pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

➳ my start date: january 8th, 2018.

• 0108: rain, missing some special people, "my hair looks pretty today", watching a kdrama, loneliness.
• 0109: hansol, sleepy, losing everything on my phone, feeling stupid, a mess.
• 0110: feeling happy, deep conversation, calm, overthinking, hope.
• 0111: yoongi, self care, feeling excited about chungha's comeback, confusing, love.
• 0112: hansol, love, overthinking, "there's no heterosexual explanation for this", sadness.
• 0113 : xiao hua, anxiety, can't sleep, laughing hard, stitch.
• 0114: sleepy, movies, "everything is going to be ok", candies, soft.
• 0115: feeling proud, calm, boo's birthday, edits, my mom.
• 0116: my mom, buying a new shoe, anxiety, idk, idk.
• 0117: chungha's comeback , can't sleep, anxiety, overthinking, momo.
• 0118: crying so hard, my parents, feeling sad, crying again, "everything happens for a reason"
• 0119: feeling better, making decisions, calm, overprotective, idk.
• 0120: anxiety, can't sleep, angry, feeling upsad, hansol.
• 0121: feeling pretty, confused, friendship, pain, "you have to love yourself."
• 0122: can't sleep again, feeling pretty, sadness, really confused, idk.
• 0123: feeling hope, scared, love, upsad, idk.
• 0124: nct ot18, seventeen's comeback soon, anxiety, excited, calm.
• 0125: raquel's birthday, lots love, seventeen's teasers images, so hyped, confused about my feelings.
• 0126: laughing hard, seventeen's teasers, feeling a piece of trash, idk, idk.
• 0127: feeling sick, seventeen, confused, short hair again, feeling pretty.
• 0128: eating a lot, feeling a piece of trash again, watching a documentary about lautrec, not that deep.
• 0129: red velvet's comeback, reseting my phone, sisu, exerciting, sicheng.
• 0130: seventeen, nct ot18, feeling happy, watching a movie, raquel.
• 0131: seventeen's mv teaser, hansol, doyoung's birthday in korea, deep conversations with my best friend, a lot feelings.
• 0201: anxiety, seventeen, nct 2018!!, photographing, a lot of bad feelings.
• 0202: seventeen, sleepy, i don't know not much going on.
• 0203: rain, hansol, more rain, bad feelings, feeling a piece of trash (nothing new).
• 0204: super boring day, eating a lot, watching a tv show & a movie, seventeen's pics.
• 0205: seventeen's comeback!! so nervous but amazing!! crying, feeling a little bit sick, pain.
• 0206: nothing important.
• 0207: seventeen, feeling pretty, sunny day, canjica, at night feeling that i'm the biggest piece of trash alive.
• 0208: sleeping a lot idk even know why, kimi no na wa, chungha and johnny's birthday, lonely, idk.
• 0209: watching nct's ot18 live, 100% sure about my feelings, it's ok, i'm really fuck*d, thinking about how lucky i am.
• 0210: chan's bithday, geovana's house, cooking and laughing all day!, eating pizza, small talk.
• 0211: watching a really bad movie, laughing and laughing, sleeping at 4:00 am, at morning me and geovana laughing (again), feeling sad when i get home.
• 0212: a lot of feelings, sleepy, hot day, blabla, "i saw the waves in my dream."
• 0213: me and raquel talking until late about nothing important so funny!! waking up really anxious idk even know why and a stressful day for me, but nct's u boss, amazing!.
• 0214: not sleeping well, at morning seeing that i get a place at college, but really don't know what to do, wait or not, but psychology!!! i'm so exicited.
• 0215: dong sicheng! and my love for him, but a shitty night, thats all.
• 0216: waking up early, buying things that i want, spending all my money (but its ok), my mom!! a little bit nervous.
• 0217: hansol's birthday!!!!, a lots love for him, i love him with all my heart!! eating pizza, seventeen's adore u.
• 0218: hansol's and seokmin's birthday live!!, nct u boss, crying really hard, feeling sad all day, and thats all.
• 0219: waking up a bit sad but feeling well later, my dad buying a new car and all the family feeling super happy!! eating a lot and feeling guity, missing yoongi.
• 0220: idk
• 0221: everything going wrong, feeling very upsad but i'm parents saying that everything is going to be ok, very anxious about my future, going to play sinuca and i'm good at it! and dong sicheng and his existence.
• 0222: a tough night, crying really hard and worried bout my future, but my friends making everything better, nct u boss!, sleeping a lot bc i was really tired.
• 0223: grave of the fireflies!! a sad movie but amazing, sleeping enough, taking pics and feeling pretty!! my mom.
• 0224: a stressful day, bad feelings, art! art!, eating pizza, missing someone.
• 0225: a sad day, but taking random pics, really anxious about my future, crying, everything is so complicated.
• 0226: baby don't stop!!!!!! ten's birthday, really anxious and worrying bout my fucking future again, can't sleep.
