PLEASE READ: I believe that there are different versions of us in other "worlds," or universes. Similar to the belief of reincarnation, I personally think that these other versions of us can show themselves to us when you learn to understand yourself on a spiritual level. A discovery of your inner spirit, and of the lives you have lived or are meant to live. (Insight) There are infinite universes, worlds, and realities. What we know to be ours right now is not the only possible reality, and to think as much is to be of a shallow mind. Learning about yourself, and discovering who you are, takes time, and as a witch, I've learned to be open to the possibility of anything. This also includes reincarnation and dual-spirited bodies. For lack of better words, I refer to these as "kins," but I still would rather not be associated with "otherkin" due to bad experiences. Please be respectful.

- This will always be a work in progress because, as I change, I learn more about who I am, and I learn more about what I'm able to relate to now vs then. I'm always honest about this because one must stay true to themselves at all costs. -

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P R I M A R Y

i. Lucifer

This one means more to me than any other. I've always felt a sort of sympathy for the devil and talks of the Christian God always made me uncomfortable. I've learned to be less uncomfortable after realizing that I connected to the devil on a level that I hadn't been able to comprehend before. I've never seen him as evil or a wrong-doer. I see him as the punisher of evil and highly misunderstood. For a long time I've believed that I would be his vessel, but at this current point in my life I feel like I already am him. This the reason that I connect to demon-related things so much, and why a majority of my characters are demons; though my characters were like this for a very long time, I just never put two and two together until the last year or so. I get extremely defensive/protective over the name Lucifer/Satan/the devil, and I would prefer that you didn't refer to yourself as him if you talk to me. It's just that I connect to Lucifer more than I can connect to myself most of the time and I use him as a coping mechanism a lot.

  • I have nothing against demon-kin, and even if you kin with the devil it's okay to talk to me! I would never shut someone out over something like that, just try to be respectful, okay?

ii. Dragons

I believe I may have been or currently am, in another life, a black dragon. I like to collect dragon-related things like figurines and posters and I tend to hoard items until I'm forced to get rid of them, most notably my old stuffed animals and toys from my childhood that I can't bear to part with, alongside other items that aren't even of the slightest bit of value or use but I seem to always think I'll need. (i.e, shreds of paper, broken pencils, etc,.) In my dragon life, I prefer hoarding gold, which is why gold is my current favorite color, but I also really love green, blue and red, which may relate to gems and stones.

iii. Pirates

I think in a past life I was definitely a pirate! I've always yearned for adventure and I have a deep passion for things relating to the 18th-19th century. I absolute love ships but I don't care much about modern-day ones, and I'm currently trying to get the items for a pirate outfit. I yearn to see the ocean one day in person. I love jewelry and knickknacks, and I think that may be because in my past life I enjoyed collecting things just like in my dragon life, but mostly I collected things of value such as gems, gold trinkets, art, and jewelry. I also tend to refer to everyone as "mate" a lot!

V. Royalty

I fluctuate between calling myself a prince and a king. I have a love for all things related to royalty and I yearn to be treated like such, though I'm humble for the most part and therefore when I don't have a "god complex" (which happens sometimes due to certain events) I tend to think I'm not worthy of being treated like a king, despite, like I said, yearning for it. Because of this, I don't actively search for it, but if my complex kicks in I may act extremely high and mighty and believe that I'm better than everyone else. This is relatively rare though... Still, I list Royalty as a main because I love seeing crowns and royal outfits, reading about kings, and the medieval times are one of my favorite eras. If you call me "prince" or "king" I'll probably get flustered but it'll be one of the best feelings tbh.

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i. Edward Kenway (Assassin's Creed: Black Flag)

I find comfort in this oaf because of my past life as a pirate. I relate to him a lot because of his personality and his love of adventure (and alcohol, haha) and though I don't think I am him, I definitely can find comfort in seeing pictures of him and playing the game. I love him dearly and see him as an escape from reality when I play.

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