• a witch
  • a fairy
  • someone during the Dark Age
  • candy girl
  • someone during the future
jul 31 2018 ∞
jul 31 2018 +

March 8 - May 4, 2018

  • Johnson has been experiencing increased difficulties with his vehicle. In the latest in the series, it makes a horrible noise when it's idling.
  • Wal-Mart failed to take out money from my mother's card; Johnson was refunded money that he shouldn't have been. So far, both of these are good things....
  • Several delays have occurred in the improvements of Johnson's apartment complex, which is very frustrating for him and his dad, as they were supposed to be moving in there a lot sooner.
  • Annoying problems repeatedly occurring with my mom's phone. I wonder if it will survive past this?
  • Mitch's family went on a cross-country road trip.
    • The route changed over fifteen times.
mar 19 2018 ∞
jul 31 2018 +

This is definitely inspired by the invisible girl's list. Honestly I don't travel very much, although I've always, always wanted to do so! Maybe that can change. ^_^ Anywho, these are the trips that are happening...soon-ish.

  • Tennessee: To visit Johnson's grandmother's grave.
  • McRaven Mansion in Vicksburg, MS

Where to Later?

feb 20 2018 ∞
jul 6 2018 +
  • Buffalo Wild Wings
  • Old Master Chinese Restaurant - It has really good food, but ultimately it's too quiet for my taste. It's somewhere I'd go to every couple months or so.
  • Sweet Frog Premium Yogurt
  • Cracker Barrel
  • Mí Pueblo
  • Olive Garden
  • Tellini's Italiano
jan 30 2018 ∞
mar 19 2018 +
  • Working at McDonald's. I should be a seasonal worker here and work all the time except for the summer! XD Go work at a truck stop so you'll understand....
  • Wanting a new job. McDonald's has fulfilled it's purpose, and I don't really want to be here anymore. I don't hate my job, but I want something better.
  • We are determined to move. We know now that we need to do so as soon as we are able, and I hope before tomorrow we'll know where we're going.
  • A lot of hugs and kisses and cuddles and more....
  • Attempting to get back into my spirituality, my craft, and creating my sacred space.
  • #Resist
dec 31 2017 ∞
dec 31 2017 +

I have a letter journal, where, to put it simply, I sometimes write letters.

  • to the United States of America: "Two Steps Back"
  • to Sanjay
  • to Ivory: "Thank God You Aren't Here"
  • to Republicans
  • to good men
  • to everyone that cares about me: "To Everyone outside the Wall"
  • to the Universe
  • to boys: "It's a Lie"
  • to St. T
  • to Republicans
  • to Satha: "Animals and Humans"
  • to Ascended Master Jesus: "Jesus of Nazareth"
  • to Ivory: "Happy Yuletide, Ivory"
jan 20 2017 ∞
dec 25 2017 +









This has the potential to be a very LONG list, and of course I'm not done. If you have any websites you like, or articles, or anything else, go ahead and drop it in the comments!

relevant lists

jan 14 2017 ∞
jan 14 2017 +
  • Spirituality
    • What is your spirituality like?
    • What religions and beliefs do you draw inspiration from?
    • Why do you believe in demons?
      • What things have you seen?
      • What are some things you do to protect yourself and others?
    • Why do you believe in angels?
      • What things have you seen?
      • What are some things you do to invite the angels into your life?
      • Do you focus on your guardian angel?
    • What is your idea of God?
    • What is your idea of the Devil?
    • Would you like other people to practice your idea of spirituality?
    • What do you believe happens after death?
oct 21 2016 ∞
oct 21 2016 +

At this point, I have very very few clothes left. I need to start buying, like, three days ago. So, to be continued....

