here is what the being(s) fronting is currently thinking:

Jan 17 - 10:14 pm:

  • I'm a monster.

Jan 17 - 10:22 pm:

  • He went to bed. Now I can let myself be... like this without having to worry about him being fucking rude to me because of it.

Jan 17 - 10:41 pm:

  • I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.

Jan 17 - 10:55 pm:

  • Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monstter. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster.

Jan 17 - 11:09 pm:

  • MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER. MONSTER.

Jan 17 - 11:35 pm:

  • Stupid violent monster.
  • I break everything.
  • Even myself.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.

Jan 17 - 11:53 pm:

  • Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Broken. Violent broken monster.

Jan 18 - 12:05 am:

  • I am violence. I am death. I'm a monster. I'm fucking broken.

Jan 18 - 12:22 am:

  • It doesn't hurt. I want it to hurt. I just want to hurt.

Jan 18 - 12:56 am:

  • I JUST WANT TO FUCKING HURT.

Jan 18 - 1:18 am:

  • WHY CAN'T I JUST HURT WHY WON'T IT HURT I JUST WANT TO FUCKING HURT.

Jan 18 - 1:25 am:

  • LET ME HURT LET ME HURT LET ME HURT LET ME HURT LET ME HURT LET ME HURT LET ME FUCKING HURT.

Jan 18 - 1:47 am:

  • I CAN'T FUCKING FEEL ANYTHING I JUST WANT IT TO HURT JUST LET IT HURT.

Jan 18 - 2:04 am:

  • ...Just let it hurt... I want to hurt... I just want to hurt...

Jan 18 - 2:13 am:

  • I'm a monster... I'm supposed to hurt... It's how I get stronger... But I can't... Nothing hurts... Why won't it hurt... I just want it to hurt...

Jan 18 - 2:30 am:

  • Hurt me. Use me. Break me. Kill me. Someone. Anyone.

Jan 18 - 2:42 am:

  • I just want to fucking hurt let it hurt just let me hurt.

Jan 18 - 3:01 am:

  • Stupid.
  • Stupid.
  • Broken.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.

Jan 18 - 3:14 am:

  • Nobody could ever truly love me.
  • Stupid evil monster.
  • I hate myself so much.
  • I'm a monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.

Jan 18 - 3:21 am:

  • Scary.
  • Violent.
  • Broken.
  • Dumbass.
  • Bad.
  • Out of control.
  • Wrong.
  • Stupid.
  • Coward.
  • Evil.
  • Scary.
  • Dangerous.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.

Jan 18 - 3:46 am:

  • Slay the monster, Izaya.
  • Kill the monster.
  • Kill me.
  • Kill me.
  • Kill me.
  • KILL ME.

Jan 18 - 4:08 am:

  • Dangerous.
  • Evil.
  • Scary.
  • Violent.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.

Jan 18 - 5:01 am:

  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.
  • MONSTER.

Jan 18 - 5:23 am:

  • I'm a monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Monster.
  • Dangerous.
  • Evil.
  • Scary.
  • Monster.

Jan 18 - 5:56 am:

  • I stayed up the entire night.
  • Monsters don't need sleep.

Jan 18 - 7:35 am:

  • I could clean this up, but I don't see the point. Nobody cares anyway.

Jan 18 - 12:49 pm:

  • This is stupid.

Jan 18 - 2:26 pm:

  • I just want to die.

Jan 18 - 4:32 pm:

  • Shut up shut up shut up.

Jan 18 - 4:45 pm:

  • I'm a stupid monster.

Jan 18 - 7:02 pm:

  • Stupid, stupid, monster.
  • Monsters don't get to be loved.
  • Monsters don't get to be in love.
  • Bad.
  • Stupid.
  • Evil.
  • Scary.
  • Monster.

Jan 18 - 8:10 pm:

  • Ugh. Why won't this just hurt. It takes so much just to feel it. I want to hurt.

Jan 19 - 12:49 pm:

  • I want to die.
oct 6 2017 ∞
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