• 0227: FINALY GOT MY PLACE ON PSYCHOLOGY CLASS!!!!!! crying but all about happiness, my family happy, and i love my friends, i'm still worried but about others things! raquel.
• 0228: still worrying about things and felling anxious but everything is gonna be ok, hansol i really love him, old feelings, two years ago but i still miss her.
• 0301: hope world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazing and i'm so proud of him, feeling a little bit sad, so whipped, sicheng's pink hair.
• 0302: rainy day!!!!, my mom, everything going ok!! so exicited about college._
• 0303: ???? day but going out with my mom., idk, idk, idk.
• 0304: nct dream go!!! so proud of my boys, basically i'm nct dream's mom, so sleepy, geovana, and also worrying again.
• 0305: so sleepy, my mom, doing nothing all day, old feelings again, can't stop thinking.
• 0306: difficult night, feeling like i'm losing again and feeling afraid, but everything it'll be ok and i still believe that.
• 0307: faltou luz so can't remember lol.
• 0308: nct's dreams comeback stage, so amazing, pround mom, loml day!! my love for him, excited for collage.
• 0309: waking up really early, travelling to visit my collage, a stressful day, i'm excited but also afraid.
• 0310: everything will be ok, tired, felling ok at least, missing hansol, he's everthing to me.
• 0311: rainy day, watching a movie, funny talks at midnight, years&years sanctify.
• 0312:100% in love but i don't know what to do with my fellings, i'm a whole mess, feeling sick, my mom she is the best person alive, nct 127 touch.
• 0313: sicheng i just love him with all my heart, nct touch!!! i love them, a day with a lot love but with a sad night.
• 0314: nct! nct!!!! i love them soooo much, taking pics and feeling pretty, akakaakaakkaa about my feelings again, i'm fucked, nct's yestoday.
• 0315: feeling sick and sleepy all day, i love sicheng he is everything to me tbh, feeling jealous about nothing important which means i'm really fucked.
• 0316: i can't remember.
• 0317: feeling sick idk i'm sad for what i did but i cant comeback so i should accept? feeling afraid but i love sicheng so much he makes everything better and easier.
• 0318: everything is going to be ok, still feeling guilty, sicheng being everything to me again, a lot of surprises.
• 0319: a tough day, crying really hard, my paranoia is gonna kill me, but mel made me feel better.
• 0320: feeling better, its a new day soo..feeling a little anxious but ok, i love hansol and seventeen.
• 0321: i don't remeber lmao.
• 0322: a busy day, i'm about to move out so, my mom caughting me dancing sklsks i wanting to die, feeling guity at night idk why.
• 0323: waking up really early, geovana!!!!! she's the best, packing up all my things, I'M GOING TO LIVE ALONE i still don't believe it, i'm afraid but FINALLY in peace with myself.
• 0324: packing up the rest of my things but everything going wrong so i'm not going to move out tomorrow, i'm really worried, my parents are stressed but there's nothing that we can do, i love my friends they really make me laugh.
• 0325: everything going ok, i love sicheng so much and nct, a lazy day but my class is so so nice, i think i made a new friend.
• 0326: sleeping well, laughing about something stupid, old feeling again idk why its happing, sad night.
• 0327: feeling sad and tired with myself, raquel helping me out as always, i love sicheng, photographing thats what i love to do, also worried about some stuff from college.
• 0328: throwing up all my dinner so feeling weak and doing nothing and feeling sleepy because of medicine, but at night feeling ??
• 0329: mel's birthday, i love her so much, feeling wjwkwkwaaak but its ok she always make me feel that way so, saying goodbye to geovana.
• 0330: everything going ok i guess i'm really moving out tomorrow and i'm going to leave alone, loona's egoist, i'm a little scared, the weeknd's melancholy.
• 0331: waking up early and moving out, my new home is nice, my parents and i crying but it's ok i have to grow up, thinking about something and feeling ok.
• 0401: worrying a lot but everything going to be ok, feeling alone but her making everything better, my new life is strange to define yet.
• 0402: rainy day, my first day at college, my two new friends are really nice but I'm shy as always, everything is so new idk how do define yet but i'm excited at night my paranoia killing me again.
• 0403: second day at college, feeling ok about socializing with some people, a tired day, cooking i'm getting better at it.
• 0404: raquel sleeping two hours bc i can't stop thinking and having class at morning, proud of myself bc I'm making new friends.
• 0405: sleeping a little i don't feel comfortable yet, anatomy is complicated as fuck, i think a have a crush.
• 0406: going to college and looking at her the whole class, i think she realized (?) but i hope not, buying some stuff at the market for the first time, cake!!!
• 0407: shitty day with a mental breakdown at night.
• 0408: feeling really sad, but my friends caring for me that matters, finally meeting my neighbors and they are really nice, buring my popcorn, finally going out and meeting new people.
• 0409: monday soo, my "friends" lefting me alone but laila and denise are really nice, so unexpected but HE is nice too, and life doing THAT again, fuck i'm so stupid.
• 0410: i don't remember.