  • Underwear
    • Bras (four more)
    • Panties
    • Socks
  • Night clothes
sep 11 2016 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

I don't really have a favorite food, but here are some of my favorites:

  • Swedish Meatball Burgers
  • Coconut Chicken
  • Stromboli
  • Shrimp and Pepper Noodle Bowl
sep 8 2016 ∞
sep 16 2016 +
  • Create-A-Sim
    • Basics
      • name: Brandi
      • species: human
        • perfectly acceptable to change to witch
      • sex: female
      • body: fat
        • some muscles
        • well-endowed
      • age: young adult
    • Hair and Looks
      • hair: longish curly hair (comes with Seasons) or short curly hair (comes with World Adventures); brown
      • eyes: "almond" shaped (first row, second column); brown
sep 3 2016 ∞
jan 22 2017 +

Don't strive to be better than others. Strive to be better than your best self.

  • My best self does not fear her family or her friends. She trusts them not to be violent.
    • In the case where doubt creeps in, she expresses her worry in a kind manner, in a way that allows for people to help or be better.
    • In the case where her doubts are proven, she fixes the situation--and "fixing the situation" depends on the situation.
  • My best self expresses anger and hurt in a way that does not blame, but instead opens the door to either strengthening a good relationship or ending a toxic one.
  • My best self does not allow herself to end up in toxic relationships, and instead surrounds herself with kind-hearted and well-meaning people.
apr 26 2016 ∞
oct 23 2016 +

Ah . . . I've seen this around a few times, so I guess I'm jumping on the bandwagon!

  • 01
    • surgery (ears)
    • time I have gone ghost hunting
    • song that's been written for me
    • drawing of me that is not a self-portrait
    • star that is named after me
  • 02
    • traffic accidents
    • best friends I have had at the same time
    • loved ones who have died
    • roommates I've had
    • fires started while I was cooking
    • times I have been in love
  • 03
jun 20 2016 ∞
dec 25 2017 +

I'm putting this in the "spiritual" category because I think it's the best place for it to go. This is a list of wise sayings and life lessons that I learn throughout the days, months, years, or however long I decide to keep this list up.

  • Love
    • Never worry about finding your soulmate; it is destiny.
    • If he wants you, he will come and find you.
  • Relationships
    • Eventually you realize that sometimes people stay in your heart, but not in your life.
  • Life
    • We have all the time in the world.
    • Don’t carry your mistakes around with y...
apr 8 2016 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

Not a very long list, is it? XD But I'm hoping that it will get longer as time goes on. :) I've been to some smaller cities (e.g., Tupelo, Mississippi, Dickson, Tennessee, etc.), but I'm talking about big cities.

  • Memphis, Tennessee: I went there with my parents when I was younger (maybe seven and eight years old) to go to Liberty Land, an amusement park that I'm pretty sure has since closed down.
  • Tulsa, Oklahoma: Jasper, his brother, his sister-in-law, and myself all traveled to Tulsa to see their father's body. I was just their for moral support.
jun 16 2016 ∞
aug 29 2016 +

"It was June, and the world smelled of roses. The sunshine was like powdered gold over the grassy hillside."

  • tiger lilies growing out by the shed and the neighbor's fence
  • my room smelling like various scents of vanilla
  • my room smelling like sugar cookies
  • the scent of the pond that carried all the way over to my home
  • the fern trees I used them when I was pretending to be a cook
  • the constant want to go swimming
  • the Big Dipper standing above the horizon, dulled by the city lights as we floated in the pool
  • the heavy scent of marijuana in a boiling bathroom
  • the ground steaming from the summer shower
  • the strawberry moon of the summer solstic...
jun 10 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

This will be a never-ending list, and not necessarily one composed of classics. There ones that I found deeply moving, or important, or funny. Not one of my personal favorites, but something in there spoke to me, and maybe it will speak to you, too.

For entertainment and politics:

  • The Hate U Give - Angie Thomas

For entertainment and importance:

  • The Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling
jul 31 2018 ∞
jul 31 2018 +

First, ask yourself:

  • Is the relationship worth saving?
  • Are you willing to change yourself?

