ode to sleep, twenty one pilots

• "please tell 'em, you have no plans for me, I will set my soul on fire. what have I become? I'm sorry"
  • well, here's a song that makes me want to cry even if i'm not hearing it, the contrast between how happy the melody is and how sad the lyrics are really gets me. it's such a frantic song, so many sounds, so much emotion that it is overwhelming, the way tyler screams the verses in the second chorus is to me expressive as a song can get.

wish you were here, pink floyd

• "and how we found, the same old fears. wish you were here"
  • (i've never really talked about this with anyone, so feel honored @fbi_agent_reading_this) this is one of those songs that has a different meaning for everyone, for david gilmour and roger waters it's about alienation and syd barrett, to my mother it's about her father and to me it's about jonghyun. even as silly as it may sound, i miss you so much jonghyun, your death was one of the things that truly changed me. writing this now, 5:16 , sun rising and all, makes me remember the first time i lit up a candle for you, i was feeling so fucking miserable. i empathized with you so much, i wish i could talk to you just for a minute, it truly hurts me till this day to think about it, you've helped me help myself so much and i'm such a grateful stranger you have no idea. thanks for being with me all the time. from silently crying anywhere i can, to life. jonghyun, how i wish you were here.