• i can see mother mary taking shape in the corner of my eye tonight
  • ill write something if i stay home on certain days
  • thinking about leaving everything behind again
  • mother mary and peppino from pizza tower; hes in the corner
  • i hate the stupid fucking weirdcore eyes everywhere thing cause guess what my brain sees on my walls
  • stupid! stupid! william is stupid! protest my very existence;; i know you dont want me here
  • i keep living to spite others :]
  • william is being a nuisance
  • keep to yourself
  • its all make-believe im ok theres no way this has anything to do with my health
  • im making things up its not real
  • why does jg hurt so bad whats wrong with you whats wrong with you
  • gaslighter quit it
  • stop it stop it you did that to yourself look iys all your fault
  • nobldy cares just drop the act
  • awful
  • the feeling has not left me
  • the least i can do is think about super milk chan, pizza tower, orr time fcuk
  • i like the detail of peppino saying "paranoid" when you leave him idle when the showtime counter is counting down
  • gravitating to this so much because i live in constant fear and my hands are sweaty all the time
  • im going to throw up
  • whats rude to you is just;; thats just how i make myself feel comfortable
  • im scared and dont know what to do
  • my friends think im too weird
  • journal 2/8/23 !! i have to remind myself,
  • updated personal favorite music albums
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