If the answer is "yes" to both of those:

  • Exchange needs with your partner. Begin by asking them what is most important to them regarding their life and their relationship, and then work on becoming a better partner. They will often want to improve themselves as well.
  • Stay mentally busy.
  • Be physically affectionate, even when you're upset or angry with your partner. This is really important.
  • Usual tips on dealing with anxiety apply here.
jul 15 2018 ∞
jul 15 2018 +

February 2018

  • If you're planning on moving somewhere, when you're talking to someone romantically, why don't you just tell them that you're planning on moving? I know that you want things to work out, but you shouldn't bend just because they don't want to hear the truth. I can honestly say I've never lost anyone in talking to them about going to Colorado. It is no big deal.
  • Thinking of learning how to blog as a professional.
  • Thinking about studying occult more.
  • Thinking about enacting justice.

March 2018

  • I love Johnson, and I've been crafting a really long list on ways he makes me happy. I'll give it to him for his birthday.
  • Role playing with Mitch.
  • I really, really, really, really, really ...
feb 24 2018 ∞
jul 31 2018 +

This is going to be a really difficult list to write. I've never been good at remembering lyrics, and often times I'll find some lyrics are good even if the rest of the song is terrible. Thus, don't take this as a list of my favorite songs , because it's not.

  • Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette; a lifeless face that you'll soon forget. My eyes are damp from the words you left ringing in my head, when you broke my chest. - "Youth" by Daughter
  • 'Run, run lost boy,' they say to me. 'Away from all of reality. . . .' - "Lost Boy" by Ruth B.
  • This limbo is no place to be a digit in another space. - "Overground" by Siouxsie Sioux and the Banshees
  • Boys only want love if it's torture. Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn ya. - "Blank Space" by Taylor Swift
  • "Have You Ever Seen the Rain?" - by Creed...
feb 23 2018 ∞
jul 15 2018 +
  • Education
    • Understand that going to college gives you an edge, and tons of benefits come with doing so, all throughout your life. You can meet your best friends or lover, and have so much fun--and that's without considering the work that comes with it. Most people would do very well to seek out higher education.
    • You may not be most people. Not everyone needs to go to college. It is not required by law and it is not required by you. Just try to make sure that if you aren't going to college, there's a good reason. You have a business idea, or you're insured a good job without having to work in general labor. You do not want to work in general labor for the rest of your life, I assure you.
  • Money
    • "If you don't find a way to make money wh...
feb 16 2018 ∞
feb 16 2018 +
  • The first lucid dream I had was when I was probably around the age of five. It was a nightmare, where I was outside of a big haunted mansion at night. Gigantic monster eyeballs patrolled the area, and I remember that at least one was chasing me. I knew that I was dreaming, but couldn't wake up.
  • I dreamed that my hometown was in danger, and I had to climb on top of a mountain.
    • It really was a good dream and a great night-time adventure, but I don't remember any other details aside from that. I'm still adding it here, though, because it was so intense.
  • Once again when I was younger, I dreamed that the apartment we were living in at the time was flooded, but I could breathe under water.
jan 6 2018 ∞
jan 6 2018 +
  • Events
    • he brought a bouquet to me at work before we were official
    • anniversary: October 15, 2017
    • HE NAMED A STAR AFTER ME IN TAURUS, revealed to me: December 24, 2017
    • when we moved in together
    • when we made our first home together
  • Favorite Dates
    • the arcade
    • Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory, and window shopping in Belk
    • the arcade again - domination in air hockey
oct 23 2017 ∞
jul 31 2018 +
  • “Show me the quest for scientific proof that heterosexuality exists. It begins and ends with even just one person saying, ‘I’m straight.’” - Any Andre
  • "When all Americans are treated as equal, no matter who they are or whom they love, we are all more free." — Barack Obama
  • "Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" — Author Ernest J. Gaines
  • "It takes some intelligence and insight to figure out you're gay and then a tremendous amount of balls to live it and live it proudly." — Jason Bateman
  • "All of us who are openly gay are living and writing the history of our movement. We are no more - and no less - heroic than the suffragists and abolitionists of the 19th century; and the labor organizers,...
jan 14 2017 ∞
jan 14 2017 +
  • Firstly, I would take $1,000 and buy new clothes.
  • Next, I would take about $5,000 and go to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.
  • I would then hire a financial consultant to help me.

Then . . .

  • Buy a car for myself.
  • Work on credit, then buy houses.


oct 15 2016 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

Or, the various things I would definitely definitely definitely buy and do.

