—— in ——

confidence, loving my gender expression, being excited for the future, patience and understanding, working the room, befriending my psyche, studying, dancing, embracing androgyny, forgiveness, looking forward to the novelty of things, gratitude for the love that surrounds me

　　 —— out ——

gender dysphoria, feminine beauty standards, comparison, relying on external validation, worrying about how other people perceive me, burn out, not charging my phone, social media, being irritable, caring about shit that doesn't matter, cracking my neck