- march???? huh where am i?
- i return the "ITS OVER.." list icon when im feelin it...
- setting up for march now ig.,.,
- i dont feel so bad.. only a little sleepy and worried..
- avoise the noise,
- leg hurts!! so cold!! im freezing
- debating on playing pizza tower again cause its there
- its on my laptop i look up from my bloody fingers and i see it on limy laptop
- sssnnssfd ~sniffle ~sniffle its cold
- my plan is to play pizza tower when im mentally at my worst again, which probably wont happen unless i think too hard about it
- ill probably just play it like normal someday i just need to get some things out of my system
- i think i think ! i'll be ok today iff not just a little cold:: my
- leg my leg still aches ow ow ouww sharp pains from my frozen blood
- i think im faking schizophrenia, (i ahve t said that i ever had it but people tell me i am a schizophrenic)and i think i all i think i convinced or gaslit myself into believing that i show symptoms when in reality i never had any of the symptoms in the fistbplace i just forced myself to believe i do until the point where i begin to act out symptoms
- inconvenienced,,
- animating two things at once,!! this will take a long time!
- an archive of Pom Pom's Eleven by RClock
- project the thoughts from my fingertips to the digital world.
- computerized neuron links
- if you look up "listography pizza tower" i am the first result and thats problematic to everyone including me
- oh im making things worse aren't i!
- actually if you look up my url name and listography you can just see my journal entries on google.
- thats a really specific search query so i doubt anyones gonna find it through there
- thats a win for william!!
- im still going with the whole "hidden but out there if you know where to look;" kind of deal here.. In truth i am nobody,, but you are too.
- not in a nihilist kind of way but in a umm.. "live your life the uh way that you would like to live it?? without the perception of , nasty people saying not good things about you cause your.e youre not really real.,"
- im sorry for being stupid. im so horrible im horrible;
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