  • Take classes on withcraft.
  • Take classes on astrology.
  • I would buy so many clothes and jewelry.
  • I would have a personal library.
  • I would have an altar room.
  • I would have a she-shed for Mama (equivalent of a man cave).
  • I would have a personal study.
  • I would donate to LGBT+ organizations.
  • I would give $1,000 tips to waiters.
  • I would visit foreign lands.
  • I would give $1,000 or more to ordinary people who were struggling.
  • I would dedicate a lot of time to having side incomes, as well as my business idea.
  • A second house, anyone? If I could afford it.


aug 24 2017 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

What's Changed? Marked off four under Relationships (Romantic), one under Home and Living, one under Aesthetics, two under Angels, one under Miscellaneous; added one to Miscellaneous; added one to Relationships (Romantic).

  • Relationships
    • Romantic
      • Get engaged.
      • Marry.
      • Get to the point where I can say I am no longer in love with Cole.
      • Fall in love again.
      • Have a boyfriend.
      • Have a boyfriend I am in love with.
      • Enjoy reading a book while someone I love (romantically) is reading a book with me.
      • Go through the questions.
jan 19 2016 ∞
jul 18 2018 +

Unless it's to see Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, or any other Harry Potter movie, I'm just not a fan of things related to the TV. I also clam up in crowds, and even if a restaurant is relatively empty I'd still be moderately uncomfortable. So, if things were to go my way . . .

  • Town
    • Spend time walking around on the streets and talking about whatever.
    • If there are any antique shops then we could go in and explore.
    • If I seen a really nice house I could tell him he should buy it for me haha
    • Do something new that neither of you have ever done before that the town offers. If you've never gone to a restaurant (especially if we can just order to go), or you've never been to an area of the park, o...
sep 16 2016 ∞
feb 20 2018 +
  • Astrology
    • Each planet in our solar system rules something. So, what does Earth rule?
      • If there is no life in any of the other planets, does Earth rule nothing?
      • What new Zodiac sign would there be for life on other planets?
    • How does astrology work for other solar systems?
  • Life after Death
    • Reincarnation
      • What is the most amount of times a soul has ever been incarnated?
        • What is the least?
      • Is there a goal beyond ascension?
      • Who are the Ascended Masters?
aug 31 2016 ∞
sep 10 2016 +

From my bucket list: Have a bookshelf dedicated to things that I have written and worked on (for example, notes, poetry, stories, etc). This will be a list of subjects that I'm wanting to dedicate a lot of time to.

  • Finished
    • Drawing Binder I
    • Journal I
    • Journal **
  • Working on Them
    • Drawing Binder II
    • Numerology Binder
    • Fantasy World Building Binder
    • Little Poem Book
    • Journal III
    • Astrology Binder
    • Book of Shadows
      • Experiences (the BOS-style journal that documents my actual thoughts and the going...
jun 27 2016 ∞
jul 31 2018 +
jun 7 2016 ∞
apr 6 2017 +
  • Some things to keep in mind:
    • Even though this is in the Main folder, it probably should go in the Ongoing one. Whatevsss! ^_^
    • I recognize that male and female are not the only genders; however, I've separated this list into those two sexes for convenience!
    • I also recognize that there are many unisex names out there: "Ariel," for example. Because I would rather name my girl Ariel than my boy, I've put it in the girl's section. Nothing personal, right?

Now, onto the list. . . .

  • Male
    • A
      • Albion
      • Alexander
jan 18 2016 ∞
aug 29 2016 +

This section in my bucket list was getting pretty lengthy, so I thought I might want to create a separate list for it. o.o

  • Go to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.
    • Spend at least four days there
    • Go to Hogsmeade
      • Watch the Frog Choir Perform
      • Check out the Flying Ford Anglia
      • Ride on the blue dragon in the Dragon Challenge
      • Ride on the red dragon in the Dragon Challenge
      • Attend the Harry Potter and the Forbidden Journey
      • Attend the tour of Hogwarts Castle
        • Listen to the portraits
      • Visit Honeydukes
jun 13 2016 ∞
dec 24 2017 +
  • Things heated up between Johnson and I, and I got to where I really love him.
  • I started to study professional blogging and decided to prepare to do that.
  • I discovered that my craft is able to do anything and reach anywhere.
  • Johnson moved in with us.
  • Mitch moved to Colorado.
  • We've moved to a much, much better neighborhood.
  • Johnson got a new dog.
  • I changed jobs from McDonald's to Circle K.
  • I discovered The Success Principles by Jack Canfield.
jul 15 2018 ∞
jul 15 2018 +

To find the next up-and-coming trips, click here.