• 0411: a cold day, feeling uncomfortable bc i can't even socialize, and asking myself why i'm like this, my crush again she is so beautiful, anatomy class was REALLY good.
• 0412: staying home all day, waking up late, cooking,idk and thinking a lot.
• 0413: waking up tired, going to college and feeling alone at first but i'm trying my best to talk with my classmates so i'm proud of myself, going to anatomy class and having good suprises.
• 0414: being at home, sleeping well, verkwan, studying, finaly cutting my nails, crying of jealousy.
• 0415: last day at home for now, my parents, taking so long to get at my current city, taking a bus for the first time alone in a while, nice people helping to get at my house, raquel and her cute voice.
• 0416: at class having a surprise i didn't even imagine, but a boring afternoon at math class, buying food and the weather making me feel comfortable.
• 0417: can't remember that well but feeling really uncomfortable bc of them, bad feelings.
• 0418: my mom's birthday, denise and laila, my crush and the metaphor of offonoff's cigarette making sense to me, talking with karol and not having that feeling for now, anatomy class and nice people.
• 0419: waking up anxious bc anatomy test, talking to her for the first time but i can't even look at het eyes wtf i hate myself, the test was bad but i don't care, watching with raquel seventeen's diamond ege making me feel better bc i can't do simple things it feels like i'm drowning.
• 0420: a important day, finally meeting karol's friends, a lot of "first" experiences, going to a party, getting drunk, talking with my classmates the most crazy day until now.
• 0421: keel's house, estrogonofe, being quiet yet, him doing that thing again but going home and stuying at night playing true or dare and "eu nunca" feeling sad at the end.
• 0422: staying house all day, doing math's list, my classmates helping me out, at night eating brigadeiro and talking with raquel i love her sm.
• 0423: a sad and confusing day, getting worried, math test, bleh but meeting maria clara after going to the coletivo feminista at the college, i love girls.
• 0424: feeling happy as well, talking more with people, pizza at night, everyone being nice but a tiring day.
• 0425: being really confuse, eating at the RU alone, anatomy, keel's house again, feeling uncomfortable, at night eating with karol and knowing everything, most important knowing karol as herself, rap battle later and reminding of yoongi and hansol there lol.
• 0426: nice class, going at a bank for the first time alone (kk), coletivo negro, pastel, happy the i have karol as a friend, drinking catuaba, not feeling That happy as well but i love girls.
• 0427: treveling really early, me and karol talking a lot and i FINALLY knowing everthing, hansol always him, "i paint you with my eyes closed."
• 0428: being at my home, sleeping well, eating a lot of course, geovana, and laughing with raquel about nothing important, missing hansol.
• 0429: sunday! geovana coming to my home after 1 month without seeing her, talking shit and doing a cake! i love her so much, feeling sad and uncomfortable bc of * but doing my playlists at night.
• 0430: feeling sad yet, blackbear's chateau, doing my eyebrows finally, walking alone, last night at my home.
• 0501: feeling sad bc it's my last day at home, talking with karol the whole trip, eating pastel at night with the "family" so tired.
• 0502: isolating myself, feeling a piece of trash,:( a sad day.
• 0503: laughing hard, a nice lunch and feeling better anatomy class, feeling lost lol, psychology sarau, i'm pretty, i love camila.
• 0504: sleeping a lot, feeling uncomfortable staring dança do ventre soo funny, feeling uncomfortable again, getting drunk and doing things that i'm not proud lmao but was funny.
• 0505: feeling guilt for last night and remembering what i did im fuckin stupid but feeling better later, going to dance class again so going to a party again and getting drunk again dancing a lot with ale, a funny night.
• 0506: sleeping well, doing what i have to do finally, studying, headache.
• 0507: tiring day and feeling really sleepy, boring class, karol, and going to a ,footbol game at night.
• 0508: nice talks with my classmates, real boring class, hansol, studying, talking shit at night.
• 0509: sleeping a lot, not going to class at morning, feeling uncomfortable at first but feeling ok later, anatomy class, rap battle and going home early.
• 0510: unexpected talks, nice anatomy class, laila and denise, feeling nice, going to keel's birthday party and a lot of feelings the good ones and the bads.
• 0511: memories, i have friends now and that's awesome, sleeping and feeling sad, going to the bank and for the dança do ventre later, eating pizza.
• 0512: sleeping a lot, seventeen and hansol!!! my brother's birthday (i miss him) anatomy class, feeling really pretty, going to a party and having a lot of fun the most crazy day until now.
• 0513: waking up with some regrests bc of last night, studying and feeling tired, nice suprises.
• 0514: sleeping well, having a test, escaping from my "problems" spend the day studying with camila e going to the grocery, a nice day!
• 0515: ignoring everything, laila i love her so much i can't believe that i have her as a friend, at afternoon They doing that with me, anatomy class again.
• 0516: saying goodbye to my babies, marcha antimanicomial sooo cool but feeling a piece of trash, photographing, dinner with my friends feeling nervous bc of test and raquel.
