And as personal reflective therapy, the happy list, a pleasant contrast. These are the things the make me feel happy today.

• Hey Arnold.
• Nice, pretty boys in my guarding class. (I have a problem.)
• Evan. Nico, Mollie O, Victoria, Dino, MacCall, Lauren, Emily
• Crying in the car.
• Damien Rice.
• Nice techies.
• Chocolate.
• Justine sticking up for me. Nice girl.
• Harmony apologizing for being a meany face.
• Okay, okay...Bryan too I guess.
• Beautiful little children.
• Happy Corey Lynch.
• Making friends at lifeguarding class.
• Swimming.
• My art final is due tomorrow and I don't care.
• Teddy bears.
• My cat.