  • Hadrian's Wall



  • draw in Italy
  • paint in Italy



  • Aberdeenshire
    • Drum Castle; Clan Irvine

United States of America

  • California
    • Los Angeles
    • San Francisco
  • Hawaii
feb 20 2018 ∞
jul 13 2018 +
  • J.K. Rowling
  • Mitch
  • Jenna of the White Witch Parlor
  • Gala Darling
jan 30 2018 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

And no disrespect is meant to people who may be from there!

  • Louisiana
  • Boston, Massachusetts
  • Saudi Arabia
  • Most of the Middle East, actually....
  • The Bronx (in New York City)
  • Sri Lanka (yes, I admit it)
  • India
nov 20 2017 ∞
feb 20 2018 +
  • I love how I carry an air of knowledge; since I was young, people around me have guessed that "I'm smart."
  • I love that I have an insatiable thirst for more and more and more knowledge.
  • I love that I do not believe that intelligence is something that matters, in the sense that it should determine whether a person is "valuable"or not.
  • And I love that I am a social justice advocate, and that I believe that all of us should have the right to the pursuit of happiness.
  • I love how I love astrology,
    • and numerology,
    • and occult lore.
  • I love how beautiful my hair is.
jul 5 2017 ∞
aug 3 2017 +
  • Attended a wedding.
  • Attended a traditional funeral.
  • Been on an air plane.
  • Been on a bus that did not belong to an educational center.
  • Went to a march.
  • Went to any type of protest.
  • Lived in a house.
  • Had a brand new car.
  • Been on a train.
  • Vlogged.
  • Rode a roller coaster at an amusement park (I've only done that at fairs).
  • Visited another country.
  • Went to another continent.
  • Learned how to swim.
  • Been to a professional sports game.
  • Seen a white Christmas.
  • Been waxed.
  • Moonbathed.
  • Performed a spell with another person.
jan 23 2017 ∞
may 23 2017 +

"From the 200,000 disabled people murdered during the Holocaust, to the ugly legacies of eugenics and prison-like institutions for the disabled, to the 2016 attack against disabled people in Japan, both history and the present are awash with examples of governments and individuals enacting ideologies which aim to maintain a “pure” and healthy gene pool."

This has the potential to be a very LONG list, and of course I'm not done. If you have any websites you like, or articles, or anything else, go ahead and drop it in the comments!

relevant lists

jan 17 2017 ∞
jan 17 2017 +
  • If in the U.S., you can sign up at This Is My Oath. Doing so is completely free, and they will provide you with informative links, as well as places to donate to help your cause, and give you ideas of things to do, such as call the nearest PFLAG chapter and ask them how you can help. You are in no way obligated to donate or do anything by TIMO.
  • PFLAG - an organization that helps LGBT+ individuals, their families, their friends, and their allies.
    • Mega Simple Ways to Support PFLAG
      • Buy anything at all from Amazon, and they will get a minimum of 5% of the money.
      • Become familiar with organizations that support them, and buy from them if they sell something to your taste.
    • Direct Ways to Support PFLAG
jan 13 2017 ∞
jan 14 2017 +
  • Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins.
  • Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) by Yana Toboso.
  • When they tell me that I'm safe with them.
  • Red Dead Redemption: Undead Nightmare
  • Banjo & Tooie
  • Charmed
jan 7 2017 ∞
feb 16 2018 +
  • Crookshanks stretching on the table. IT WAS SO FREAKING CUTE!!!
  • The way the sunlight shone upon the brown rocks in the morning.
  • The half Moon peeking out from the clouds.
  • Snowflakes coming down, down, down.
  • The feeling of being surrounded by angels.
  • Pink and orange clouds coat the horizon as the Sun sets in the West.
  • The weather was once so biting, and now it feels like spring.
  • The Moon appearing behind the hazy clouds.
  • The Full Moon of Cancer.
  • It's late January in America and we have the A/C going. It's beautiful, there's a breeze, the clouds are wonderful....
  • I went outside and there was a guy walking around the block and singing a tune. I ...
jan 1 2017 ∞
apr 6 2017 +

