I am so down atm & can't get myself feeling optimistic. Need to get out of here, need to have hope in myself. I am extremely excited to fly out to NYC next week. I don't know, I feel like that trip might change things for me. Maybe my outlook, maybe I'll get even more bitten by the traveling bug. Either way, I want to roam the streets & look at beautiful art & share picnics with my beloved.

Beautiful things/things I may want:

• Carmen top, American Apparel
• A bouquet of roses
• The color red
• The compact Too Faced Love Flush comes in!
• ZIMMERMANN everything ♡
• I Love Juicy shampoo & Sex Bomb bath bomb, Lush Cosmetics

I'd love to:

• open an online vintage/second hand boutique w. also some handmade items
• prepare raw & vegan cakes

I've been eating & craving only salads, pita chips & hummus, & iced teas & coffee *all vegan ofc!* Feeling very happy with my eating habits as of late.

• chick'n ranch salad
• ceasar salad
• dandelion tea w. agave nectar
• TJ's ORGANIC plain hummus & reduced guilt pita chips
• Calaffia almond milk hazelnut creamer ♡
• Chocolate covered strawberries ♡