"I think I’m always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. I think I get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself."

⠀ ⠀—— books

⠀ ⠀—— manhwa

• 32 ・ flowers are bait
• 62 ・ tears on a withered flower
• 53 ・ the beast within
• 45 ・ the dragon king’s bride
• 07 ・ to your moralless

⠀ ⠀—— tvshows

“I have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me, I have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me.”

⠀ ⠀—— rebeca — noose; to tie, to bind

• she/her ・ br ・ audhd
• anilist ・ letterboxd ・ backloggd

There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a surprisingly comfortable place to lay your head. Looking up from the depths of another low often seems a lot safer than wondering when you'll fall again. Falling feels awful. I'd rather fucking fly.