And I mean close, genuine friends, and not just people I liked hanging out with.

  • Luna, my best friend from kindergarten to third grade.
  • Trisha, my best friend for a few months in fifth grade.
  • Jasper, my best friend from the ages of ten to nineteen.
  • Ivory, my best friend for five years.
  • Sanjay, a very close friend from August 2016 to January 2017.
  • Mitch, my current best friend. He used to be Jasper's fiancee, but after the two of them broke up we continued to talk and just kept getting closer.
dec 17 2016 ∞
feb 16 2018 +

I say "screw that" to . . .

  • Never going outside of America and seeing the world.
  • Never exploring my own country.
  • Not ever getting some way to make money by the time I'm twenty-three.
  • Never having lived alone by the time I'm thirty.
  • Never going on a roller coaster.
  • Staying in toxic relationships--whether they're friendships or romance.
  • Not doing what is best for me.
  • Not doing what is best for other people (so long as what is best for them is not terrible for me).
  • Not being alive. Not feeling alive. Pretending to be a paper bag when really I can be, and act, and say so much more. When really I can inspire others to be so much more. No more feeling afraid of offending other people for things that aren't off...
sep 7 2016 ∞
jul 6 2018 +

Here is a list of things that I really like, most of which I want to incorporate into my look in some way or another and / or am using for inspiration. In other words, if I link you to a model wearing a Lolita outfit, it doesn't mean that I want to wear that outfit, or something vaguely like it. It could mean that I like the pattern, or the color, etc.

sep 12 2016 ∞
sep 16 2016 +

This list was inspired by the epic Olivia. I'm having so much trouble thinking of anything, though xD

  • In England, the price or princess became king or queen as soon as they turned eighteen.
  • And royalty is exactly how you see it on Disney.
  • Both Scotland and Wales were a part of England; Wales was a small island to the southeast of England, and Scotland was Northern Ireland.
  • My toys would come to life at night and strangle me.
  • If I gave my toys away, or let anything happen to them, I would be a bad mommy.
  • If I had to scratch one arm, I would have to scratch the other to make sure it didn't feel lonely.
  • And that extended to absolutely everything.
  • Kindergarten would be like high school in...
jul 6 2016 ∞
sep 16 2016 +

Interpals is a website that allows people to become virtual pen-pals . . . basically. People use it for all kinds of things, but that's the "official" use for it. I've been on there for a year now, and I've come into contact with some . . . interesting characters. Here they are:

  • The guy who told me that he had been put into a hospital for the mentally ill. "I liked it there. It was like the Internet. Everybody said what was on their minds."
  • A person who told me that they had an OOB experience. According to them, they switched bodies. Originally a man, but now a girl. Was married and everything. Highly unrealistic, and if it's the truth then they're a crappy husband if they'll give up the love of their life after two or three missed phone calls!!!
  • Cole, the guy I fell in love with. Also t...
aug 25 2016 ∞
jan 6 2017 +
  • I kept at least mostly cool under attack and got enough evidence that I knew would be needed to support my side of the case.
  • I decided to quit wasting time and became more productive.
  • I am constantly in the process of trying to grow emotionally.
    • I know this isn't something that is actually DONE but I'm counting it here anyway, because it's a lot better than the way I was a few years ago.
  • I've learned several constellations and other astronomy facts.
  • I've learned a ton of astrology, and am also always learning more. I really am proud of this one, perhaps because of my Pisces influence or perhaps because it all seemed really daunting at first, and now it's not so bad.
aug 13 2016 ∞
jul 6 2018 +