april

• not a terrible month in general but really bad on anxiety like...the worst w/ several panic attacks
• last snowstorm of the season (hopefully)
• went on a trip which was like 40% fun 60% death, but i mean it was an adventure and a learning experience right

may

• better weather which means happier m
• just tryna hold out until the school year is over. i know summer will be good
• got a new laptop named waffle that i love
• l is retiring and ouch, that one hurts, but he'll be the new m.a. director which is super cool for him

june

• it doesnt feel like the end of a year. this grade went by way too quickly whats happening!!
• stress about getting into uni. scared it wont happen. but in a rly good mood other than that