• Amadeus
• Breckan
• Brielle
• Clementine
• Cole
• Elestia
• Emrys
• Gethin
• Heulyn
• Isaac
• Kenzie
• Kieran
• Luke
• Lylah
• Maeve
• Ranen
• Rory
• Rowan
• Rylie
• Sierra

• I am: Rylie or Hannah (either is fine)
• She/They
• Joy-seeker
• Not dying, just 26

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• Queer: lesbian ⚢, genderqueer

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• Neurodivergent: ADHDer, highly rejection sensitive, pluralistic daydreamer, struggles (a lot) with social identity, gifted, Overexcitable (see Dabrowskian psychology)

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• Aetherial, energy-conscious (intuitive), heliotheist, sensory-seeking, Suprasocietal (as in eff the system), wanderer ∷

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• interests i want to make more time for in 2024 :
  • ancient history, philosophy, mythology
    • i guess i've covered this stuff a little when i've been reading, but i'd love to do a lot more research in this area.
  • baking
    • i haven't baked a single thing. although it's something i'd really like to do, this might not be the right season of my life. i think i need more space + time to commit to this.
  • being outdoors, natural recharging, connection to land, foraging
    • i'm trying to spend as much time as i can outside. work doesn't make this easy, but i'm trying to get out most days. i'm ju...

• Don't do the action, be the action. Don't go on the journey, be the journey.

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• Kirtan Kriya - Sa Ta Na Ma - birth-death-life-rebirth

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• From my Chakra tarot reading
  • Mooladhara : “Don’t go in the corner and try to hide away, make others aware when things are not right. They can help you!” - I belong here, so therefore I deserve not to feel like I have to hide any part of myself. I have been made perfectly as I am. I need to work on expressing my struggles to those around me. If I feel unsafe, it is important that I let others know. If I feel unsafe in the world, it is important for me to seek a community who can empathise with this and offer me support. Two of Fishes can help me to have confidence in my sen...

Watching:

• Doctor Who (surprise surprise... although actually the 1960s ones at the moment)
• GBBO 2024
• RuPaul's Drag Race: UK 2024

Listening to (music):

• the great impersonator halsey
• arsonist halsey
• something good rae morris
• look alive caydus

Listening to (podcasts):

• WoeBeGone - I've gotten weirdly into this

Reading:

• Russo, Meredith - Birthday
• Xygalatas, Dimitris - Ritual
• still dipping in and out of rewilding books and Epicurean philosophy

• Love, Ryan - Arthur and Teddy are Coming Out (finished from 2023)
• Pink, Richard & Emery, Roxanne - Dirty Laundry (finished from 2023)
• Dugan, Jennifer - Some Girls Do (finished from 2023)
• Carson, Anne - Nox
• Poe, Edgar Allan - The Fall of the House of Usher
• Judah, Hettie - Lapidarium
• Frangipane, Ashley - I Would Leave Me If I Could
• Bourne, Holly - Are We All Lemmings & Snowflakes?
• Cutler, Max - Cults
• Braithwaite, Oyinkan - My Sister the Serial Killer
• Smith, Keri - The Wanderers Society
• Pink, Richard & Roxanne - Small Talk
• Pang, Camilla - Breakthrough
• Carson, Anne - If Not, Winter
• Oseman, Alice - Nick and Charlie
• MacGregor, Maya - The Evolving Truth of Ever-Stronger Will
• Nhat Hanh, Thich - Peace Is Every Step
• Burke, Kealan Patrick - The Turtle Boy
• Caillois, Roger - The Writing of Stones
• Jennings, Luke - Panic
• Johnson, Toni Ann - Light Skin Gone to Waste

• w/b October 21st
  • 1. i never loved you halsey
  • 2. the great impersonator halsey
  • 3. arsonist halsey
  • 4. something good rae morris
  • 5. look alive caydus
  • 6. neon lights pim stones
  • 7. casual chappell roan
  • 8. apple charli xcx
  • 9. kehlani jordan adetunji
  • 10. sorry i'm late rory

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• w/b October 14th
  • 1. i never loved you halsey
  • 2. casual chappell roan
  • 3. neon lights pim stones
  • 4. the cool boy gretta ray
  • 5. apple charli xcx