• 0517: anatomy test, feeling nervous, and after feeling sad because i'm stupid, cooking and spending the day with karol, feeling calm.
• 0518: boring class, my parents coming to my home, i love them, sleeping, going out later, feeling sad at the end.
• 0519: raining day, seventeen's habit, studying and cooking, i thought everything was fine but i cried so FUCKING hard bc I'm feeling it, mel helping me out.
• 0520: feeling better, a cold day, studying but feeling good, karol i love her.
• 0521: really cold feeling sad bc of my grades again, styuding, sleeping a lot, nice talks with karol, pastel, a nice night, i love raquel she's a (my) star.
• 0522: i can't sleep bc feeling nervous, test, taking all day with college (i hate that), feeling tired, dinner with my friends.
• 0523: a terrible day, feeling nervous bc of college, i hate myself finally in peace.
• 0524: crying so FUCKING hard, feeling sad, but trying to occupied myself, i love my friends, at night crying again.
• 0525: feeling sad again at class, new experiences, talking with karol about how i feel, i'm glad bc i have her as a friend, going to a party at night, a lot of fun.
• 0526: feeling sick, sleeping a lot, having suprises, going to a party again and dancing, i really love my friends.
• 0527: feeling sad because i can't go home, sleeping, and fuck still feeling sad, talking with karol i love her so much.
• 0528: having a lot of fun and feeling love watching seventeen's diamond age with the girls, feeling anxious and not sleeping, finally going home and i love being home, hansol and seventeen paiting they're art.
• 0529: sleeping well, cooking, i love hansol and evething that he makes me feel, seventeen, feeling sad again.
• 0530: feeling stupid, hansol helping me like he always do, going to see geovana i really love her, a nice sunset, the universe.
• 0531: writing about hansol, he is everything to me, waking up early, feeling anxious bc of college again, i don't wanna back.
• 0601: feeling pretty, stressed about college again, and salkdjsadkljsd i don't how to react when people praise me but i'm happy.
• 0602: proud of myself, feeling stressed again but its ok, i'm going to cat tomorrow and i feel sad, i'm gonna miss here, loving Him more than anything he's my sun.
• 0603: going back and feeling sad, good vibes listing music at the bus, sad surprises, feeling fucking tired.
• 0604: sleeping a lot, feeling fucking sad, watching a clockwork orange, hugs, a nice night.
• 0605: I don't remember that well but a nice lunch with my friends, a busy day.
• 0606: :( feeling a little bit sad and empty, a busy day again, rap battle and funny situations.
• 0607: I don't remember well but a felt exhausted and I love friends and i had i nice surprise.
• 0608: anatomy class, feeling happy with mylself, coletivo quilombo, stressed.
• 0608: philosophy, nice lunch, doing what I had to do, feeling rhejsjsk a nice night, dancing a lot.
• 0609: sleeping a lot, my mom finally knowing that I'm not hetero not the way that i expected but feeling ok, and feeling ok at night with the girls.
• 0610: sad day but a nice sunset and sadness.
• 0611: boring class, spending all day at the college and damn a horrible night, crying a lot.
• 0612: not feeling that well but nice lunch and feeling proud of myself, I love everyone that care bout me.
• 0613: I love camila, funny situations, rap battle, coming home early.
• 0614: I don't remember.
• 0615: I love my friends, feeling pain and pain, eating pastel, getting drunk and feeling proud of myself again, i like it.
• 0616: thinking about last night and I really like it what I did, doing my homework, going to a party, the "giovanna sapatão" meme.
• 0617: waking up early, the world cup!!! brazil, feeling frustrated, doing my homework and ??
• 0618: boring class, cooking, feeling stressed, and fuck i'm * again.
• 0619: feeling really tired bc I didn't sleep, a really long day, all my feelings.
• 0620: a tiring day and feeling fucking upsad bc of that situations but everything being ok later.
• 0621: feeling anxious about her, everything is going well, sleeping, and spending time with her, fuck, it was so nice.
• 0622: world cup, thinking about yesterday so badly, taking pics, feeling sad, seeing her, a strange night but ok.
• 0623: karol, cooking with them!!, c and everthing about her, a party and fuck so many feeling that night.
• 0624: overthiking, weird feelings, sem agua.
• 0625: problems, and my paroia, everything fucking me up, but feeling ok later.
• 0626: test at college, a long day, and my paroia again, crislan, and knowing the truth.
• 0627: can't helping from feeling sad, losing myself in my thoughts, ???, i'm stupid as f*
• 0628: feeling better, i love my friends, feeling confident abt the anatomy test, ok i cant help myself.
• 0629: lazy day, doing my eyebrows, feeling aslkjskdj, geovana sleeping here w me, i love her.
• 0630:??????, hansol, doing my homework, i love my mom.
• 0701: going back to my 2nd home, feeling ok but later feeling like i mess up everything.
• 0702: i promise that i would be ok with *, and in fact i was, world cup, boring class, studying, helping my friend.
