this is not one more of my basic love letters, even though it has a lot of this feeling that i have for the six of you. mungjun, jinwoo, dongmin, bin, minhyuk and sanha, in some ways older brothers, even if i don't have any knowledgement from you, but still, you are a huge part of me. i know i am not grateful enough for your presence in my life, for the enormous happiness you cause in me, i should thank more, say that i love you more, i am sorry. myungjun, a man that owns a incredibly sweet voice, that already made me cry out of fascination, don't feel obligated or pressured to have an athletic body and abs, we love you and your body the way you like it, whatever it is if you stay healthy. jinwoo, now it's time to talk about you. don't force yourself too much, don't exercise too much, you have to rest and take care of yourself so we can watch you smile forever. never stop smiling, please. dongmin, i think you are who i have more words to say to. firstly, i understand you in not feeling enough next to your friends, it looks like you're so small next to talented people, at least it's what i feel. going on, i don't know how to explain in words how beautiful is your admiration for the members, how much you don't want anything to make them look what they aren't,that make'em look bad, and this attitude of yours show the gorgeous person you are. i have so much more thing to say and i also want to hug you, but i simply can't. lee dongmin, i honestly can't describe your giant significance, not only in my life, but in the life of thousands of arohas all over this globe, without counting the members, your friends and family. actually all of you are, but i feel that you, for some reason i can't understand, is the one who needs to listen to this the most. cha eunwoo can be the boy only known for his huge, unreal and unbelievable natural beauty, but i get sad for the ones who only see you because of that. you're one of the most talented boys i have ever had the chance to see, even think, and if you let me, meet. besides being a expetacular pianist, i think you're the owner of one of the best voices i have ever heard and has in your voice the power of dominating my soul and bring me calmness, and i thank you infinitely. binnie, my now not-that-small coconut candy, i really have been quite amused with all your growth, i know you're still a simple teenager, but i still get surprised with your changes. now is the most important time for you to take care of yourself, don't force yourself too much, don't work out too much, okay? i'm afraid you get sick or something like that, so eat right and well, continue to be healthy, please. and i would like to ask you to not to pressure myungjun, please. now, minhyuk, my sweet and talented boy that soon will be overaged, and it's even hard for me to believe. i know it's cliche, but be careful, because you will be 100% responsible for your actions, and don't drink too much either, because it's not good for you. besides everything, be aware of people, they can abuse your innocence, take care of yourself well. sanha, my little love, my kid, thanks for existing in the first place. second, i want you to grow well, take care of yourself and study a lot to go well at school, don't force yourself too much, because you're still growing. anyways, you are the boy i worry less about, and don't take this the wrong way, it's because you have 5 amazing 'hyungs' taking care of you. it is the moment where i talk about you six again, i know that i always repeat this, but i don't think there's a better definition of your influence on my life than calling you 'my universe'. you are all my universe, my reason to smile is seeing you smile. my six big loves,i want to hug you so bad, or even only see you, doesn't even has to be from up close, just to know you're there and so that you unconsciously know that i exist. i know as well that i don't support you enough, i'm not what you deserve. between so many amazing people around the world, i had to be the one to like you, i'm sorry for not being as good as the other arohas, i'm sorry for not loving you enough. it's amazing how my dreams minimally have a conexion with you, is even surprising for me, i had never gotten this attached to an idol like this before you, you really did change my life, no doubt, and i will never thank you enough. i could say this again and again forever, how much i love you, and how much you changed my life, because there would be no eding, and wouldn't be enough. concluding, all that i said along this letter came from my honest heart, is up for you to believe or not. is incredible how i say like you're actually going to read, even if it's never going to happen. anyways, i don't have much more to say. i love you.