—— mars

• so. hi, and why have I not logged in for almost two months? finished mock exams well, but then had multiple mini breakdowns. fml. hearing back from my top choice school at the end of the month...
• cram studying, but also enjoying break a lot--had the chance to discover some cool new music, was gifted a sub to my favorite streamer, i've been slowly getting back into journaling and planning, which helps to feel a bit more in-control of things.

—— janvier

• apps have not been turning out well, although my first choice school has advanced me -- !!!???
• had an awful, overwhelming day with hundreds of deadlines and an online interview for my top-choice school that I was terrified of, but then everything turned out wonderfully?? the production of cinderella that I had to attend turned out to be a sapphic spinoff, i went to my favorite cafe, and there was a cute puppy at the cafe who wanted to be petted 🥺