• 0703: photographing camila, and spending a nice time with my friends, sociology test, surprises, and when she comes to my home it always a good thing.
• 0704: almost sleeping at class, doing nothing at all and feeling guilty, pizza! i'm stupid, nice night w my friends.
• 0705: last anatomy class! going to warley's house and a such good day, feeling pretty at night i getting drunk, my paranoia again.
• 0706: still feeling paranoid, getting close of people that I wouldn't imagine, surprises, brasil losing the game :( sad but a nice night with c, i'm in *.
• 0707: feeling ok, going out with my friends, nice day with a lot of emotions.
• 0708: bad feelings, that's all.
• 0709: ppb's tests, doing nothing at all, terrible day, my thoughts didt leave me alone>
• 0710: i don't remember
• 0711: i wish i could forget, why she did that? i dont understand.
• 0712: nothing but sadness and saying goodbye to isa :(
• 0713: a boring day but having a really good time at night, dancing so fucking much.
• 0714: sad day, bad feelings at night.
• 0715: don't remember that well but still sad.
• 0716: moving out, eating coxinha, bad feelings but seventeen making my day.
• 0717: my memories hurting me so badly, saying good bye to my friends for a while :(, cooking with karol.
• 0718: going back to my home, getting my computer!! watching jessica jones, trying to feel ok again.
• 0719: my memories, overthinking, seventeen, maria, and jessica jones.!
• 0720: my hair looks pretty, mom, eating a lot, missing her and my memories hunting me again.
• 0721: going out w maria, i missed her sm, such a good day, going to geovana's house later, still feeling sad but i love my best friend.
• 0722: eating a lot at geovana's house, soo sleepy, 3%, feeling sad and all that shit.
• 0723: everything hurting me so badly, my friends helping me, sleeping a lot, confusing day.
• 0724: self care, looking lod pics with my family, i was a cute lil babe, ??? and shit like that.
• 0725: studio ghibli movies!, feeling really pretty, taking pics and feeling confident, i'm a piece of art.
• 0726: sleeping a lot, feeling angry for no reason, editing, still thiking about her.
• 0727: feeling stupid, doing the things for geo's bday, still feeling pretty ??? day.
• 0728: hansol's instagram!!!!!! i'm so happy that made my day, feeling a piece of trash but its ok, eating a lot, doing nothing at all.
• 0729: overthiking, offonoff bath, eating a lot lol and feeling guilt, watching submarine and all that feelings.
• 0730: doing the things for the new semester, feeling a little bit better about That, ok she did that but i'm ok (??), buying a new bag.
• 0731: taking decisions, and feeling sad bc its over and hurts my heart, i'm so stupid but at least i wrote geovana's birthday letter, watching videos abt saturn.
• 0801: anxiety eating me alive, not feeling well, a difficult day, eating canjinca and washing my hair.
• 0802: my best friend birthday, buying new beautiful clothes, meeting the girls! i missed them so much, feeling so much better.
• 0803: cramps all day, baking a cake, burning my tiptoe, still confused, i don't wanna comeback to cat but at the same time i do :(
• 0804: spending the day with the girls, i love them, my mom is the best, i wish have more time to stay at home, but its ok.
• 0805: going back to cat, feeliing fucking upsad bc of etc again and really angry, how people can be so hypocrit, bad feelings.
• 0806: so sleepy, going to class and doing nothing at all, I'M SOO UNLUCKY, stressed but seeing my friends at night, funny situations.
• 0807: going to class for nothing at all, cooking w karol, going to a birthday party, expressing my feelings.
• 0808: sleeping a lot, decoreting my wall, quilombo reunion, rap battle, uncomfortable situations.
• 0809: overthinking and all the shit, sleeping late, hard situations, ??? one of these days.
• 0810: feeling sad, dança do ventre, going out and dancing a lot, getting drunk and doing SHIT.
• 0811: waking up early with regreats, and getting upsad bc of * but its the last time i do that, feeling the biggest piece of shit alive
• 0812: waking up early again, ??? day, quilombo, photographing my friends, feeling like shit again.
• 0813: sleepy sleepy, boring class, sleeping all day and doing nothing at all, facing situations that i don't want it, but i'm happy with myself.
• 0814: late talks w karol, sleeping a lot, feeling pretty for class, cooking, weird feelings, into the wild.
• 0815: a weird day at all, at night the most unconfortable situation that i have to face in times, ??? still don't understand, feeling like shit that the end.
• 0816: a nice class, cloud day, you'll never learn, and new interests.
• 0817: a long day, feeling pretty, doing the playist, i love quilombo, but my thoghts making me sick again, fi'm a piece of trash thats why nothing dont work for me, but at least i have friends.
• 0818: waking up late, cleaning up everything, staying home all day, decoring my wall, feeling lonely but i have to do it.
• 0819: taking care of myself, dinner with my friends, still feeling lonely but it is good for me, meh day.
• 0820: getting everything done, doing pastel with karol, feeling a little bit better, dancing.
