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Poor dead flower? when did you forget you were a flower? when did you look at your skin and decide you were an impotent dirty old locomotive? the ghost of a locomotive? the specter and shade of a once powerful mad American locomotive?

Z follows:
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anita notes (bedroom organization)
notes (to revise for submission)
notes (upcoming film watchlist)
Mayah books (textbook shopping)


  • De Daumier-Smith's Blue Period
    • Suddenly…the sun came up and sped toward the bridge of my nose at the rate of ninety-three million miles a second. Blinded and very frightened, I had to put my hand on the glass to keep my balance. When I got my sight back, the girl had gone from the window, leaving behind her a shimmering field of exquisite, twice-blessed, enamel flowers.
    • no time at all everything I touched turned to solid loneliness.


  • Sunflower Sutra
    • Poor dead flower? when did you forget you were a flower? when did you look at your skin and decide you were an impotent dir...
apr 7 2015 ∞
jun 24 2015 +
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  • michael's deeply loving loveliness and endless sincerity
  • hozier's unbelievable sexiness
  • david foster wallace's infinite loneliness
may 14 2016 ∞
jul 24 2016 +

i am feeling down lately in different ways! i need to fix my health

  • schedule emergency dentist appointment
  • schedule 2nd dentist
  • schedule eye appt.
  • schedule therapy
  • try to get discount gym membership
  • schedule check-up
  • finish a book
  • pack lunches for fun
  • schedule driving lessonz
may 29 2016 ∞
jul 24 2016 +

i am so stressed out lately! so i am going to do an experiment where i do the opposite of what i usually do!

My Experiment

  • sing cherry wine and pretend i sound as good as hozier
  • think about caroline polachek music videos all day
  • roll all my change and put it in a box
  • cook and pack some food 4 fun
  • leave ur computer @ home and read books at night
  • call your friends on the phone more
  • everytime you want to use fb play the pizza game or sailor moon crystal
  • hang out with some new friends!
  • invite them places with u
  • take ur vitamins and schedule a doc appt.
  • go on a subjective components walk
  • dress like jenny slate
may 11 2016 ∞
may 11 2016 +

he's my remote controller oh oh

  • actually read one of your film books
  • return all of your stuff to the library
  • take care of yourself
  • stop taking yourself on dates and spending all your money
  • appreciate who you are on your own
  • start saving because it's time to travel or move (or both)
  • take those damn driving lessons with somebody else
  • get your hair dyed again
  • go get your new glasses so that you can see
  • be a true badass (which is what you are)
jun 7 2016 ∞
jul 24 2016 +