“I have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me, I have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me.”

• rebeca — noose; to tie, to bind
• she/her ⭑ 1999 ⭑ brazil
• autism ⭑ adhd ⭑ asd

⠀ ⠀—— special interests

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀♡ lord of the rings, a song of ice and fire, human biology, latin languages, fashion history, middle ages, victorian era, morbid historic facts, true crime, philosophy, sociology, gothic subculture, vampires, catholic imagery

⠀ ⠀—— comforting things

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀♡ oversized clothing, coffee, jigsaw puzzles, crosswords, storms with thunder and lightning, sunrises and sunsets, stained glass windows, collecting rocks, classical music, stop-motion animations, papercraft, baked goods, forest hikes, pokemon, the sound of rain, petrichor

There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a surprisingly comfortable place to lay your head. Looking up from the depths of another low often seems a lot safer than wondering when you'll fall again. Falling feels awful. I'd rather fucking fly.

"I think I’m always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. I think I get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself."

⠀ ⠀—— books

• two twisted crowns by rachel gillig
• lights out by navessa allen
• the god and the gumiho by sophie kim

⠀ ⠀—— manhwa

• 31 | flowers are bait
• 57 | tears on a withered flower

⠀ ⠀—— tvshows

• 01 | monsutā
• 01 | fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood
• 02 | shingeki no kyojin

brain dump (n.) — the act or an instance of comprehensively and uncritically expressing and recording one's thoughts and ideas . . .

• carnivorous and cannibalistic, ‘bone collector’ caterpillars wear parts of their prey's corpses as camouflage ▹
• spinoza's god