• 0821: sleeping a lot, nice class, cris, uncomfortable feelings, cooking, jisoo's new hair.
• 0822: anxiety killing me, lazy class, the most incredible rap battle that i've seen, i love my friends, with them i'm stronger.
• 0823: sleeping a lot, cooking with karol, a long day at college, and yes, i love my friends again, scaping again.
• 0824: BTS! IDOL! I LOVE THEM. very lazy class, getting my shit done, helping people, partying with the girls.
• 0825: waking up late, cleaping up my house, party with my friends, getting reaalyyy drunk, funny night with a lot of shit going on.
• 0826: waking up early bc of the drink, i hate myself ugh, doing nothing at all, and dealing with the Situation better than i thought, feeling militante, the revolution starts today.
• 0827: super boring class, "a gi e a beleza natural que ela tem <3", nice day, good feelings.
• 0828: going to college at morning for nothing at all ugh, rafa's energy, talking with cris about everything i love him, and knowing myself even more.
• 0829: taking decisions, tiring day, the ato, "racistas, facistas não passarão." rap battle, and dealing even better with That situation.
• 0830: NCT DREAM'S COMEBACK!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY BABIES, feeling tired idk know why, so many questions bc of the class today lmao.
• 0831: last day of the mouth finally, sarau da resistencia lesbica, feeling reaaly pretty, dancing with people i like, ok That feeling again.
• 0901: speeding the day with my friends, ice cream, talking with keel she helped me so much, i'm lesbian and i finally know that for sure!
• 0902: lazy day, talking with monique, going out with the girls, pizza!
• 0903: most tiring day of the week, almost sleeping at the class, going to the supermarket, proud of myself bc i'm strong!
• 0904: late nights talk, everything going WRONG, stressed, long class, normal day.
• 0905: sleeping insted of being useful but cleaning up my house, ato, "falencia ao supermercado mais", confusing class abt lacan lmao, rap battle and still feeling this things.
• 0906: sleeping and eating a lot, watching masterchef an

finally being at home, my parent's hug <3

• 0907: sleeping well, eating a lot, talking pics and not doing so much, nct dream, dear dream.
• 0908: MARIA'S BIRTHDAY!!! getting frustrated, seeing my grama after 4 years, i love her, geovanna i love my best friend sm.
• 0909: a nice day, going out with my family and taking a lot of pics.
• 0910: going back to cat with my family, ??? situations but its ok new earings, i hate to say good bye, really tired.
• 0911: stresseful, i hate math soooooooooooo much, but the girls coming to see me, i love them, brigadeiro.
• 0912: prova de estatistica, not sleeping well, reunião com o quilombo, rap battle.
• 0913: dont remember well, but seeing dodo and thats all.
• 0914: raining day, seeing my friends at night and they're the most precious thing i have im my life.
• 0915: waking up early, speding my day with my friends, i love them so so much, going to a party having a lot of fun, strange/funny situations.
• 0916: stresseful bc of collage and spending my day at home doing things from collage, washing my hair and good feelings.
• 0917: i forgot
• 0918: test, watching a movie at ciencia social class, doing everything that i had to do.
• 0919: boring class, A STORM, messing up my home, doing my homework, nice diner.
• 0920: unconfortable at morning, speding the day at college but taking with the girls, interating with people and im proud of myself, sem luz.
• 0921:studying all day and staying home, at night playing uno w my friends.
• 0922: still studying, ansiedade comendo meu cu, isa doing my makeup, very tiring but my friends.
• 0923: ansiedade comendo ainda mais meu cu, studying again, fucking hot day, missing my home.
• 0924: worried abt my test, feeling ok later, josy's birthday and nice feels about my class.
• 0925: another test, van gogh's book, hot day, cleaning up my room, cooking for myself, my hair is hella pretty.
• 0926: anxiety crises and not sleeping bc of it, stressed. but doing my photoshoot at afternoon, tereza making me feeling the most beautiful woman alive, isa! nice sunset, conecting with nature, good feelings and a day to remember for my whole life.
• 0927: taking the day off fot myself, eating trash and sleeping a lot, feeling upsad about my teacher supporting O coiso.
• 0928: another day off, sleeping very well, dança do ventre class,the girls coming to my place, a lot of talks with maria.
• 0929: lunch w my friends, going to the ato contra o coiso, i love women, the party and my friends, dançando até o pé cair.
• 0930: last day of the month, ressaca!! feeling sleep and tried, pancakes and sweeties, new/old feelings.
• 1001: super hot, feeling pretty but feeling so much sleepy, and doing nothing at all.
• 1002: sleeping well, pround of myself bc im socializating, good day at all, i hate math.
• 1003: going to class and socializing even more, good suprises, rap battle, yep i over it.
• 1004: weird morning, feeling sdjsdf and pretty, the photos from my shoot out sooo, i love my friends, anxiety still there, muitos elogios.
• 1005: alvorada!! calatão is a city w so much culture, nice energy, <3 feelings, seeing the sunrice, not sleeping, a LONG day but going to my Home.
