologizing for just being myself
• taking more initiative in starting conversations, opening up, etc; w/o trauma-dumping tbh

bad habits i def want to leave behind

• validating my downswings with sad music!!
• doomscrolling & the bedrotting combo
• less overthinking and more communicating
• ghosting friends & ppl in my circle for days at a time when I'm not feeling well

considering

• making a side blog for art
• ̶t̶r̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ find a rival I can fight to the death
• taking up a fitness routine (gymnastics, long distance running, etc;)
• I straight up want a sixpack now
• getting through more of games I actually own instead of investing too much in cloud service games

reflecting on 2024... I did a lot more than I thought was possible, and I'm glad to have overcame so much. One thing I enjoyed having made changes for was being able to adjust my stress on the go by reframing my goals, and what felt more realistic for me to take on. I definitely want to keep doing that especially.