• 10/7: got some good music going.
• 10/8: I can't believe I missed all the events with the night sky.
• 10/9: terribly ill. :(
• 10/10: I just found out how much I need to do. Not enough energy and focus for everything.
• 10/11: interesting day. got to Silver I. wish I can go see a movie but can't go anywhere.
• 10/12: Got much done. but read too much till too late...
• 10/13: wish I can just sit down and talk to someone over tea...
• 10/14: Today is a beautiful day to nap. ; lonely dinner with class.
• 10/15: FUCKING BS! Angry, disappointed, sad, frustrated, stressed.
• 10/16: Kinda wanted to ask dat girl out... maybe, maybe not... probably not. Me, being loved? Meh, unlikely... maybe on a rather joyful day so that I can take rejection well.
• 10/19: ABGT#100 was the best concert ever!
• 10/22: quite a discouraging career fair.
• 10/23: Just so exhausted... emotionally, physically...
• 10/26: I carved a pumpkin!
• 10/27: Possibly from exhaustion, my morning is a musical in my head. ; it was a great, glorious and honorable dinner with Celicia.
• 10/28: Today was rather emotional: Often, I know people are lying to me, but I choose to believe them anyway. Out of the love for them, and out of the belief that they have good intention. Though it hurts quite a bit; I threw away the pumpkin I carved. And it made me sad when I did it...
  • highlight of the day: help a friend with math hw and another friend with psychology hw. felt good knowing things for a bit.
• 10/29: Decided not to go to the career fair today. I know I should but I am just too exhausted.http://listography.com/khl#

Try to avoid survivors. They'd do anything to survive - including stabbing your back.

• 10/30: Feeling classy tonight with Vivaldi, Beethoven, Mozart, Tchaikovsky and Chopin.
• 10/31: First time ever that I have a costume for Halloween but I ended up lending it to my friend and just drinking tea at home with my laptop. (o.o)