• read the second half of the book of laughter and forgetting and write about it
  • comment from last week
  • comment from this week
  • pick up a copy of "my century"
  • and begin reading
  • meet with justin and alec
  • send bob ross an apology email
  • read psychology hw
oct 25 2016 ∞
oct 27 2016 +

i'm my remote controller oh oh

  • take mini bags for
    • makeup/hair
    • periods/ibuprofen etc
    • chargers/headphone splitters/tablet stand
    • pencils/pens/ministapler
  • create coffee fund for going out to coffee shops and working, and make sure to do that at least once a week to get things done
  • create a bus fund or buy a bus pass to help yourself get around without being exhausted
  • try taking your bike out? or maybe invest in a better bike
  • yoga and ballet for sanity fund!
    • free yoga @ library
    • $10 heated yoga
aug 19 2016 ∞
aug 27 2016 +


  • De Daumier-Smith's Blue Period
    • Suddenly…the sun came up and sped toward the bridge of my nose at the rate of ninety-three million miles a second. Blinded and very frightened, I had to put my hand on the glass to keep my balance. When I got my sight back, the girl had gone from the window, leaving behind her a shimmering field of exquisite, twice-blessed, enamel flowers.
    • ...in no time at all everything I touched turned to solid loneliness.


  • Sunflower Sutra
    • Poor dead flower? when did you forget you were a flower? when did you look at your skin and decide you were an impotent dir...
apr 7 2015 ∞
jun 24 2015 +
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  • michael's deeply loving loveliness and endless sincerity
  • hozier's unbelievable sexiness
  • david foster wallace's infinite loneliness
may 14 2016 ∞
jul 24 2016 +
  • you do not need to keep redefining your aesthetics. your aesthetics are fine. your aesthetics are defined. you are naturally yourself! don't worry about silly things like your hair and clothes and makeup, (especially when they already look good, ok!)
  • what you should be working on is staying physically active, taking your vitamins, eating healthy food, drinking water, getting your school work done, having fun meeting new people and being nice to yourself :) enjoy your friendships, your work-life, your lovely love for another human being, and your art! try not to glamorize sadness in your mind as authenticity. instead it is less than your best self! don't be the one to hold yourself back. let your life grow :)
aug 19 2016 ∞
aug 19 2016 +

i am so stressed out lately! so i am going to do an experiment where i do the opposite of what i usually do!

My Experiment

  • sing cherry wine and pretend i sound as good as hozier
  • think about caroline polachek music videos all day
  • roll all my change and put it in a box
  • cook and pack some food 4 fun
  • leave ur computer @ home and read books at night
  • call your friends on the phone more
  • everytime you want to use fb play the pizza game or sailor moon crystal
  • hang out with some new friends!
  • invite them places with u
  • take ur vitamins and schedule a doc appt.
  • go on a subjective components walk
  • dress like jenny slate
may 11 2016 ∞
aug 19 2016 +
  • peanut sesame noodles
  • rice bowls:
    • egg bowl
    • sauteed vegetables bowl
    • smoked rainbow trout bowl
    • chicken teriyaki bowl
    • shrimp bowl
    • broccoli cashew bowl
  • bagel, egg, vegetable sandwiches
  • spaghetti
  • pasta putanesca
  • noodles with tuna, spinach, lemon and grape tomatoes
  • stuffed shells
  • trader joe's sun-dried tomato ravioli
  • vegan caesar salad
  • buttery pasta with Parmesan cheese
  • mini burritos with rice
  • feta pasta
  • mini pizza
aug 19 2016 ∞
aug 19 2016 +

he's my remote controller oh oh

  • actually read one of your film books
  • return all of your stuff to the library
  • take care of yourself
  • stop taking yourself on dates and spending all your money
  • appreciate who you are on your own
  • start saving because it's time to travel or move (or both)
  • take those damn driving lessons with somebody else
  • do not get your hair dyed again
  • go get your new glasses so that you can see
  • be a true badass (which is what you are)
  • pack your lunch for work everyday!!! pack your lunch for everything
  • go through your closet and pick out what you're going to donate//sell//keep
  • schedule therapy
  • probably downgrade your phone :'( if that...
jun 7 2016 ∞
aug 5 2016 +