just for fun

• shoutout to darcania? yatasal? zephyrkul? i don't actually know what name you prefer but I knew you first as darc so i'll call you that lmk if u want it changed anyways thanks for talking to me through junior year and just being wonderful in general and for helping me out in warframe and for all the d&d / tabletop sessions, i know i cut out a lot and thanks for bearing with me through everything. thank u for all the wonderful pictures of your dog too. she's precious and so are you
• shoutout to thaconius also, i knew you first as "darc's roommate" but seriously you're awesome. thanks for putting up w/ me in all the tabletops as well - thanks for *introducing* me to all these tabletops we should do more of them really - thanks for walking me through warframe, thanks for just being good in general. ur twitter feed is good content (thank u for following me back & chatting w/ me) and yeah. daisy is a little hellion im sure but i still support both of u. you've always been patient and understanding 2 me and i appreciate that.
• shoutout to yalkan who i first met through "dear yalkan" which i gotta tell u was an Experience really. i havent seen much of u lately but i hope you're doing well and having a good time w/ ur lady. thanks for being the one to talk to me most at first, through my NS experience, through just my hs junior/senior year struggles, and for putting up with my badgering and complaining and thanks for the sharing of ur pfps LOL. you're a delight and i hope everything's going well.
• it kinda feels like im writing my last will and testament except... except i dont have anything to give legally LOL so have my love and affection
• manic_intent: god i adore u. only a tiny bit of hero worship here i swear but honestly. thank u for blessing us all w/ ur writing and on-point commentary, i think u'd be surprised to know how much joy i get out of ur writing and even just ur tweets. i may have issues, actually, but yeah thanks for brightening up my life. i would like to be awesome friends but i think that might be awkward for you also i am big scaredy cat and all my courage got used up on direct messaging you that One (1) time. thanks for everything. is it bad that i want to reply to all your tweets with sparkling hearts? bc i do.
• alex1331xela - canada friend - thanks for buying me RBG, negotiating with void at like 3 AM ur time, just being a generally cool guy overall. it was a wild time and couldn't have done the whole TC without you. honestly tho thanks for all the time and effort u spent on a silly browser game with me. it was golden. i feel like i could do a buddy cop film with you, good cop, bad cop, that actually was like 90% of our working relationship wasn't it
• acinonyx - honestly u scare me a little ( a lot? ) and i think you're most likely to ever find this and read this just bc i can believe u keep tabs on everyone u met through place and all our personal information LOL and names and all. still you're awesome - i definitely respect the guts it takes to run AFIP for so long and keep it going strong - and irl i'm pretty sure you're rad too. just don't uh out me? thanks HAHA nervous laughter. enjoy texas. i feel like an irl meetup would be awkward AF but i'd be willing to try for you. sorry about leaving u on read ... not that involved anymore.
• sugo, ily u make me feel better about what i write and your writing makes me feel better too. i want to get to know you better.
• dream, you cutie you, thanks for actually engaging with me to a level that i didn't expect... i think i was just lonely and wanted someone to share things with when i reached out and im really glad we know each other now. i have to admit there is a bit of a cultural difference sometimes and definitely an age and experience gap but i really value ur friendship. STOP SMOKING.
• zhuk... cute cat... i Would Die For You and that scares me a little bit but i love you a lot more so it evens out
• if i write these for people i know IRL i will die. i will die i don't think i could. we'll hold off on that and just push all of it into a stare that could kill god probably
• my trick for this section is that im hoping its long enough that nobody reads it carefully enough to actually see their name. coughing.