- i had a pretty bad breakdown but its ok now because i played pizza tower and it made me stop crying
- its like jangling keys for a small baby to get them to shut up
- im detaching again but this time its because I don't feel close to people as much as i did one day ago
- it makes me feel bad thinking about it
- they dont want to listen to what i have to say
- i dont matter to them yet
- tired woke up dry eyes
- tgis bacon tastes a little funky
- i want to be more open; but no no i dont actually
- i live in fear and paranoia
- its ok!!! because i know i can make it through all by myself if i have to
- pizza tower touhou mod; ummm started on portraits for pepperman and i already have ideas on how i'll do the background
- progress has to br put on held for a bit cause i have to work on art portfolio shit;
- i dont mind but i really wanna keep working on my mod;
- time to get up right now
- woe, tv be upon ye :0]
- im about to have an explosive reaction im almost at my limit
- i should draw until i get sick
- you have to kill someone to be heard
- blehh
- william mad
- expect violence
- i gotta get out of here its not safe here
- my throat hurs i feel like cryinf
- waaahhh i havent thought about killing myself for a long time
- its fine i'll have pizza tower when i get home
- either super sensitive or emotionally distant; one or the other
- i am shaking; my head hurts ; listen to a little boy cry for a little longer
- and maybe one day i could spit bars and get a fat stack
- maybe disappear from the earth every time i dont post
- youre not taking my love for pizza tower away from me its how i cope at this point
- therapy is only 20 bucks if you know where to look
- your friends aren't therapists they dont even perceive you as a person
- when youre not a part of the "hivemind" they cant feel empathy towards you; they look at you like youre only pavement
- its ok; because uou havr more potential then they ever will; you have a soul
- i should get into the "cool wizard image" fanclub
- im gonna use ":0]" and other variations with the nose because its likr pissahead
- im still half me steven time fcuk; fictional characters make me happy i could live my whole life like this
- like the guy who married hatsune miku but i marry Steven from time fcuk
- i'll never foorrrggett youuuuu!!!
- :03
- .^o^.
- <c0:]
- loook!! pizzahead ! [:0D>
- everyone hates him and i get why but i just think hes a little silly
- i assume he wanted to fire a big laser at peppino's pizzeria cause he was bored
- the things i do to keep myself happy ;;
- i dont know what i have im not diagnosed with anything; so i assume im normal
- but people tell me this isnt normsl
- like their word would have any effect on me
- i say as i fall into detachment again because someone called me a coward for being busy
- hide away!! your face doesnt belong here!!
- pizzaface,,
- [:0o> that was pizzahead sorry;;
- i wanna draw pizzahead agaga
- i still love noisette;;
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