dear isak. i'm now sitting at the place where we first met and thinking about you. it's soon 21:21. i want to tell you a thousand things. i'm sorry for scaring you. i'm sorry i hurt you. i'm sorry for not telling you that i'm bipolar. I was scared of losing you. i had forgot that it's not possible to lose someone, that all people are alone anyways. in another place in the universe we are together for eternity, remember that. i love you. even.