• 1006: sleeping A LOT, reading van gogh's book, photographing, watching videos w raquel, getting a anxiety attack bc he can't win and i'm afraid :(
• 1007: anxiety again, crying a lot of FEAR, i have fear for me and all my friends, nós seremos a resistencia, haddad 13.
• 1008: sleeping well, still having that fear, being useful, mundo dos pequeninos.
• 1009: long day, feeling ungly and sad bc of it, being useful, dkjdjd feelings.
• 1010: cloudy day, paranoid, feeling like sh*t but was my fault, watching vids at night.
• 1011: spending a day w geo, cooking, talks, doing my eyebrowns, watching it a coisa.
• 1012: nct 1st album!!, being useful, watching vids and getting REALLLY frustrated, why people do that?
• 1013: going to see geo and maria, spending a day w them, eating pizza, sleeping at geo's house.
• 1014: uncomfortable night, feeling sad, watching wolf children, bad habits.
• 1015: going out w my parents, nature, watching shape of water, my hair looking pretty, being stupid as fuck.
• 1016: taking pics, pricesa monoke, doing things for sicheng birthday,the universe.
• 1017: boring day, thiking a lot and bad feelings, weird feelings btw.
• 1018: anxiety making myself feel sad, procastinating, getting stressed, watching vids, trying to help my friends.
• 1019:last day in home, doing a lot of things, sad feelings, watching moonlight and feeling really touched.
• 1020: waking up really early, seeing karol and isa, going to a fantasy party having fun but still doing shit with my life but its ok.
• 1021: stressfull and sad bc karol lost her dog, but having a happy ending, feeling sick i dont want to drink anymore, GETTING MY PHOTOS FROM MY PHOTOSHOOT, a beautiful moonlight, meh feelings.
• 1022: waking up late, doing nothing at all, thats it.
• 1023; FINALLY HAVING PEACE, minicurso do quilombo, proud of my friends, going to a bar, having fun, cold.
• 1024: cooking for myself, and taking care of myself, having fun at college and eating a lot, i love my friends.
• 1025: doing nothing at all, going to a bar w my friends but coming home early, sad feelings.
• 1026: funny day, going out w my friends and dancing a lot of soongs that i would never imagine, 4:00 thoughts.
• 1027: SICHENG DAY I LOVE MY BABIE SO MUCH. cooking and gaming with my friends, going out later and what a crazy day with special people.
• 1028: the election day, so sad feelings and he win, that hurt a lot, staying w my friends all that all the matter.
• 1029: crying A LOT, still hurts, mas somos resistencia, strange day.
• 1030: feeling a little bit better but feeling angry letter, a good class, but feeling a lot of angry still.
• 1031: I LOVE RAFAAA, wtf i hate math i dont know what to do, having a surprise but feeling SUPER upsad, i hate myself.
• 1101: feeling a little bit better, for the first time liking the tiago's claass, going out w my friends and hallowen party.
• 1102; what a nice night, feeling tired but nice feelings, feeling really pretty.
• 1103: spending the day at rafa's house, a reaaly nice day and night, broking my cellphone and feeling sad.
• 1104: lazy day, sara, raining, that it.
• 1105: fisiology class, bleh, taking with rafa and feeling really tired.
• 1106: tiring and I HATE MATH AND EVERYTHING ABOUT COLLEGE, waking up late.
• 1107: math's test, laila helping me out but feeling really tired, stressed.
• 1108: sara coming to my house, breakfast, momo's day and fuck still tired.
• 1109: raining day, spending the day at the library with rafa studing, sensite colors, overthinking.
• 1110: waking up early and having class ON SATURDAY, spending the day studying and feeling tired, winrap, e rolês errados.
• 1111: feeling upsad and overything abt last night, studying, beautiful sunset, overthing, cofused abt my feelings.
• 1112: physio test, feeling frustrated and studying the rest of the day w the girls, dinner at RU.
• 1113: not sleeping well, sociais test, finally having so peace, sara, feeling sad without reason.
• 1114: coming home, resting and eating thats it.
• 1115: eating a lot again, coloquei piercing!! atypical day, i love my mom.
• 1116: i wish have more days at home and thats makes me sad, watching a lot of tv shows, i love being at home.
• 1117: geovana coming to my house, cooking, talking a lot and watching movies.
• 1118: going back home and feeling upsad, raining day, feeling lonely and angry, bad feelings.
• 1119: feeling fucking upsad bc of my test, but my friends are with me, still feeling like trash.
• 1120: lol don't remember.
• 1121: better, sleeping well, chenle and jihoon's birthday, laughing a lot.
• 1122: waking up really early begin stressed bc of my period THE MOST FUCKED CLASS OF PSICALYSIS, overthinking

bc of everything, going to see my friends.

• 1123: rafa, rafa, laila and me, doing our work and talking a lot later eating coxinha and sleeping early.
• 1124: raining day and doing nothing at all bc of my bad internet, rafa reading my tarot, really overthinking abt it.
• 1125: doing all my things and getting overthiking.
• 1126: a day with good feelings that i don't remember that well but ok was nice.
• 1127: so much emotions and i deal with all them, and i'm proud, i'm a human and i deserve to feel angry, love and i'm getting better in talking.
• 1128: waking up early for the class i hate, speding the day with my friends, getting stressed bc of college but still laughing a lot.
• 1129: i'm really tired bc of the college and sleeping instead doing my things and getting anxious, FUCK i hate that.
• 1130: the most streesing day ever, staying 12 HOURS AT COLLEGE, and stuyding, thankful that i have my friends.
• 1201: DEZEMBROU, studying all day, but taking breaks to lunch with my friends i love them, anxious.
• 1202: mix of feelings, i'm strong enough to deal with it? yes.
• 1203: physio test, everything goig well, talking with rafa, buying and eating chocolate.
• 1204: sleeping well, dont remember that well but studying w laila, and having funny situations.
• 1205: stressing but doing our homework, rafa's cake, hot day, going to rap battle seeing dodo, good day.
• 1206: everything going ok and relaxing a litte, going out with ppl that i love, raining.
• 1207: SPENDING ALL MY MONEY, new earings at least, hot day, seeing warley after a while, i missed him.
• 1208: daniel's bday, i love my friends they're like family to me, class on saturday, sleeping a lot btw, going out at night, feeling ungly ;/
• 1209: a crazy night, but i repeat i love my friends so much, getting drunk, at afternoon going to rafa's house and eating a lot + watching lgbt movies.
• 1210; tiring day, but doing everything that i have to do, busy day.
• 1211; another tiring day, but talking a lot with the girls, ice cream, hot dayyyyyyyyyy.
• 1212: sleeping a lot, such good afternoon and cleaning up my home, cooking and saying goodbye for part of my friends, overwhelling.
• 1213: packing my things, going to see my babies, saying good bye for the other part of my friends, i'm gonna miss them, i love my friends.
• 1214: my last day at the college finally, hot day!!!!!! ice cream with my friends and saying goood bye at nigh, anxiety bc im going home, pastel.
• 1215: my parents going to take me, coming home, sleeping a lot, going out w the girls bc of my bday, feeling sad at night.
• 1216: my bday!!!!! i love everyone that i have in my life, feeling greatful for everything, good day with a beautiful sunset, blessed. :)
• 1217: FUCKING HOT DAY, going out w my mom and feeling sad idk why, i hate tpm, anxious bc im going to do my tatoo.
• 1218: waking up early, everything going wrong, almost dying on the way of making my tattoo BUT making my first tattoo and i'm in love.
• 1219: taking care of myself, feeling angry but after talking its ok, estephany i love her, HOT DAY AGAIN.
• 1220: svt's comeback!!!!!!!!! hansol w a chocker making my day, i love them, MANIAC WHAT A FUCKING SERIE.
• 1221: i dont remember but probaly finished maniac and cried bc of bts.
• 1222: i forgot it too.
• 1223: waking up early, changing my hair and not having sure if i like it nor not, feeling sad, hate myself.
• 1224: xmas eve, feeling a litle bit better abt my hair BUT STILL, my mom cooking and eating a lot, feeling greatful.
• 1225: 1 year w hansol, i love him, and XMASSSS, i love my babies and a great day, thoughtfull and important.
• 1226: eating a lot, i love bts so much, being greatful, euphoria, long nights.
• 1227: tonalizing my hair, feeling more ok about my days, feelings for tae, its confusing abt everything.
• 1228: i love being comfortable, i love my babies!!! the hunting hill house, trying to me useful but, my dad's bday.
• 1229: tae and jisoo's bday, a lot of love! a beautiful day full of art, feeling happy <3
• 1230: promise by JIMIN, greatful for the year! i'm so lucky for having everyone that i love in my life, feeling overwheling abt everything but in a good way.
• 1231: last day of the year! feeling greatful for having my boys, i love them, WAY V!!!!!! SICHENG, rain day, new years eve.
• 0101: NEW YEAR!!! wishing the best for the year, getting drunk, dancing, what a crazy and funny night, getting tired after and get slepy, and of course he's not my president.
• 0102: organizing my listograph, CHUNGHA'S COMEBACK, being tired and lazy, being confusing again.
• 0103: strange feelings (?), angry bc of stupid people, bts season greatings!
• 0104: not sleeping well, bts vonyage! i love them, taking pics and feeling pretty and good abt how i look, exercising w my parents, fricassê.
• 0105; finally having a good nitht of sleep, editing my pics, i'm really cute, rainy day and being lazy.
• 0106: sunday and sunny, so hot, finishing bts bon boyage i love them, bleh day and feeling sad.
• 0107: feeling upsad and angry mostly of the day, sleeping a lot, overthiking, my headphones broking :(
• 0108: not sleeping well, bts run, walking with my parents, hot day, overthiking.